8:58 AM
I feel everything again, and it's wonderful and painful and exactly as I should be.
I did make a bunch of Pepper Up potions, though. Technically, they're for when you're sick, but I know having all of the feelings come barreling back can make you feel like you basically have the flu, and if anyone would like a very small dose to help you bounce back and level out, I can provide that.
BUT if anyone's looking for a high or something to bring back the euphoria, I won't be the prat that does that to you, because these things you're feeling? ALL of the things you're feeling? That's you as you should be, and it's better than the fake happiness and not giving a shit about people leaving.
Now, I'm going to go allow myself to be sad over the fact that my cousin left a couple of days ago.
I did make a bunch of Pepper Up potions, though. Technically, they're for when you're sick, but I know having all of the feelings come barreling back can make you feel like you basically have the flu, and if anyone would like a very small dose to help you bounce back and level out, I can provide that.
BUT if anyone's looking for a high or something to bring back the euphoria, I won't be the prat that does that to you, because these things you're feeling? ALL of the things you're feeling? That's you as you should be, and it's better than the fake happiness and not giving a shit about people leaving.
Now, I'm going to go allow myself to be sad over the fact that my cousin left a couple of days ago.