Re: [jamie/louis]
Cool. Any recommendations, Butter, my friend? Because I could get into the epistolary thing after that town experience.
I'm all for doing whatever feels right in the moment, you know? Getting too tied in to what you're meant to do or thinking about how it's going to be seen, all of that is bullshit. Do what feels good, what feels right and then at least whatever reaction you get, you know it's to whatever's honest, you know?
Is Repose really really gay? I don't know, man, I lived in cities most of my adult life and I am really really all over the idea of not getting my ass kicked for hitting on the wrong man, because that was a period of my life I'm not getting back and sitting out Giselle that year sucked. Ballet is. Ballet is something I grew up fighting to do and I'm really fucking good at it. The whole, 'I object to you hitting on me because my manhood is now in question' or whatever, that didn't do for me, just in case you're wondering. That would be sort of poetic, right? Ballet's supposed to be seriously gay, and ending it because of the way I am, that's kind of weirdly cyclical. But it didn't.
So are you going to let me demonstrate my awesome drink-pouring talents, or what? I am going to make you recite all the things that make you awesome, FYI and this isn't hitting on you, also FYI.