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Quinn Fabray (papadontpreach) wrote in ridgeway_comm,
@ 2010-09-27 19:03:00

Entry tags:

finn hudson, noah puckerman, quinn fabray, rachel berry

I think I spend more time in the bathroom these days than anywhere else. Some of my favorite foods have been making me sick ~~and I've been craving things I don't normally like~~. I just really hope this bug is over soon. ~~If only it really was a bug.~~

Private to Finn

In case you haven't noticed, I've kinda been avoiding you. I'm sorry, the dating Rachel thing was a lot to take... and what you said about giving Puck a chance sort of sent me over the edge. I think I might have actually hated you for it, but I can't hate you forever. You said you wanted to make sure we stay friends and I'd really like that. Can we have another chance?

End of Private

Private to Puck

I found this online, thought I would share it with you in case you care. I don't know why you would, though.

End of Private

Private to Rachel

So, you know that offer to talk?

End of Private

I actually really miss Santana right now.

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	Q thepuckster 2010-09-28 01:22 am UTC (link)
	Why the hell wouldn't I care? ~~Damn. I miss Santana too.~~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Q/Puck papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:26 am UTC (link)
	Because you're not exactly the model dad. I don't get why you act like you want to be involved ~~unless it's just to get into my pants... again~~. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck thepuckster 2010-09-28 01:29 am UTC (link)
	Maybe I am. You don't know that. It's not an act, Q. I do want to be involved. Told you I'd take care of it, and of you. I'm not a deadbeat like my dad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:31 am UTC (link)
	It's easy enough for you to say when the baby isn't here yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck thepuckster 2010-09-28 01:33 am UTC (link)
	You think it's gonna change when it gets here? Not gonna happen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Yes, I do. When raising a baby, you can't run off and have sex whenever a slut walks by. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck thepuckster 2010-09-28 01:42 am UTC (link)
	So you're saying you wanna keep it then? Because we could do this, Q. We could be a family. Me, you and the baby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:44 am UTC (link)
	No. If I was still with Finn, maybe but he's made it clear he doesn't want me and when my only option is an irresponsible manwhore? No, it doesn't make me want to keep it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck thepuckster 2010-09-28 01:47 am UTC (link)
	Right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Q/Puck papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:49 am UTC (link)
	I don't want my baby to grow up wondering why it's father brings home every woman he meets. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Quinn glee_rachel 2010-09-28 01:32 am UTC (link)
	Of course I do. And the offer still stands if you need someone to talk to. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Quinn/Rachel papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:35 am UTC (link)
	Since I pushed away the only one I want to be there for me, I have to take what I can get. Even if you are too closely attached to the situation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Rachel glee_rachel 2010-09-28 01:49 am UTC (link)
	Quinn. I know that we are far from being friends because well, I'm nothing like you. But I'm willing to set our differences aside to sit and just talk with you if you need it. So what's going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Rachel papadontpreach 2010-09-28 01:52 am UTC (link)
	I'm confused... and scared. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Rachel glee_rachel 2010-09-28 01:59 am UTC (link)
	I know that you are going through a tough time right now. Its okay to feel this way. But you just have to know that you have people here who are willing to help you. I can be one of them, helping you out with anything that you need. And hey maybe Puck will change his ways for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Rachel papadontpreach 2010-09-28 02:04 am UTC (link)
	Yeah... like that would ever happen. Besides, I'm still in love with Finn. Even if I can't have him, it doesn't change that. ~~For me, at least.~~ And if you tell him that, I will be sure to make your life hell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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glee_rachel
2010-09-28 02:15 am UTC (link)

Well, maybe. But you never know.

I won't say anything. But to tell you the truth I already know that but haven't said anything. I was with someone else when I first came here, then I watched our show and found out what a jerk he was to me, Then Finn came back into my life. I was scared and confused too. Although its not the same situation as what your going through. But unlike you who actually has people to talk to. I had nobody, so I want to be here for you so that your not alone through this.

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	Quinn/Rachel papadontpreach 2010-09-28 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Puck will always be a player, and he never had real feelings for me anyway. ~~You actually had a boyfriend?~~ You were with someone else? Who could you possibly choose over Finn? You know what? I don't want to know. If... I tell you this, you can't tell anyone. Especially Puck or Finn. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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glee_rachel
2010-09-29 12:40 am UTC (link)

Your right. But he's not back at McKinley. I know that he's a big play and I have for a fact that he did have feelings for you. If you watch the DVD's to the part where you had your baby, he told you that he loves you. I know that things are changing now because well, we aren't where we are at now. But maybe he wants to change for you.

Yes I was. Finn broke up with me, so I found someone new. Jesse St. James from Vocal Adrenaline. I came here and was still with him, but then I watched the DVD's and found out that he was just seducing me so that he could destroy me so that they could win regionals. Finn broke my heart.

Tell me what? I promise Quinn, anything you say I will keep it between us.

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	Quinn/Finn sharkfinn5 2010-09-28 05:47 am UTC (link)
	I kind of figured you might be, but last time we saw each other things were... weird. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about you and Puck right away and that I tried to push you into his arms, I was just still really angry. We're kind of alone here though, so I can give that whole friends thing another time, (Reply to this) (Thread)

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papadontpreach
2010-09-28 03:35 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, I was really angry, I can't really explain it. I wasn't angry with you, I was just angry with everything. I'm sorry for blowing up at you too. You were right to stop it, it would have been for all the wrong reasons and I didn't want our first time to be like that. ~~Not that we will ever have a first time now.~~

I understand. It's not Puck I want, though ~~not entirely~~. If I went to him, it wouldn't be fair to him or to me.

I would really appreciate that.

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	Quinn/Finn sharkfinn5 2010-09-29 05:26 am UTC (link)
	I think everyone was feeling really confusing feelings that week. I know I did a lot of things I wouldn't normally do. Maybe it was just the pregnancy hormones or something. ~~You used to be mad at me all the time~~ If you ever need anything just let me know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Finn papadontpreach 2010-09-29 05:37 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. I'm not as angry as I was, though. I still get angry but nothing like that. It's mostly at Puck for being an idiot. Thank you, Finn. I will. All I really need right now is a friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Finn sharkfinn5 2010-09-29 05:38 am UTC (link)
	Like right now, or later? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Quinn/Finn papadontpreach 2010-09-29 05:41 am UTC (link)
	I don't need you to come over and let me cry or anything. Right now I just need to know you're there, and I do, so it helps. If I do need a shoulder to cry on or advice or someone to just distract me from everything, I will let you know. (Reply to this) (Parent)