Heather Lisinski (irradiated_ants) wrote in ridgeway_comm, @ 2010-09-11 00:28:00 |
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Entry tags: | heather lisinski, tony dinozzo |
[Filtered to Tony]
I'm sorry I went all psycho crazy on you. I thought about why I did, long and hard. In part it was a defense mechanism, I guess. It bothered me that you weren't bothered by me showing someone else 'the goods', or you know whatever... And caring about something so silly, it said to me that I was stepping up in line to be the next one to get.... Every instinct pointed to run. So I did.
I also realized tonight, as I tried to do the work without you, work that I did just fine before you, wasn't as fun. Crawl spaces are dark scary places at night, spiders are creepier without your wise cracks and poking fun. It was just depressing. So... Can I crawl back? Will you forgive me for being a mental case?
[/filtered to Tony]
[Filtered to Robin]
I was a jerk to you, you didn't deserve it, and I'm sorry. I know this happens a lot between us. And every time I pray wont be the last because you get tired of me being so hardheaded. I'm so used to my independence that it's hard to deal with someone trying to be that person I can depend on. You were just trying to keep me out of trouble. I apologize for throwing it in your face.
[/filtered to Robin]