|Senri Mao (bigmaoth) wrote in repose,|
@ 2019-06-19 12:15:00
|Entry tags:||*forum, *public, atticus mcvickers, hugh christian, klaus hargreaves, lou reid, mao senri|
[Might be excessively drunk at the time of this posting, but somehow aware enough to be anon.]
Advice time plz! Advice time, okay, yeah? I need some.
Say you meet someone right, and at the time you meet them you aren’t really yourself. Like YOU ARE yourself but a different version of you? And like you weirdly hit it off with the other person but you KNOW they wouldn’t treat you the same if you were your regular self and you wouldn’t be acting the way you act around them if you were your regular self mostly so you start feeling bad about it because hey they’re actually cool sbut you ARENT REALLY LYING to them cuz you ARE YOU but not you but you know things will be totally awk and maybe you wont be friends if you show them the real you
Do you SHOW THEM or keep up tyhe way things are also is there a time frame when you should do the showing like, i assume the longer you wait the worse it is but maybe i gotta be delicate about this
OKAY EXAMPLE IT'S SORT OF LIEK THIS
You’re playing an online game right and you make yourself a fucking cute girl when you’re not and you meet thi sperson and you make friends with them and you talk everyday and you do stuff for eachother and they think youre a cute girl but youre not and you like them when di you tel them????
ESCEPT in my situation it's real life and im not a cute girl they want to fuck in the version they know me so maybe my example isnt good cuz we do hang out but it's hard