For the record, I don't think you're talking wrong, or saying the wrong stuff w/me. But yeah, being rather than talking sounds way better. The place with the windows, what's it like?
Oh yeah, it's definitely his choice if he doesn't try to fix it. It's going to take work, like, to fix stuff with Mars and with Si. And I kind of want that? I don't think I'm me, without the rest. I thought he had talked to you by now, to fix shit with you. He said he would. idk if you'd want to hear it, but it's better than NOT trying. He can want me without my family all he likes, but it's not like we unentangle.