"I am as big as a house, I can't stop eating, he likes to sleep on my bladder, he's a big as you are, and he will be here in less then a month. I am scared shitless, how can I have my baby, when my other baby is not here to be his godfather? And my other babies, baby is a train wreck, missing you, but trying so hard to get better. She takes a few steps forward, a couple back. They say it will be long, intense for her, but she is hanging in there, doing it for all the right reasons." Hannah sighed, then sobbed, mumbled the word 'fucker', gasped again, then rattled out. "How are you? Are you okay, none of you have been the same and I think I knowwhyandImissyoutopieces, I need you!"