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Damian is son & (heir) wrote in repose,
@ 2017-12-13 18:56:00

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*forum, *log, *news, *text, *voice, abe winters, cat dubrovna, con t, damian wainright, dick greyson, eddie nelson, holly robinson, jason woods, leena bertolini, misha bellamy, ra's algol, sasha james, stephanie miller, tim dawson

News, Batfam+, Naila a-K, Misha B
[A tree is erected in the library at the manor. Another is placed in the foyer. Both are professionally decorated and huge. The manor itself is decorated, as well, with garland, holly, lights, and bulbs. And when snow begins to fall and stick, passersby, those who like to trawl the lakeside mansions for photos, come and sit outside the gates to stare and photograph.

The carnival is decked out, as well, with a 30-foot Christmas tree in the main tent.]

[Batfam+ lock: Leena B, Misha B, Cat C, Tim D, Dick G, Sasha J, Abe W, Stephanie M, Eddie N, Holly R, Con T, Jason W]
I will have food provided on the 25th. If you wish to celebrate, it will be at the manor. Those at the carnival will be invited. You may invite whoever else you desire.

[Locked to Naila a-K]
Aunt. [He deletes the message.]

[FLEET: Misha B]
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	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 03:38 am UTC (link)
	`A part of the morphine is the distant feeling it gives me, but another reason I do it, is to feel as if I can leave my things too, to focus on yours. Is that what you need?` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 03:39 am UTC (link)
	`Whenever I'm doing bad, you get worse times. I can't do bad. I can't need to talk bout my things. It messes me up for a whole lot longer than I can be messed up.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 03:41 am UTC (link)
	`I know that is not meant to be insulting as it is, but it is.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 03:45 am UTC (link)
	`It ain't meant to be insulting at all. Why's it insulting? I want to be there when you need me to be there, and lately there's all this stuff there in the way.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 03:47 am UTC (link)
	`Because you are saying I am incapable of dealing with anything, that you are in a relationship with me, but feel you must do all the work.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 03:49 am UTC (link)
	`I don't feel I must. It ain't like that. I want to. I know you'll do what I ask or what I need, but that ain't it.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 03:53 am UTC (link)
	`Then what is it?` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 03:55 am UTC (link)
	`I want to. I don't want to put more on you. I want to help you. I don't want to make you feel bad.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 03:58 am UTC (link)
	`You do not!` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 04:00 am UTC (link)
	`Then why do things get bad every time I have a bad day? Don't it stand to reason things wouldn't get bad if I didn't have these damn bad thoughts bought things that happened years ago? It shouldnt even still be fussing me.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 04:01 am UTC (link)
	`And if I said that about myself? You are an utter hypocrite sometimes.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 04:06 am UTC (link)
	`I ain't intending to be.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 04:08 am UTC (link)
	`You did not answer my question.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 04:09 am UTC (link)
	`It wouldn't be true if you said it bout yourself.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 04:10 am UTC (link)
	`Why not?` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 04:12 am UTC (link)
	`On account of you'd do anything I needed if I asked.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] heir 2017-12-14 04:16 am UTC (link)
	`And you would for me. So what?` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Fleet] tithe 2017-12-14 04:22 am UTC (link)
	`I'll just quit taking the meds.` (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Call: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-12-14 04:27 am UTC (link)
	[He just calls. Ring!] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-12-14 04:29 am UTC (link)
	[He's slow to answer. It actually takes itself to voicemail, and then he calls back. Ring.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-12-14 04:30 am UTC (link)
	[Out of spite, he nearly does not answer. But he does, in the end.] Hello. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-12-14 04:34 am UTC (link)
	[He's outside, and the wind whips some 'gainst the phone on account of how he's holding it. He talks real slow, which makes his Appalachian accent much more pronounced and foreign sounding, thick and challenging some to understand.] You ain't going to want to talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-12-14 04:36 am UTC (link)
	[He is both right and wrong, is Misha. Damian wants nothing more than to speak with his boyfriend. On the other hand, the thickness in familiar voice only made him wish to cry. He looks at the bag of Xanax in one hand. Idly, he pulls out a brick.] I wish you would not have felt you had to do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-12-14 04:37 am UTC (link)
	We talked 'bout it. I thought you understood what I meant I was planning. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-12-14 04:38 am UTC (link)
	No. What we talked about was therapeutic dosage. This is not that. You did not say you were going to—to get high. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)