|alisanne (alisanne) wrote in snarry100,|
@ 2006-08-24 15:31:00
|Entry tags:||challenge 20: their insecurities, yura_slash|
Disgusting and Beautiful
Original poster: yura_slash
well, i may not have internet at my apartment (still!), but drabbles are so much fun and snarry is too awesome to resist! hope you enjoy :)
Title: "Disgusting" and "Beautiful"
Author: yura_slash aka yurathewicked
Challenge: # 20: Their Insecurities
Warnings: mpreg, angst!
A/N: Two drabbles, one from Harry's and the other from Severus' perspective
Severus doesn’t want me anymore. He threw robes haphazardly into his open trunk. He doesn’t want me! He grabbed a few more things at random and then ran into the bathroom. He collected his toothbrush and turned to go, fighting tears. The full-length mirror on the back of the door confronted him, however, and he gasped in pain as he fell to the ground. I’m so disgusting – so fat – that Severus can’t even… won’t…
“Why won’t he touch me anymore?” he whispered brokenly, burying his face in his hands and crying against the round curve of his belly.
Severus felt like such a fool. He held Harry tight against his chest and rocked him gently, cursing himself silently as Harry continued to sob. Harry had thought – thought what? That he was no longer attractive? That the baby growing inside him made him ugly? Untouchable?
“I didn’t want to hurt you,” Severus whispered, voice breaking. Babies were so delicate, and he was a Death Eater, someone who had killed… “But staying away… was worse?”
“Yes,” Harry whimpered, and Severus placed a warm hand on the curve of his belly.
“Oh Harry – my Harry – you’ve never been more beautiful...”