Alessandra Morgan (miss_les) wrote in royal_musings, @ 2009-06-09 12:23:00 |
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Current mood: | bored |
Current music: | Nine Inch Nails |
Just a girl
I have a journal already that I write in when I'm upset so we'll see how long this lasts but I figured, why not? You want to know a little about me? I guess I could tell you.
∞ My name is Alessandra Les Morgan. If anyone calls me by my full name, it's because they're mad at me typically. Totally not a trouble maker though - don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
∞ I'm seventeen years old and going to be eighteen in October so I can't wait! It's not twenty one and I won't be allowed to drink legally yet but that's alright, it's still a big point in life and I drink anyway. Ah yes good times.
∞ I don't live with my parents. I live with my best friends who mean more to me than my parents did. Maybe one day I'll tell the story but for now, that's all I feel like saying. My best friends are my family - they're my big brothers and my sisters. We protect each other to the end.
I guess the biggest thing on my mind currently is what am I going to do once I graduate. I mean, yeah I could work at either the tattoo shop that Austin and Blake run. I could work with Don and Ricky and the guys at the auto shop, they need someone around them to keep things organized or help with cars and I'm pretty handy with a wrench. But a part of me just wants to branch out and do something else. Least I know I can change my own oil, I can fix a flat, I can change a radiator out and install a new fan on any of my cars should things go out - and if I do need help, I know just who to call - those are lessons I'll forever take with me but I just want to do something else now. I want to find something I enjoy and see if I can make that into something I can do for a living. You know? Maybe you don't know, hell sometimes I don't know.
There are times when I am not at all confident in where I'm going or what I'm doing.
I can't help but feel as if I'm going to always be stuck in this moment of time, not knowing what I'm doing, where i'm going or what I feel.
Alright, I'll end this teen!angst entry now.
Maybe I'll write back and maybe I won't.
I'll leave you with this...
Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?