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Audrey Grace DiNozzo ([info]daddys_princess) wrote in [info]ridgeway_comm,
@ 2012-01-07 03:04:00

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Filtered away from the parents
You know, I don't know what the hell I did to get everybody so pissed off at me, but I'm kinda getting a little fed up with being snapped at and ignored by people who I thought were my friends.

I realize what happened was sad, but this was going on before that, damn it. If you can't face me and tell me what the I did, so I can fix it or at least apologize for it... Then you guys can go screw yourselves.

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[info]matilda_hood
2012-01-07 11:03 am UTC (link)
I have never been cutting or nasty to you before. Ever.

I'm judging you for telling me to go to hell, actually.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 11:19 am UTC (link)
You don't think so? There was no nasty little intonation to anything you said to me after I got out of the clinic. Funny... It sure felt like there were a few cutting and nasty things said.

Actually since I started talking to you tonight it's felt like nothing but judgement coming from your direction. Unless you've become a shrink over night and mentally unstable was just a clinical evaluation. Then I'd just say I wasn't laying on your couch Doc.

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[info]matilda_hood
2012-01-07 11:23 am UTC (link)
Like I said, I was never nasty. If you imagined that, I can't help you. I would hope you thought better of me than that.

You just judged everyone with your message.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 11:30 am UTC (link)
You're right, I guess the way, and when, you told me about Logan wasn't meant to hurt me at all. I'm just imagining everything.

How did I judge everyone with my message?

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[info]matilda_hood
2012-01-07 11:33 am UTC (link)
No, it wasn't. I'm sorry if you thought it was wrong but it wasn't me intending to hurt you.

Telling everyone they can all go and "screw themselves", as though everyone knows and can explain something to you, and should feel obligated by your angry message.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 11:40 am UTC (link)
Pity I wasn't the only one that got hurt by it Mati. Cause right about now I'd have stopped caring.

It's basically the people who are being rude and or nasty, and or dismissive, in and uncalled for manner. And me telling them I no longer have time to waste on giving a crap, because there are people who will talk to me and wont be nasty, rude or dismissive when they do it. I didn't pass any judgement on them.

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[info]matilda_hood
2012-01-07 11:44 am UTC (link)
Logan and I have talked about it.

You didn't discriminate. How do you think Logan, or your parents feel reading that?

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:00 pm UTC (link)
Yeah but if you would have minded your own business... You wouldn't have had too. While we would have pined after each other, we would have been blissfully unaware while the rest of life went on as it was obviously supposed too. I don't know what the hell you were trying to do with telling me that. I really don't. Other than maybe come between two people who had been best friends for seventeen years.

Actually I did discriminate, it's filtered away from the parents. Not that it was relative to them anyway, because they've neither been snappish or ignoring me. Even if they were, I'm not part of their lives yet, so I can't hold that against them.

And Logan hasn't been snappish or ignoring me. In fact, even with the odd bit of awkward caused by you, he's still trying to be my friend.

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[info]matilda_hood
2012-01-07 12:07 pm UTC (link)
He didn't need to be pining after you when he's with someone else. How can you think that is fair? And what about Tyler? You shouldn't be pining after my brother whilst your with him.

Logan is not bringing anything up because he doesn't want you deciding the only answer is trying to kill yourself again

I can't talk to you any more.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:15 pm UTC (link)
You know... When you're with someone else, that pining tends to lessen, a lot. It didn't need your help.

And I love Tyler. Love him. Because he's the only one that's stood by me. Besides Logan. But Tyler was the only one that's been there through the stitches, till now. He held my hand, and me when...

You know it's not your business. Because like I said you and me aren't friends anymore Matilda.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 12:08 pm UTC (link)
So you think none of this is about what you do?

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:19 pm UTC (link)
Apparently it's something I did do Ashley, but if I didn't know what I did, then how could I fix it? How could I apologize for it if it wasn't fixable?

But she caused friction where there didn't need to be friction. She's been nasty when I was trying to be nice. And I'm just not going to do that anymore.

I'm trying to get better. And I can't let people who hurt me... Hurt me anymore.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 12:23 pm UTC (link)
What did she say that was nasty? How did it start?

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:31 pm UTC (link)
It's not important. It was filtered so no one else would see it

She's just one of those people who keep trying to hurt me.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 12:33 pm UTC (link)
That's not like her, at all. Don't try and turn me against my girlfriend.

She's worried about you too. And Logan. And I'll ask her anyway

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:39 pm UTC (link)
Yeah I would have thought so too. I don't want to get between you and her. It's not about you and her, it's me she has the problem with

She has a funny way to show she's worried. But... It's not important anymore Ashley. I'm not her concern anymore.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 12:41 pm UTC (link)
I've never known her to be nasty.

You always write people off after one conversation? That's a bit melodramatic.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:44 pm UTC (link)
Neither had I, guess that's why it hurt.

When people are intentionally trying to hurt me, yeah. I need too. But it was more than one.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 12:46 pm UTC (link)
She's not trying to hurt you.

She's trying to protect Logan.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 12:53 pm UTC (link)
Okay well.. He feels it when people hurt. So me cutting her out, because she's been hurting me when I speak to her, is me trying to protect him too.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 12:57 pm UTC (link)
Hurting his little sister won't ease his burden, Grace. You know that.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 01:09 pm UTC (link)
What am I supposed to do here? Just sit and grin and pretend it doesn't hurt? Pretend the nasty things she said didn't bug me? And go back to grinning and bearing it? All by myself?

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 01:11 pm UTC (link)
She told me how it started. She wasn't trying to be mean. She was right. You don't know what it's like to be second daughter. Neither to I. So what if she said it. It's true. It's not offensive.

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[info]daddys_princess
2012-01-07 01:18 pm UTC (link)
I'm not going to talk about this. Not anymore. I'm done. I'm not walking around in circles anymore.

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[info]sottovoces
2012-01-07 01:19 pm UTC (link)
I don't wanna see you guys fighting over a over-reaction misunderstanding.

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(no subject) - [info]daddys_princess, 2012-01-07 01:30 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]sottovoces, 2012-01-07 01:39 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]daddys_princess, 2012-01-07 01:46 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]sottovoces, 2012-01-08 02:20 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]daddys_princess, 2012-01-08 02:26 am UTC

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