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Damian is son & (heir) wrote in repose,
@ 2017-06-12 17:56:00

Entry tags:

*forum, cat dubrovna, damian wainright, dia pavaar, dick greyson, eddie nelson, jason woods, leena bertolini, louis donovan, misha bellamy, ra's algol, sasha james, stephanie miller, tim dawson

Group: Jason, Dick, Tim, Stephanie, Leena, Dia, Misha, Cat, Sasha, Eddie; Naila; Louis
[Locked to Batfamily+]
[He includes Catalone, Nelson, and Sasha deliberately.]

If anyone has died, say so now.

[Locked to Naila a-K]
[In Arabic.] I saw your memory.

[Locked to Louis D, can be read by Misha B]
Tell me you are not injured once more.

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	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 05:32 am UTC (link)
	I don't feel lonely long as you're round. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 05:35 am UTC (link)
	Nor I you. [...] Before the morphine, when I felt very sad, it was usually coupled with loneliness. I know I replaced a weakness with another, but I was not meant to feel lonely or sad. They are needful, dependent feelings. Sometimes, I would feel sad in a different way, where I just did not wish to do anything, or felt I could not. I suppose this is melancholy? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [damian w/misha b]

tithe
2017-06-14 05:52 am UTC (link)

Could be we're all meant to feel lonely or sad some. That necklace Louis sent over, it's meant to make folks feel sad. I keep meaning to try it, to see if it's real similar, but I ain't been bold nough to yet.

Do you feel sad now any? I feel like that last thing you said, where I just want to curl up away somewhere with you. I couldn't stop crying earlier, and I ain't real prone to tears.

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	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 05:58 am UTC (link)
	I will try it with you, if you wish. I do not feel very sad. I was earlier. I am sorry you were crying. We may curl. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 06:01 am UTC (link)
	I don't want to make you sad if you ain't, and what if it does? But I'm real inclined to curl. What made you sad earlier? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 06:20 am UTC (link)
	I will be sad for a moment. That is all. Come. [...] I wanted to help you, I felt I was not. I felt I had ruined you wishing to speak with others, or my kin, at the very least. I was unhappy with my conversation with Louis, felt Leena cannot be pleased, am irritated with Father, etc. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tithe
2017-06-14 07:05 am UTC (link)

You'll wait til I can look pretty wearing it. It's pretty. I bet you'd look real pretty in it too.

You do help me, and you ain't ruined anything. Your kin, they don't feel like they like me much, and that ain't your doing. What bout Louis made you unhappy? Your sister, she's got her own issues, Plum, and they ain't your causing, and your daddy being gone is hard. It's real normal to feel sad bout that, ain't it?

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	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 07:08 am UTC (link)
	You have removed yourself from the conversation and only speak on me. Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 07:18 am UTC (link)
	We been talking on me this whole time. You let me shift it some. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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heir
2017-06-14 07:23 am UTC (link)

Fine. But, some does not mean entirely.

I do not think they do not like you. I think they do not know you and they are all annoying. [Sigh.] I do not know. I only know speaking with him made me angry, and then I felt as if I had spoken too much, with too many, and I hated all of them, and only wished for you, but you were unhappy and I could not help. Leena is difficult. And I do not know. I only know I ought not feel as I do, yet I do.

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Re: [damian w/misha b]

tithe
2017-06-14 07:50 am UTC (link)

You're being bossy again.

Jason likes me. We need to tell him not to drink the milk. And if you buy the carnival, we should get Dick to come back. I worked there with him fore I knew you, and I think he was happier some there doing acrobatics. Are you going to tell Sasha and Abe? [He thinks.] What made you angry bout what he said? Ahuvi, it's fine to get tired of folks some and quit talking. It's a whole lot of folks talking here together. It can be real overwhelming. And there ain't nothing you ain't meant to feel. You ought feel however you feel, Plum.

You always help me, and you can always have me. If you feel like that, then you come.

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heir
2017-06-14 08:10 am UTC (link)

[Smugly.] You enjoy when I am bossy.

Woods does like you. I forget why he cannot drink milk. Is it bad? Do we wish for the milk? [...] I will invite Greyson. I was not going to tell them. Ought I? [A frown.] I do not know. I just did not like it. I will show you our last conversation. I meant to before now. [He sends screenshots.] Catalone asked if I was taking upon the mantle, by which I assume she meant Father's, to bring everyone together. How do I do that, if I leave? [He ignores the last part there about feeling however he feels, save to say:] You ought take your own advice, no?

Do you wish for me, too?

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tithe
2017-06-14 08:16 am UTC (link)

I reckon I do.

It expired today, but it might not smell bad yet. I don't reckon he looks at dates. [He thinks on it.] You should tell them. At least Abe, if not Sasha, since he was voicing concerns bout things there. He might like feeling included in changing things. [He reads.] Do you just find him real frustrating, how he talks? Or is it his tendency to talk passive? He don't want you disliking him, Plum. That's his nature, and it makes it hard for him to be forceful bout things, on account of him thinking having opinions meaning there's more to dislike bout him.

You put up this post, and that's bringing them together. You ain't got to keep talking once you tire of it. And don't you go ignoring me. You're allowed to feel however it is you feel.

I always wish for you, too.

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	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 08:23 am UTC (link)
	Now, we both reckon. Let him suffer the consequences. [...] Perhaps he will only feel resentful. I will consider telling him. [...] I dislike that every conversation, every reaction becomes about him. If he does not wish to be disliked, perhaps he ought be less self-involved. I am ignoring you now, as you ignored what I said. Okay, then I will come. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	Be nice to your kin. He ain't said a whole lot recently. [...] Could be tell him once it's done? Fore it's announced public. [...] He don't mean to make it bout him, Honey. He ain't trying to be, and I don't reckon he's a selfish man. He just don't know how to talk otherwise. You ain't meant to ignore me. I'm waiting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	Who? Woods? [...] I will admit, I did not consider him at all. [...] Fine. [He almost leaves it, but he does not.] He is still annoying. Nor are you, me. Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 07:16 pm UTC (link)
	The one living silent on our couch and disappearing nightly. He comes home all bruised up near morning. [A smile.] Plum, do you reckon you think Louis is annoying? You remind me what I ignored. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	This is what we do, Misha. You wish for him to talk more? [-tt-] Yes. I wish to like him, for you. I preferred it when he spoke Arabic and did not whimper so much. Perhaps I only liked the god within him. "You ought take your own advice, no?" re: "You ought feel however you feel, Plum." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 07:49 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I think he feels sad when I walk through the living room half asleep. I ain't real good bout turning it off when I'm sleepy. [...] Talk to him in Arabic. I reckon I like feeling jealous some, on account of it reminds me you're mine sharply. I reckon I'm still ignoring that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	[It takes him a moment to understand.] He and his girlfriend broke up. Did I tell you? [He is fairly certain he did.] I enjoy it only because I tell you and you prove to me it is unfounded. I hate you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 08:33 pm UTC (link)
	I know, but he feels sad. [Smile.] You're a real nuisance, Plum. You love me real blinding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 08:35 pm UTC (link)
	What do you reckon we ought do? [A smile too.] I know, but I enjoy your attention. No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	You could take him out with you one night, or I can take him with me somewhere, or we can bring him to the carnival. I reckon he might want to talk. [...] I miss your attention. It feels like we ain't had time in a spell. You don't? Should I go then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] heir 2017-06-14 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	I do not wish to watch you play with him in attendance. That I wish to be selfish about. But, yes, we ought do something with him, so long as it is not that. [...] I feel similarly. Much has gone on. No. You may remain. At least I enjoy looking upon you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [damian w/misha b] tithe 2017-06-14 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	I can take him with me somewhere I go. He might talk easier if he ain't worried bout impressing you by being your older kin. Since you feel similarly, and since you enjoy looking on me, I'll try to be comely as I can for you, Ahuvi. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)