Royal Musings

It isn’t something I care to think of, so reason why this post will be very short.

My greatest loss is losing my (or well Adon/Ben and I's) unborn baby boy. It’s the worse feeling when it happens *sigh*.

I don’t care to go into details on this.

If I had been asked this before I met Piper, I would say love causes heartache (especially if you’re a vampire).

But now? Love is one of the greatest things a person can experience. It does have its ups and downs, but what is something so great without challenges? The ups and downs bring you closer in the long road, at least if you truly love a person.

I don’t know where I’d be if I had never met Piper, and Scott. To love them is the greatest thing in my life. It’s at the top of my list and will never move down from number one.

So, if you ever find a love that consumes you, never let it go, as you’ll regret it the rest of your life. Hold on to it, cherish it, fight for it, as its worth nothing if you don’t.

Considering I'm not dying anytime soon, most of the people I grew up with won't be alive to say anything when/after I've passed.

But I'm sure if they were alive, some would be glad I was gone. As such they would probably say things such as, "it's about damn time" or "it was only a matter of time before she killed herself." I'm not so naive to think that everyone just adores me and loves me - I can be a handful at times after all.

Those who weren't glad would say nicer things about me, I'd hope. Things like "I'll really miss her" or "Are we sure she's not just playing around with us and actually still alive?" are sure to be said at least once or twice.

But like I said, I'm not going to be dying anytime soon so if anyone wants to say anything about me then they can tell me face to face.

Yes, I know, a bit late for this, but oh well.

Who am I?

A pretty loaded question if you ask me, I take it you want a deeper meaning than I’m a vampire and old? Hm, yes, well, lets see:

I’m…
a very old vampire
a mate
a lover
a husband
a sire
a fighter
a private person
the King of Hell (Obviously)
a friend
an old prince from Spain
serious
loving and caring
a worse enemy to some
a guy (or vamp) who doesn’t like anyone messing with his family

Hm, so yes, I’m a 500+ year old vampire and I haven’t made it this far by being stupid.

This is who I am.

Mm, let's see what would I choose as a complete dinner? That's a hard one since I have so many favorites and it changes all the time. There's days when I rather have Chinese or Mexican or Italian or a really good steak.

But if I chose one for today, I would go with Italian and in that case I would first have a salad with dressing, probably a ceaser since that is my favorite.

Then I would have Adonis' chicken fettucinni alfredo. He makes the best chicken fettucinni alfredo that I've ever tasted. Pefect chicken, great tasting pasta and wonderful sauce - it's just a great dish. I'd also have a piece of garlic bread to go with it.

Yes, that's exactly what my favorite meal is currently.

Hm, maybe I can see if he can make that tonight.

That sounds just perfect.

This is a tough question. Upon impulse I would say my worst enemy was myself and considering I'm a vampire, that could be true. The same could be said with fire.

If I don't find ways to entertain myself through the hundreds of years that I'm alive, I'm sure to drive myself nuts. Now that I have my mates though and our friends - I'm sure I will find new and interesting things to do with my time.

Fire, well...I'm a vampire - if I catch on fire without realizing it then it could be too late. I could burn up and die right then and there. I haven't had that problem yet though so here's hoping I don't.


I rather not die, again, just yet.

So what do you want to know?
What is my passion in life?
What time do I feel passion for something or someone?

My passion in life, what I like to do that makes my life or unlife meaningful is cooking. I went to school to be a chef and turned out to be a damn good one if I say so myself. I love cooking and discovering new foods and recipes. I like trying new things that I've never tried before as well as reliving old classics that I never get tired of.

Being with Jordan and Jason is also right there, tied into it. I love being with those two, whether it be just hanging out, in bed, watching a movie, holding them, whatever it may be. Those two are my unlife.

God I really am turning into a sap...

For who: Les, Logan, S and anyone else
Where: Cafe; Orlando
When: 10:20 a.m.
Summary: Coffee was her friend. Thankfully she allowed herself at least one or two cups a day. She tried going cold turkey on it but just got one massive headache in return...
Status: Complete
Rating: PG

She had decided not to go into the office today and instead came out to her favorite cafe to grab cup of coffee. As far as she knew, Scott was in the dark room for at least another couple of hours working on the film from last week. She had left him a note in case he worried and hoped maybe he would join her later should she be here still.

She liked coming here and watching the people come and go.

She liked people watching - seeing what people had on, their different ways of walking, talking etc. It was something she had always found interesting and probably helped her out when it came to dealing with people in the business. She had mostly found it easy to get along with most artists that came through and yet barely tolerated those divas that came in 8 times out of 10.

She took a sip of her coffee and relaxed back. She glanced at her open laptop in front of her and scowled. The blinking of the cursor in the word document haunted her. It just kept blinking over and over again. She just couldn't get anything written.

Nothing that she liked anyway.

It was going to be a long day.

One of the happiest? Well there's really several but because of the lack of time and space that is needed to branch out on those happy moments, I'll choose one.

The day that Dom told me he loved me and the day that Scott told me he loved me had to be the happiest moments of my life. That's two? Well okay, technically it's two but I figured because they are the same thing only with two people, it would count as one. Can I get on with it? Right.

Although the day that Dom told me he loved me was one full of surprises and frustration, it also was a day that I could get what I've been holding in for the longest time off of my chest. I had always found him to be amazingly strong and handsome, always wanting to be with him and just talk and laugh with him but never could. He was my best friends (at the time) surrogate brother and I took that as a 'no pass' zone. After he told me he loved me though? There was no way I was going to hold back and tell him that I didn't love him especially when I didn't know when and how we would ever get back home.

The day that Scott told me he loved me was also a fantastic day. I'd known him for what seems like forever and we were as close as two could ever be. Between the late night talks, the childhood pranks, the stargazes at night something between the two of us grew and there wasn't anything stopping the love between us. It seemed only natural that we would be together on down the road and that we would only get closer.

Yeah, those or rather that was the happiest moment of my life. There is no one else I rather be with but Dom and Scott.

Just one?

I have quite a few really; Jordan and my mating, Jordan/Jason and my mating, the first time I told Jordan I loved her, the first time she told me that she loved me...and then I think the time that made me the most happiest when she told me, as Adonis, she loved me.

It had been after a rather long night for the both of us and it had also been around the time that I had become Adonis (which is yet another confusing and long story).

She told me that she loved me, as Adonis. Yeah...I can be a sap. Whatever.


Closed to everyone but Dom and Jordan

What do I want? *ponders that* I think its the simple things I want, that people take for granted.

Not sure what I mean? Well its things like these:

Being held by your special one(s)
Loving someone and having someone love you
Laughter
A beautiful sunrise or sunset
Having a/Being with family that cares and loves you
Dancing in the rain

It's those types of things I want and will always want. I don't really care about beach houses or mansions, nor do I care about expensive fast cars (though I do love them...). It is simple things such as love, laughter, happiness, joy, etc that I want.

Course, I love what I already have, which is many of what I just suggested.

But, if you meant what do I want right now? I surely don't want material things

I wouldn't mind tying Adonis to the bed and ravishing him *grin*
Mm, and I'd love to see him and Jason together. It's just so damn hot! Ahem
Part of me wants to say lets get married now instead of waiting, buut I like how the wedding plans are coming along *grin*

Those and I want a family with my mates. One day, some day. Who knows if it'll happen. And I know, everyone says you'll have forever to have a family (which in my case I do) and to enjoy life without burdens or responsibilities while you can. Yea, I've kind of already done that, mostly anyway and probably still will. But forever can be looked at as a long time.

Anyway, that is what I want *nod*

I am not so ashamed that i'd apologize for something that i've done, 98% of time. However, there has been one thing that I wish I had apologized for and okay, I have apologize over and over.

She know's who she is and she knows the situation. However, we've worked past it and our friendship continues to grow through the years. For that, I love her dearly for.

What it was? That is something i'll never share with another person other than those who already know and I trust they won't tell anyone either. It comes down to this: with each experience that I've had, I've learned something from it. In most cases, I don't feel bad having done what I've done and having the experiences that I've had. Course...some of them weren't the best choices but that can be said for everyone.

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me...

Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeee,
Happy birthday to me.


This time there won't be any spankings either. :P

For who: Adonis and Piper (maybe: Scott, Dom, Jordan or Jason if they feel the need to come in)
Where: Anywhere and Everywhere
When: Afternoon
Summary: Now that they had that they had agreed it had been too quiet around here, it was time to get back to the swing of things...
Status: Incomplete
Rating: Use your own judgement on this one

Semi-private

It had been such a long time (alright, a month or so) since he purposely riled Piper, and still it was so easy to do. One or two misplaced comments here about her personality or style of dress and she'd spout off one or two backhanded comments about him and his issues. He had to give it to her, most of the time sometimes she was a worthy adversary and at other times, she wasn't. He wondered what her mood would be today.

For who: Adonis and Piper
Where: Adonis' house in France
When: Whenever
Summary: Piper + Adonis + Empty House + Possible Alcohol + a LOT of frustration = a lot of bantering and possible fighting.
You thought it'd be sex, didn't you? Hah, they promised themselves that'd be one time only and was on a dare the first time. This should be interesting...
Status: Complete
Private - unless Dom/Jordan or Scott feel the need to intervene.

She woke up to a nearly empty house and by nearly she meant only one other person was in the house - Adonis.

Why she was left in a house, alone with him was beyond her. She didn't know where the others went, only that they weren't there and didn't even bother waking her them up. Yeah, she may be a little irritated at that but she supposed that it meant she could go to another house and sort through more of her closets. If there was one thing she learned it was that she had a LOT of clothing, most of which she hardly ever wore.

Piper took a sip of her coffee and watched Adonis then shook her head. "Well don't we feel special? They left without waking us up."

Strike through means I've either gotten it, or I am in the process of getting it.

1) Be world famous
2) My ex wife to get over herself
3) Lesandra
4) Travel
5) Lesandra with me and in my bed
6) Change the past so that I wasn't such a jackass to Les
7) Whiskey
8) The lover out of the picture so I could get Les
9) New music
10) Dr. Who on DVD