In Order of the Phoenix, Snape stores three memories in the Pensieve-we know one was his 'Worst Memory', when he called Lily Mudblood. What do you think the other two were? Have we seen them in canon? And was that one really his worst memory?
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For my personal canon I personally view that Snape’s worse memory is when he overheard the prophecy or when he told Voldermort about it. I also like to think that he put more memories in the pensive than three, after all Harry did come in late. Snape has so much to hide. I also include in my personal canon that more happened between Snape and Lily, because for me this makes canon more powerful. Plus there are a few fics that do cover this. I take a lot form tjwritters fic “Severus Snape Sends His Regrets”.
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I haven’t read any fan fiction that covers what the other two memories might have been, but I bet there is some general consensus in fandom about what they were. I also wonder why in canon Snape would be pulling out his memories in front of Harry. He knows that boy is curious.
Pulling out memories in front of Harry
(Severus's idea of Lily here ignores the fact that she did spy on her sister, of course; but we already agree that Snape's view of Lily was somewhat idealized.)
And part of his anger, then, was feeling betrayed by the boy. In support of that, notice that he takes Harry's word for it that he won't say anything. I guarantee you that there were ways he could have ensured</> Harry not speak of it.
I agree with your selection of memories.
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"These were the memories he hid in Dumbledore's borrowed Pensieve, memories which were, sadly, easy for him to access and remove: the afternoon he was weak enough to lash out at the only friend he had in Lily Evans as the spells he created literally turned his world upside down, exposing him to multiple humiliations; his reaction to being confronted by a werewolf after being lured to the Whomping Willow by Black on the pretext of a meeting between Lily Evans and James Potter; and the night he heard and revealed the Prophecy, and doomed Lily Potter and at least two families to destruction."
For me, they all involved Lily, and Snape's feeling of personal failure.
Was losing Lily's friendship a worse memory than betraying her? Could be. Human beings are selfish, and besides, this is something he'd feel directly responsible for. He didn't personally kill Lily, but he did kill their friendship. He's not detached enough to realize that it was already on the rocks or that she was always going to marry James.
-L
the second is when he joined dumbldore.
I debt about the third - knowing snape, he would have hide from Harry the memory we see him mourning Lily and bounding himself to harry ( after all, he asked D not to tell anyone why he switch sides). I thought that the third memory should have been the moment he realized that lily's son is the one the prophecy talking about.
On the subject of memories, I have a related question: How, exactly, does the extraction of memories work? Are the memories completely removed from the person's mind, so that the person will not remember them at all unless they are restored back to their mind after the Pensieve session? That seems a bit odd, because they obviously remember enough to remember to put them back in. ;-) Or does extraction simply move them off the "front stage" of the mind, leaving only a dim impression that is much harder to retrieve via Legilimency, or via one's own mental reflection and review? This, of course, is an important question for any of us writing Severus!Lives post-war fic. ;-)
That must be it. We know that both Dumbledore and Snape know exactly which of their memories is in the pensieve while they are standing outside of the pensieve with Harry. Dumbeldore shows Harry little parts of his when he thinks it fits the topic of conversation (like that tragically nosy girl).
They are however protected from Legilimency. I think that's the case because the person would just have a memory of the memory, which lacks the actual raw emotions. Reasons for this assumption: 1) The way Dumbledore uses the pensieve. He wants to look at the memories from another angle, so that he can make sense out of them. Getting rid of your personal emotion and therefore bias seems an important part of that.
2) We know what kind of memories both Snape and Harry retract from each other. The most logical way to protect a memory is too rid it of personal emotions.