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[Ashley]
So... Logan told me what I did. What happened. Part of me wants to remember it for myself so I know from my own point of view... But I'm kind of afraid to ask for the memories back.
I do know that I was dreaming of what I did. But not why.
Anyway... I get it now. I get why you and Matilda are treating me differently. Why Katie and Bea stopped talking to me, before Bea dropped off the face of Disney World. Why Tyler, Tony, Logan and my parents are the only ones that have anything to do with me anymore.
While I don't have all the pieces, I do know I probably put you through a lot. I didn't mean to hurt him. I know, without having to know the whys, that it was an incredibly selfish thing to do. But you have to know that... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through that. For putting him through that.
And I'll understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore. I just hope that you'll forgive me before we're fifty. I would ask thirty but... I don't want to push my luck.
Love ya.
Oh, before I forget. They finished that thing I was telling you about. There's one on Matilda's piano, and one on the piano in the lobby of the Lodge. Now you'll be able to feel it even when she plays the highest note. You'll feel everything from Bach to Tchaikovsky. Though Tchaikovsky would be more intense.
I do know that I was dreaming of what I did. But not why.
Anyway... I get it now. I get why you and Matilda are treating me differently. Why Katie and Bea stopped talking to me, before Bea dropped off the face of Disney World. Why Tyler, Tony, Logan and my parents are the only ones that have anything to do with me anymore.
While I don't have all the pieces, I do know I probably put you through a lot. I didn't mean to hurt him. I know, without having to know the whys, that it was an incredibly selfish thing to do. But you have to know that... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through that. For putting him through that.
And I'll understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore. I just hope that you'll forgive me before we're fifty. I would ask thirty but... I don't want to push my luck.
Love ya.
Oh, before I forget. They finished that thing I was telling you about. There's one on Matilda's piano, and one on the piano in the lobby of the Lodge. Now you'll be able to feel it even when she plays the highest note. You'll feel everything from Bach to Tchaikovsky. Though Tchaikovsky would be more intense.