Navarre paced back and forth in front of the stage, his excitement growing with every passing moment. L had worked all weekend putting together the special equipment, part of which was now sitting in the middle of the stage: a computer, his word-mat, and a microphone. The full-size word-mat had been left behind at the house.
It had taken him several hours to write down his thoughts, but with L's assistance it was at last done. It was more difficult to use the smaller word-mat, but at least here at the cafe he would at last be able to communicate with those who could not read his mind.With a swish of his tail, Navarre jumps onto the stage and settles next to the computer, facing the cafe's patrons. With one paw he delicately touches a key on the word-pad to begin the reading of his words. Though nothing like his own, Kenneth Branagh's voice pleases Navarre as his words fill the room...
I am Navarre, which most of you know. There is much I wish to say, much I wish to ask, but this form of communication does take time for me to produce so I will commence with my speech.
I come from a simpler time, where clear rules of behavior exist. To take that further, I am a Guardian who has risen in the ranks to hold my current position as Captain. I was able to achieve this ranking by tailoring my behavior toward my goal. Any habits I had, whether good or bad, were by necessity examined and either improved upon if they fit with the Guardian ideal, or were dispensed with. A man who has chosen to be a Guardian cannot afford to let his own attitudes and beliefs much less his habits interfere with the formation of the Unit--for that would serve to weaken and perhaps endanger himself and his fellow soldiers. A Guardian must be of a singular mind with his Unit, and as a leader of men, it is up to me to ensure that anything which might destroy is in itself destroyed.
This is not an easy task. One man's habit may be seen by himself as good, or perhaps harmless, but when there are others to consider may not be. For instance, I have had new recruits come in who had habits of belching in pleasure after a good meal. What harm can this habit be, one asks? It can be the end of a Unit, and has more than once. Behind enemy lines, a sated soldier's contented burp can alert a savvy enemy. The soldier must be taught to set that habit aside for the good of his fellow men. Habits are by their nature acts done without thinking--a soldier must be taught to
always think about what his actions might unleash.
My own training-- *sighs* I forgot much when I first came here. I once had to work hard on keeping my temper, but when I discovered myself to be a wolf once more, my habit of lashing out in anger and fear got the better of me. *nods toward Susan, and the sorceress-witch, Anotsu, Cesare...so many he feels a pang of guilt* I apologize to those whom I may have hurt whilst in the throes of my confusion and despair. Just as he who belched cost his men's lives, I could've cost mine own, and others perhaps, upon losing sight of the man who still exists inside of me. I will do my best to not let that happen again. *glances at Xel then at the patrons once again*
The voice ends, and Navarre touches his paw to the off switch, well pleased with how L's invention has worked.