Re: holly w/noah n
I know you think bc I had relationships and didn't die after they ended that I guess I bounced back so I'm invincible and the same's going to happen with us. Bc obviously I'm going to get bored and want to fuck someone else and it won't matter to me bc I'm some kind of sociopath. But 1 the thing with Gen? Rly messed me up and 2 it doesn't even compare to THIS. You can't compare them. You like keep yourself from your fear by not engaging right? Not w friends. Not getting w anyone after Jamie. I cope w it by telling myself its worth it and that in the end no matter what - bc I'm scared of what might happen to - I will at least have had what I had but that doesn't mean were feeling different things