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Tweak says, "hello out there"

jackson_briggs (jackson_briggs) wrote in reesyn_nm_rpg,
@ 2009-05-12 23:35:00

Who: Jackson and Hannah.
Where: The doctor and then the diner
Why: Hannah has a doctors appointment.
Status: Incomplete.
Rating-Pg-13

Jackson held Hannah's hand as they walked into the hospital. She was eight months gone and had a big rounded belly. He'd never seen her look more beautiful. She was glowing and she looked so happy.

He looked down at her stomach. He was really looking forward to meeting their child. He was also terrified. He wanted to be a good father but considering his own, he wasn't confident he would be.

He pressed a kiss to Hannah's temple as they walked inside the hospital.

"You look beautiful," he said. He still marveled at how they got here. He had been the biggest jerk to her for so long. He knew she must really love him to be able to forgive him that. And now they were having a baby.

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	jackson_briggs 2009-05-18 05:30 pm UTC (link)
	He nodded. He'd hurt her a lot in the past and she'd forgiven him all of that and he was so grateful to her for that. "I do, I do baby and I love you for that." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-18 05:43 pm UTC (link)
	Hannah smiled, suddenly flooded with tears streaming down her cheeks. "I wanna see about having him at home?" Hannah said, sniffling through her tears. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-18 05:49 pm UTC (link)
	He wiped the tears from her cheeks. "We can have the baby at home if that's what you want," he said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-18 05:54 pm UTC (link)
	"I think I do. I feel so disconnected from my family lately, from Hunter, like something has happened, but no one is talking about it. I miss my family. I just want a deeper connection, I wanna know I can do this, I can make it happen." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-18 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	"I know baby, I know. And I want you to have the birth that you want. So if this is what you want, then this is what we'll do." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-18 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	"Something happened." Hannah said in a knowing way, not a questioning way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-18 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	"Something happened?" he asked her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-18 06:12 pm UTC (link)
	Hannah raised her eyebrow, as if to say, don't play dumb with me. May be it was the hormones, and it was careless for her to ask in the doctor's office, presence,whatever, but she felt her family slipping away. "Lis feels it too, why do you think she volunteered to put herself away?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-18 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	He nodded, feeling like an ass for asking. "Sorry," he said quietly. "We can talk about this later maybe," he whispered in her ear. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-18 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	Hannah just nodded mutely then. She looked at him, pulling him close to her for a hug. Whatever he did, they did, she would be there for them all. "All right, lover." She kissed his temple softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-19 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	He hugged her back tightly. "I love you," he whispered in her ear. He leaned into the kiss. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-19 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	"I know you do, never a doubt in my mind, trust me!" Hannah leaned into the kiss and smiled. The doctor left to take care of somethings, trying to figure out things she might be able to take while being sick and pregnant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-19 05:40 pm UTC (link)
	"I do trust you. And I love that you trust me," he said softy. "Can I do anything for you?" he asked softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-19 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	"Of course I trust you, you are my squish. I adore you." Hannah said through a sudden spout of tears, sobbing uncontrollably. "Yeah, rub my back again...Oh, and tell me you like the name, Hunter Alexander for our baby, squish?" Hannah said, imploring him. "And our wedding, what about our wedding?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-19 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	He knelt beside her and gently wiped the tears from her cheeks. He rubbed her back gently. His eyes teared up a little at the name she mentioned. "I love it. Hunter Alexander Cleage," he said softly. "We will wait until Hunter has been born and then have the wedding." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

theslowburn
2009-05-19 06:24 pm UTC (link)

"Briggs. Hunter Alexander Briggs, squish. He is your son, and I am your wife. It is about time we become united. Okay, whatever you say," Hannah said, "I want our son there to witness our second wedding. Before we need to present him to the counsel, teach him the way, and figure out how wild he will be." Hannah said through her sniffles, coughing, she needed a tissue.

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	jackson_briggs 2009-05-19 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	His eyes started to sting. "Really?" he asked. "Hunter Alexander Briggs," he said. "I want our son there too." He took a handkerchief out of his pocket, one with JAB on it and handed it to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-19 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	"Yeah, really." Hannah said sounding congested. She took his handkerchief, then looked at him. "It'll be gross, I have to blow my nose." Hannah said. "Plus, what other name should our son have? He is ours, our union." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-19 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	"You can keep my love," he said softly. "He is our union. A living symbol of the love we have for each other," he said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

theslowburn
2009-05-19 06:51 pm UTC (link)

"All right, but what is mine is yours and all that jazz, anyway." Hannah said, the tears finally clearing up. "Yes, he is. Were it once was just us, now it will be us three. The circle of life." Hannah said, resting her hand on her naked belly. The sound of the babies heartbeat filtered through the room. "He sounds so strong, is so big. He is going to be so wildly amazing." Hannah said in awe.

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	jackson_briggs 2009-05-20 12:37 pm UTC (link)
	"Yes that's right," he said softly. He rubbed her back gently. Yes he is, strong like his Mommy. He's gonna be incredible and he's ours," he said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

theslowburn
2009-05-20 02:20 pm UTC (link)

"We have a lot to do. This is so late notice, but I have been calling midwives, while coming here. I saw this documentary on birth. How hospitals don't want to wait for things to progress natural. So, they induce, then they have to give an epi., after that, the contractions slow again, so more Pitocin, AKA a brand of Oxytocin, for induction. This all makes the baby hurt, puts pressure on them, and is the number one reason that hospitals just do a c section. That deprives the mother of making the hormones that help you bond with you baby. All those drugs, they drug up your baby, it ruins your body. Plus, all these preventions are just crap, and the more preventions they use, the more it harms, or messes things up, thus forcing them to do all the procedures they do that can kill. Midwives have all the equipment on hand, they are there for you and your baby, they show you the best positions to have a baby, plus they help get through the contractions, laying on your back is the hardest, worst position to use, because it forces the pelvis to become smaller. If we have him at home, we can give him the gift of a happy, fruitful life, us the possibility to really bond with Hunter Alexander. And can you please, please, keep rubbing that spot, harder even? Dig in a little." Hannah pleaded.

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	jackson_briggs 2009-05-20 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	"It sounds like you have everything worked out. You know that I'll support you, no matter what you decide to do." He kissed the top of her head and rubbed her back harder when she asked him to. He dug into her back a little more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theslowburn 2009-05-20 05:37 pm UTC (link)
	"But, I don't. I need you to help me figure out the right birth plan. I need you on everything. To know everything with me backwards and forwards. I need your help in the birthing. I need you to hold me, to know when to help the midwife, to know about me and when the baby is really coming." Hannah said nervously, suddenly having another fit of crying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jackson_briggs 2009-05-20 05:47 pm UTC (link)
	"I will look into all of that. Because I wanna help you through this in whatever way that I can," he said softly. "You're my wife and this is my son and I'll be there for both of you, every step of the way." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)