Ridgeway Resort - Network Comm

( Filtered to Pike )

I hate this. I just gave a guest my whole damn life story. Well.. most of it, anyway. They just ask me a few questions. I answer it. But then I keep going. It's like I really want to tell them what I'm thinking. Like it's some impulse and I can't resist against it.

One time, they ask if they could stay later in the water. Like, until after hours, you know? I said that it'd be great if they lost a few pounds before coming back to the beach again, lest they scare off the rest of the guests. And that it may also be a good idea not to come back at all. And she didn't really look that ba-- oh, yes she did. See?? I can't even fib to sugarcoat anything. Seriously. This can stop anytime now, please.

WAS IST DIESES SCHEISSE???*

--and this. This doesn't look as it should.

Are we in America?

* what is this s**t?

I'm tired of not being able to keep my life-story in every time someone asks me a simple question. It's hard enough living it once, but reliving it every single time someone asks me 'how my day is?'

Petersen, you ass, make this stop.

Okay the lake water is officially not safe to drink. I've been hanging out wolfy style since the whole truth telling crap started. But you can't avoid water completely, especially the way things effect you... This woman, I guess she recognized me for what I was-really how many 7 foot tall wolves have you ever seen?- asked me if I could change so she could see it. Not only could I, I did... With only my hands covering my 'pride'. Leah don't laugh.

I've never been quite so glad I don't have any real purpose for water for anything. I don't envy you guys having to blurt out your secrets, even if it would make my job awful easy.

There are some things a person should never have to be honest about.

I'm scared.

There I said it!

I'm twelve years old, in a place that I don't even recognize with a bunch of crazy people and the one person on this planet who I trust the most is no where to be found!

I'm scared out of my mind. I lived through the zombie apocalypse and even that seems like a walk in the park compared to this crap! I want to go home to Z-Land to be with my sister, and I want to go back to the way things were.

Are you happy now?! Is that the kind of honesty you wanted? Because I have more if you want more. I can give you an entire list of truths but it won't change a freakin' thing.