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Tweak says, "it was love to me"

queentobe (queentobe) wrote in ridgewayresort,
@ 2011-05-01 23:00:00

Entry tags:

!closed, guinevere, morgana

Who: Gwen and Morgana
When: Once everything calmed down
Where: Streets somewhere
What: A very tense meeting
Rating: Wont be too high
Status: Incomplete

Once the weather seemed to calm, Gwen was quick to look out the window and try to see what damage had really been done. Her talk with Robin had her wondering if they would have to sort this out themselves, or if the person who had made them come here would take responsibility. Deep down she knew the latter was more likely. But that didn’t bother her, if everyone here done something to help then it would be done quickly, Camelot had done so many times before and in all honesty, the destruction of a castle was worse than some aspects of what she had seen here.

But there was one thing she was not ready for. As if brought on by the thought of Camelot, her eyes fell on Morgana near by. She hadn’t noticed Gwen just yet and that was fine. Gwen just wanted to step away before she got too angry about seeing the woman before her. She had done so much to hurt the people she cared more than anything. Camelot was everything to her, and Morgana had destroyed it. They would become strong again, of course they would. Even after such a close betrayal.

Her chest ached and she took a deep breath before turning. She didn’t want to talk to her, she was too full of hurt and anger to contemplate it. She would just head back home, or go find Arthur, and find a way to take her mind off the almost encounter.

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kings_ward
2011-05-01 10:12 pm UTC (link)

Morgana had also ventured out in the storm's aftermath, eager to see what damage had been done to Ridgeway. After all, if she was supposed to consider this a temporary home, of sorts, she'd really rather not see it completely destroyed.

But she did get a bit of a surprise when a quick flash of motion caught her eye. Was that... "Gwen!" Eyes were wide with surprise, but she forced a smile onto her face as she darted toward the other young woman. "Gwen, wait!"

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queentobe
2011-05-01 10:56 pm UTC (link)

She wanted to keep walking when she heard her name being yelled, and she could of had she not shouted again. Part of her mind put forward what this could be, that people from different times and places and perhaps Morgana had yet to experience this. Arthur hadn't, so maybe it was the same for her.

So she stopped. She didn't want to, something in the back of her thoughts told her not to be stupid and keep walking. To ignore the yells, and carrying on as if it never happened. Taking a deep breath, she turned.

"Morgana," she said quietly, hardly much emotion leaving her lips.

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	kings_ward 2011-05-01 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	Arms wound around Gwen, hugging her tightly for a brief moment before she pulled back, looking down at her. "How long have you been here?" And why hadn't she seen Gwen before this if she'd been here more than a week or two? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queentobe 2011-05-01 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	Her arms didn't wrap around the other woman, but simply let Morgana hold her. She wasn't happy, far from it, but she would give Morgana a moment to speak before she became angry and had to leave. "Just over three weeks, actually." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kings_ward 2011-05-02 12:04 am UTC (link)
	"Three weeks and we haven't run across each other?" A joke about Gwen avoiding her died on her lips at the glare and icy feeling. "...Gwen, what's wrong?" Voice was concerned, eyes studying her intently, her arms slipping from around Gwen's torso, though hands stayed, clasping Gwen's. Obviously someone knew as much as Merlin did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

queentobe
2011-05-02 09:28 am UTC (link)

"It would certainly seem that way."

She could sense Morgana's worry and again she wondered about when she came from. But of course, then there was the aspect that stayed in her head. Morgana had her believing for so long that she was still her best friend and then hurt her, feigning friendliness was not new to her.

"Nothing is wrong."

Everything was wrong actually.

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	kings_ward 2011-05-02 11:46 am UTC (link)
	Eyes stayed focused on hers, not willing to back down from this line of questioning. "Gwen, we've known each other far too long for me not to sense something," she chided gently, though the worry was still evident in Morgana's every aspect. "Tell me...please." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

queentobe
2011-05-02 11:57 am UTC (link)

And she had known her too well recently to know that she was capable of lying and pretending to her face. She shouldn't be so harsh to her but it was just within her to be so unwilling to automatically welcome her with open arms.

"You should know," she responded, her eyes firm and unwilling to back down. "Come now, Morgana, like you said we've known each other too long. I know when you're lying to me."

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	kings_ward 2011-05-02 12:16 pm UTC (link)
	The worry in Morgana's eyes was real; Gwen knew far too much. And, though she'd managed to fool her before, would Gwen really be so easy to fool a second time? She was smart; Morgana would have to tread very carefully, indeed. "Gwen, what are you talking about? I should know? Know what?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queentobe 2011-05-02 12:32 pm UTC (link)
	"Just...no Morgana. I don't want to see you." So she knew that it would not be that easy, Morgana was exceptionally stubborn and if she wanted to talk to Gwen she would. But that didn't mean she wouldn't try. She was too hurt, angry and annoyed to see her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kings_ward 2011-05-02 12:41 pm UTC (link)
	"Gwen, please." Her tone had taken on a desperate quality, eyes filling with tears. "Tell me." A slight hesitation. "You know more than me, everyone does here, it seems. Even Arthur has memories of things that I don't." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queentobe 2011-05-02 12:48 pm UTC (link)
	That had her stopping, turning to face her. She was still unwilling to completely believe her, unsure if she shouldd tell her things if she asked. It was strange, this place, but she couldn't forget Camelot. "And what memories does he have that you don't?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

kings_ward
2011-05-02 01:02 pm UTC (link)

"We were discussing when we'd come from," she answered, arms winding around herself. "I mentioned that I'd been ill, was being treated by a new physician. Arthur said he was from more than a year later. He mentioned a banquet...a Lady Vivian."

The corners of her mouth turned down, further still. "But I did something to make you hate me." Almost as if she were figuring it out, Morgana froze. "...Merlin said something about how he'd seen me crowned queen of Camelot...Arthur shrugged it off." She was talking more to herself than to Gwen, and she sank down to her knees, uncaring of where she landed, looking up at her 'friend'.

"What did I do, Gwen?" The words were almost whispered.

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queentobe
2011-05-02 05:17 pm UTC (link)

"I'm from nearly two years after Arthur."

Her eyes stayed hard, even as Morgana fell down. She wasn't going to let this go until she knew the utter truth, but Morgana had kept up an act for months so she supposed it would be impossible to tell. Morgana was excellent at the act, she would give her that. So much so that she wanted to apologise for thinking it false.

"You really wish to know?" There was still a lack of emotion in her voice.

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	kings_ward 2011-05-03 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Morgana nodded, even as her jaw set, determined. "Tell me. I want to know what happened. Maybe I can prevent it if I know what happened." Or, more likely, prevent her own downfall. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

queentobe
2011-05-03 02:15 pm UTC (link)

"You lost my trust and my friendship, all of your own doing. Trying to have me killed, heaven knows why, hurting those in Camelot in front of my eyes. So forgive me if I am less than overjoyed to see your face here."

She still refused to give in, she wanted proof that Morgana hadn't done that yet. But she knew she wouldn't get that proof. After all, she didn't trust just what she said and there was no other way to prove if she came before or after what she claimed to say.

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kings_ward
2011-05-04 02:21 am UTC (link)

Jaw dropped, her mouth working for a moment. It must have had something to do with Gwen and Arthur's growing closeness. Or perhaps the girl had sided against Morgana. She couldn't have that, after all.

But her features remained carefully schooled, features appearing sincere as shimmering eyes stayed locked on Gwen's. "Then I shall just have to prove myself to you and earn back your trust."

It would be tiring, but it could be well worth the effort.

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	queentobe 2011-05-04 07:19 am UTC (link)
	"Perhaps you shall." She felt cruel if Morgana really was telling the truth, but she wasn't willing to let her guard down yet. She wanted her best friend back more than anything but she couldn't if she didn't trust her just yet. And she knew she wouldn't be able to trust her for some time just yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kings_ward 2011-05-04 12:59 pm UTC (link)
	Morgana nodded, face determined, even if she appeared a bit shaken, still. A nod. Still, with Gwen so suspicious, she couldn't make a single wrong step. "I know you hate me right now...I won't ask you to stay any longer. I just hope you'll forgive me, at some point, for something I haven't yet done." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

queentobe
2011-05-04 05:49 pm UTC (link)

"Would you be willing to try and change? If you are indeed from when you say you are, would you be willing to stop that? Maybe you were just influenced."

She didn't actually believe it was all Morgause's doing, but that didn't matter. What matter was if Morgause being there only made things worse and more detailed than what Morgana had want, it was possble to stop that. She just had to combat against the woman.

"Because the woman I last saw wasn't my best friend, she was cruel and a traitor to everything she had said said I have known her."

{OOC: I didn't realise how many times I wrote 'just yet' in that last tag, that's why I shouldn't tag when in a rush xD}

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	kings_ward 2011-05-05 02:57 am UTC (link)
	Fresh tears spilled over, leaving trails down Morgana's pale cheeks. "I will do anything I can to prevent that," she assured Gwen, earnestly. It was true; she would do everything possible to prevent the outcome Gwen and Merlin both referenced. (OOC: Lol...if it makes you feel better, I didn't really notice until you said something.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queentobe 2011-05-05 06:26 am UTC (link)
	"Very well. You will understand if it takes me some time, wont you?" Partly because she still wasn't sure and partly because it still ached inside to see her. To see the woman who had done so much evil in such a short space of time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kings_ward 2011-05-05 01:32 pm UTC (link)
	"Of course," Morgana nodded, trying to swallow away the growing lump in her throat. "Take all the time you need, Gwen." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queentobe 2011-05-05 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	"Thank you," she said with a nod before sighing. She would apologise if it was all true, that Morgana was innocent, but she wasn't risking it now. She didn't want to get close to her again then have her turn once more. (Reply to this) (Parent)