Re: Louis d/Daniel W
Fine then, we'll make it about me. I statements, yes? I don't require much more than physical interest when it comes to sex, but I think after all this I'm reminded of my last few relationships more than I wish I was. You're obviously interested in Sam. I'm aware that I am a convenient alternative, as she is very much taken. And I wasn't alright with what you did in New York. I wanted to have sex with you - I didn't know being bitten would be a part of that, and I was afraid. Of course I was, I think even you've acknowledged I would have been insane not to be. I had a good time with you the other day, but I was afraid then, too, when you arrived. I couldn't tell what saying no to you might mean. Obviously I warmed up to it, and decided I wasn't afraid of you anymore. I'm not now. We wouldn't be having this conversation if I genuinely thought you intended to do me harm, in New York or anywhere else, but I think you're callous, and that I'm very little to you. We've only fucked twice, for Christ's sake, this isn't a relationship, as much as everyone is talking about it like I've been seeing you for years behind their backs.
Whatever Cris and Sam think, they think it now. I can never really tell them what actually happened, which would put some of their most serious concerns to rest. I can only speak in vagueness to them about it. If Sam thinks you are wrong for me, then you should stop seeing me if you care about her opinion.