Some Poems I wrote a long time ago Title: Abandonment Rating: General Notes: I wrote this actually when I was really happy, I know it wont seem that way. I kinda also wrote it for my mom to let her know I would be okay. Any comments are welcome! I'm probably gonna try to post more depending on feedback.
Abandonment There are many nights when I've laid here wondering "What makes me so different? Why am I better than everyone else?"
I've never felt good enough; it seems I'm always failing and everyone's disappointed in me and I'm just never happy.
I never can explain why though. So everyone tells me that it's simple that it's just a teenage phase and I'll be okay eventually.
Even I can't help but wonder when will eventually be? Am I always going to be this way consisently unhappy for no reason?
It's called depression now though I can't seem to find it right cause I'm always most unhappy when I'm left anywhere alone.