Re: Sam A/Penny R
Your issues aren't about that, tho. Not when it comes to Cris. It's how he's treating you. It's not about his stuff, and I admit to not knowing what his stuff is, because everyone's trying to protect me by not telling just how messed up stuff is, but I can tell stuff is messed up. I took him with me to see this Meredith girl, and he wilted in the room. She's a harmless blind chick, and he was scared of her. I get he's got stuff, and I get I'm probably behind a lot of it, but I think for him to be able to be what you need him to be, then he has to get better himself. Does that make any sense? I'm not sure he isn't a complete wreck that's just pretending he's good.
I don't think you're a problem. I think you miss your friend, and I think you don't get why things are different. I get that.
I know I'm just a kid, and I don't know if I'm going to be here forever, but I want to help make things better with you two. I want to be your friend, if you'll let me.