[He waits a whole 48 hours. And then he waits some more and finally Jamie tries.]
Si said I should wait until you felt like talking to me. So like, I'm just going to answer the question you posted that I couldn't figure out whether I was meant to answer.
Because I was scared of fucking up your thing. And being the person to fuck up your thing. And to have you think that I fucked up your thing and wanted to continue to fuck up your thing, because I didn't. And I was also scared because the guy in the dream knew stuff about me that no one knows and I didn't know how to like, deal with someone IN my dream who found out all that stuff just by showing up and standing in for someone else. I didn't want to deal w/him.
So yeah, it's about wanting to be liked and stuff. And it's about trying not to say the wrong thing and it's also about being scared af of a whole bunch of stupid stuff But I should have told the truth to you right up front and stuff and dealt with whatever.
I'm sorry, Hannah. You don't have to like, talk to me and stuff but I should probs say it. That's kind of it, I guess.