|solas is a (harellan) wrote in rooms,|
@ 2015-02-18 09:53:00
|Entry tags:||!great gatsby, *log, solas, song mingmei|
quicklog: mingmei and solas
Who: Mingmei and Solas
What: Coping with humanity
Warnings: Body dysphoria and probably Solas being a jackass about humanity.
|[After his conversation with Faust, Solas decided to explore in general. More specifically, he decided to explore a door where he would be human. The doors without magic were easy to find now that he knew what to look for. The doors where he would be human, however, were a bit more tricky to tell apart from the rest. And he still had no way of knowing precisely what waited for him on the other side of the doors he chose. |
Stepping through the door he'd chosen, he felt the change. It was an unquantifiable feeling of shifting, of wrongness, and there was a moment of extreme vertigo. Of nausea. He didn't need to look in a mirror to know he wasn't right.
Taking deep breaths, Solas attempted to pull back his rampant unease. Tried to smother his upset. Attempted to tell himself he was overreacting. But he couldn't stop the panic from welling up inside him, closing his throat and washing his skin with cold and sweat. He stumbled almost blindly forward, barely seeing past his feet.]