[Private to Self]
I have a lot to think about, and a lot that I'm still needing to consider. Surprisingly, I miss Stefan a little less every day. I still love him and I still wish he was here of course, but...things just don't seem so bad anymore with Damon here.
I can't lie to myself anymore, I'm starting to fall for him, arrogance and all. Maybe a part of me has always been in love with Damon Salvatore. He's really been a lot better to me than I deserve. I've been mean to him, I've pushed him away, but yet...he loves me. I don't know why--but he does. Well...the Damon back home does. I don't know how the Damon here feels about me.
Things are just...complicated. I don't know what to do. A part of me just really wants to grab him and kiss him--a part of me is afraid to do so.
Anyway, this is what I think about as I work BY MYSELF at Nectar because I don't have any employees yet.