scary sometimes especially at first. im not exactly a big guy and i was yknow, younger than legal at the time even if money wasnt involved. and most truckers are pretty big dudes. also didnt offer like [...uh.] the full menu? and sometimes they wanted that a lot.
i try not to think about it, but sometimes i feel better when i talk about it. like i know some people enjoy that kind of work and i dont think worse of them if they do, but im glad i dont have to do it anymore. thanks for being understanding man.