Some Poems I wrote a long time ago
Title: Abandonment
Rating: General
Notes: I wrote this actually when I was really happy, I know it wont seem that way. I kinda also wrote it for my mom to let her know I would be okay. Any comments are welcome! I'm probably gonna try to post more depending on feedback.


Abandonment
There are many nights
when I've laid here wondering
"What makes me so different?
Why am I better than everyone else?"

I've never felt good enough;
it seems I'm always failing
and everyone's disappointed in me
and I'm just never happy.

I never can explain why though.
So everyone tells me that it's simple
that it's just a teenage phase
and I'll be okay eventually.

Even I can't help but wonder
when will eventually be?
Am I always going to be this way
consisently unhappy for no reason?

It's called depression now
though I can't seem to find it right
cause I'm always most unhappy
when I'm left anywhere alone.