An Evening Without Toads (Pam)
John was exhausted. He'd spent the day helping to clean up the carcasses of their disturbing rain. There was good progress being made, but not quite fast enough to keep up with the stench of death in some places. Even on reptiles the smell brought back very unpleasant memories, so even though his body ached from an unusual amount of work, when it came time togo home he instead went out for a walk.
He had struggled a usual amount with some of the more intense action from his past, but John had always found a lot of comfort in his faith and int he teachings of the bible. Even reading the book helped to calm him when he was having a difficult day or night, and he'd certainly had a bad few days. Everybody had.
Finding a quiet spot outside where he could see the stars, the pastor found a seat on a bench. He'd been working and reading for a long while now, so it was nice to just sit, to think on everything that had happened. To reflect, as he looked up at the stars, hands folded neatly in his lap. He was still a solider, though he didn't hold himself like one quite as much anymore. He'd chosen a bench that might have seamed out in the open, but it was with its back to a wall and had a clear view of the street in both directions, near enough to a bar that if anything happened he could find shelter. It was also in the dark, which allowed his eyes to adjust to the light without any nearby street or building lights. It kept him from being high lighted or left an easy target.
Even in the relative safety of the city he was watching out for himself, if only as a trained response to being in a less than stable environment.
He had struggled a usual amount with some of the more intense action from his past, but John had always found a lot of comfort in his faith and int he teachings of the bible. Even reading the book helped to calm him when he was having a difficult day or night, and he'd certainly had a bad few days. Everybody had.
Finding a quiet spot outside where he could see the stars, the pastor found a seat on a bench. He'd been working and reading for a long while now, so it was nice to just sit, to think on everything that had happened. To reflect, as he looked up at the stars, hands folded neatly in his lap. He was still a solider, though he didn't hold himself like one quite as much anymore. He'd chosen a bench that might have seamed out in the open, but it was with its back to a wall and had a clear view of the street in both directions, near enough to a bar that if anything happened he could find shelter. It was also in the dark, which allowed his eyes to adjust to the light without any nearby street or building lights. It kept him from being high lighted or left an easy target.
Even in the relative safety of the city he was watching out for himself, if only as a trained response to being in a less than stable environment.