Re: [Mental: Nilus/Misha]
If I could find something like it, I would like to surprise him. He needs a real home and away from the noise. Domestic behavior may help with his PTSD. Living here has helped me immensely. [A quarrel didn't surprise him.] We're neighbors. I have his puppy, she adores him and perhaps it will do him some good to take care of her.
Just lighter. No more duties. No title. I'm free. [But for how long, he didn't know. They were upset and that was understandable.] I would like to spend my life with James. We weren't given the option back then. He would kiss me, you know, in the midst of all that war going on. He was brave. We had to hide and we couldn't be together. It hurt. It wasn't acceptable.