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ruby [supernatural] (deviouscowardly) wrote in ridgeway_comm,
@ 2011-07-26 03:08:00

Entry tags:

castiel, ruby

Fucking Christ it's hot. I'm done, Petersen. Fix this shit now. London was never this hot. Ever. I'm so done with this being human shit. I'm going to sweat to death. I am hot and cranky and if you don't get someone out here to take care of the horses instead of me, they're going to starve because I am sick of being in the heat. I think I've lost ten pounds with all this damn sweating. Make it stop, damnit. Or my little five foot four ass is going to beat you to death with a thermometer.

[private to Sam]
Your bed's too small. I want to sleep with you but if you touch me during the night, I'm going to scream. I hate this sticky sweaty bullshit. And my bed's bigger than yours.

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	robinofthehood 2011-07-26 12:50 pm UTC (link)
	You know you could give it a shot. He's as human as you are right now. Thermometer might do some damage. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-26 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	If moving didn't make me more hot, I probably would. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-26 01:21 pm UTC (link)
	Is all you do whine? Gotta wonder 'cause it's all I hear from you. It's hot. We're all hot. Figured you'd at least be used to it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-26 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	You don't have to read it, you wingless dick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 08:33 am UTC (link)
	It'd be easier of you didn't post it every five minutes. ~~What does Sam see in this again?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 08:38 am UTC (link)
	Way to fucking exaggerate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 08:41 am UTC (link)
	Seriously, all I have seen you do here is whine about how much your life sucks. Don't you have anything else to talk about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 08:43 am UTC (link)
	That's because anytime I have anything positive to say, you ignore me because all you want to do is vilify me. So take your condemnation somewhere else, you self-righteous prick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 08:50 am UTC (link)
	Hahaha, yeah that's all I wanna do. That's amusing. I'm not self-righteous. I fucked up too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 08:51 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, you did. And what makes you so self-righteous is that you can still condemn me for my mistakes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 08:53 am UTC (link)
	I choose them. In the end. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 08:57 am UTC (link)
	You had a chance before. I have a chance now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 08:58 am UTC (link)
	What do you want for him. Really want for him? Honestly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 09:00 am UTC (link)
	I don't know yet. I'm still trying to figure myself out without the apocalypse and one way trip back to the pit looming over my head. He makes me happy and he's happy when he's with me. Why do I have to want something? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 09:02 am UTC (link)
	You know I don't think you deserve to be happy, don't you. You know that. I don't think I deserve it either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 09:05 am UTC (link)
	I don't deserve to be happy. But Sam doesn't give me what I deserve. He never has. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 09:05 am UTC (link)
	Sam's happiness is important to me. You know that. I will protect him if I need to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 09:11 am UTC (link)
	You've made that abundantly clear. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 09:12 am UTC (link)
	Does it bother you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 09:14 am UTC (link)
	It bothers me that you attack me at every turn. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 09:18 am UTC (link)
	Did you ever think why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 09:20 am UTC (link)
	Oh I know why. I'm just sick of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 09:25 am UTC (link)
	I'm sick of being afraid of losing him again. Of the same old fight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deviouscowardly 2011-07-27 09:30 am UTC (link)
	So quit pushing him. Nothing's gone wrong since we've been here, nothing like that, and you still can't break the cycle. I think at this point it's your problem, not ours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	strappedonwings 2011-07-27 09:33 am UTC (link)
	I lived that for five years. I lost Sam, Dean, home, everything. I lived in death and paranoia. You don't go through that and come out of it OK. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)