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Diane McClintock ([info]silliestgirl) wrote in [info]poseidonacademy,
@ 2009-09-08 20:33:00

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( who ) Diane McClintock [&] Andrew Ryan
( what ) First appearance at the school and a very awkward meeting
( where ) Courtyard, Andrew Ryan's room, etc.
( when ) This afternoon/Evening
( warning(s) ) TBA


She was supposed to be dead. In fact she remembered the steel blade as it cut through her body and ended her life, the look in Frank Fontaine’s eyes when he let her drop to the floor—and then there was simply nothing. Nothing, for a very long time and Diane McClintock was no more. Her body must have been so cold, so stiff. She wasn’t sure how it happened but for whatever reason the blond had woken up in one of those strange Vita-Chambers that her former lover had created. How she had gotten in there, she wasn’t certain and she didn’t have anyone that she could ask. All that was left in the broken city were people whose minds had been lost. The corpses of people that she’d known before littered the city’s floors and those whom were still among the living were brought down to the others’ levels by Diane, otherwise she wouldn’t have been able to get out of the city alive and she wasn’t in the mood to die again, not after being given a second chance.

Now that she was on the surface, Diane was soggy and cold, hugging her arms around her chest as she moved toward a rather large building. She wasn’t certain what the hell it was, but it looked like a bit of a castle to the young woman and anywhere was much more inviting than the hellhole of Rapture. Judging by the daylight, which was something that she hadn’t seen in a very long time, Diane had to assume that it was midday and because of that she was hoping that there might be some people around for her to talk too, perhaps ask for some assistance. Blinded by the star in the sky that she’d not seen in years, the young woman pushed along the sidewalk and glanced to the large gates. There were people walking around within their hold just about at every glance she made. At least there was some humanity about for her to attempt speaking with.

Her clothing tattered and with her face as disfigured as it was by Steinman, she must have looked awful. Of course, Diane wasn’t aware that fate had given her a bit of a gem in her rebirth of sorts. The Vita-Chamber had brought her back as the beautiful young woman that Ryan had fallen for in the first place, with no mirror for her to look into—not that she wanted to look into any—she wasn’t certain of what she looked like and she didn’t want to know what she resembled after having gotten out of that city of sin, the sea and all that. She frowned and gently pushed the gates opened, reading ‘Poseidon Academy’ as she did. So it was a school.

Wandering into the courtyard, Diane McClintock attempted to do her best at talking to a number of various people, only to have them either tell her they were late for class, leaving class, or telling her that they didn’t have any money for her. She sighed, pressing her palm to her forehead. Noticing a nearby bench, the blond moved toward it and plopped to the seat without grace. She looked like a beggar, then. Closing her eyes, she took a moment to gather her bearings and looked around once more.

“So I look like a beggar, on the grounds of a school…” Biting onto her lip softly, she whimpered. “…And no one will talk to me.” She choked back a sob. “…What am I going to do…?”


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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-09 01:28 am UTC (link)
Everything was moving at a pace he hadn't moved in years. He was no longer fearing for his life (or he would if he son didn't return to normalcy) and he was working once more. It wasn't that he needed the money, and he could probably just retire at this point but there was something he still had to prove. It had only been a few weeks, perhaps a month, but in his realization that he had to change to survive he need to assure himself for his pride. He sighed, clutching his briefcase tight as he strode through the campus.

Something bothered him though. It was that woman, Eve, and while she was giving him some sort of false hope that everything would work out, he was curious to see where it was going to lead. She talked as if she knew his feelings about Rapture, about Diane, about how he lost his mind - it greatly distracted him during his lesson, which he couldn't have happen again. He needed to focus on his work, not some frivolous idea that he should think of the good times he had with her.

Though he did enjoy seeing her smile.

He shook his head, tugging on his tie as glanced towards his wrist watch. Time, at least, was on his side for now. Andrew glanced up to the path ahead, and it was the woman on the bench that caught his attention. Her tattered clothing nearly startled him from his final days in Rapture, but something seemed oddly familiar about her. That was when it hit him.

"...Diane?" He couldn't stop himself from blurting out her name, nor could he stop himself from staring at her.

It couldn't be possible.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-09 02:04 am UTC (link)
“I not even the silliest girl in Rapture anymore, am I?” She mused to herself with a light attempt at a chuckle that simply turned to another sob which she bit back. Looking over the watch on her wrist, Diane sighed softly. She shrugged off the time the face was giving her; she wasn’t even certain how close the time was to where she was at the moment. It might not have even been the same time zone for all she knew. She glanced, vaguely, to the people that were walking by hoping that no one else would offer her a small amount of money as she wasn’t interested in being seen as a beggar or worse, a prostitute. She didn’t want to be on the same page as that damn woman in that brothel—‘Ryan’s Best Gal’, was it?

Rolling her eyes lightly, she drew in a deep breath and made sure to stop herself from cursing. Keeping her cool as much as she could for the moment, as it had become something she was used to seeing around the walls of Rapture, the posters were everywhere—it wasn’t as though it was a ‘fling’ that she didn’t know about, she’d simply done her best to pretend that she didn’t care. There was no need to pretend anymore, Andrew had likely moved on by now—just how long had she been dead for? If he hadn’t moved on, he might have died in his city, she didn’t expect to see him of all people on the surface after all, and this world was the one he’d left for Rapture. Diane let out her breath and pressed her back to the bench. She was about to burst into tears when she heard her name.

Startling at it, she glanced up. Who the hell up here on the surface would recognize her with the way she looked? Turning her head to see the form of Andrew Ryan, Diane simply started at him. What was he doing here? On the surface of all places, she simply couldn’t believe it. Unaware of how to reply to him, she knitted her brows into a frown and while searching for words.

There was only one thing that came to mind: “…Andrew?”

After a moment though, words came pouring out. “…What are you doing here? This is the surface, I…” She didn’t seem to know how to stand from the bench for the moment, but it would come in due time. “How…? Where is…”

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-09 02:28 am UTC (link)
It was her. Of all the places to find her -- of all of the things! She wasn't that far away from him and he wasn't even sure what to do. What could he say to her now after everything that had come to pass? After what he did to her? He stared, trying to find the right words but nothing came to mind. He was a man who was able to use his words to tempt the bright and the brave to the depths of the ocean but seeing her in the shape she was in...how could he say anything.

He shook his head, snapping himself out of his whatever daydream he was having. Was it a dream? That made him frown - it was the only logical explanation as to why Diane was there. She was dead, murdered by Fontaine, and left to rot, and that both angered him and caused him grief.

Andrew stepped forward, trying his best not to show too much shock. The very idea that Diane had some how survived, that there was even the slim chance that she was the same woman he remembered was mind boggling. How, he wondered, could she have managed to look as beautiful as she had when they first met?

"I could say the same for you." He spoke carefully, slowly as he looked her over. How could he begin to explain her presence? "You're at Poseidon Academy. It's much like a boarding school complete with a university."

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-09 02:48 am UTC (link)
He looked so shocked, surprised—and Diane couldn’t blame him. She was certain that someone must have told him at some point, assuming that someone cared enough to do so, that she had been killed. She wasn’t certain who might have, what they might have told him. Did he even know that she had been killed by Atlas—or at the very least, the man who had gone by the name of Atlas? She frowned at his confusion, despite understanding it; she didn’t want to have to explain why she was alive. She didn’t rightly know herself, how could she possibly explain it to the man that she was once promised to marry?

“A university well isn’t that just lovely,” She attempted a smile, though it didn’t last. What was he doing on the surface and at a school, no less? “What are you doing here?” She asked quietly, as though she wasn’t a member of the dead walking amongst the living.

There wasn’t that much that she could say when it came to her being there, and she was certain it would come up soon. She simply didn’t have the words to explain it. That was something she would have to work on while waiting for him to reply to her. Wringing her hands lightly in her lap, realizing that she looked rather awful, she glanced away from Andrew to hide her face somewhat. This wasn’t what she wanted—she didn’t at all want to be seen by him, right here, of all places. She didn’t want to have him looking at her while she was damp, covered in seaweed, in tattered clothes.

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-09 03:23 am UTC (link)
What he was doing here. What was he doing here?! He could have just walked away right then because he couldn't really explain himself. Andrew Ryan should have died at his desk in Rapture. He wanted to just explain to her that he was attempting at redemption but who would believe that? Andrew was not looked at too kindly since he went out of his mind. There was nothing left for him in his city anyway. Would she even believe that?

That was when he caught himself staring again.

"It is, actually. I haven't set food at an university in quite a while." He actually stumbled over his words a bit. Even in difficult situations he was always prepared with what he was going to say. Of course he had to think about what he was saying to her now.

Why was he here?

"I am here to learn a lesson. To learn from my mistakes and to make sure the new generation does not follow my footsteps." He shook his head. "I am here, because I have failed.


"But what about you?" He questioned, finding that he couldn't keep too far away from her. He had to close the gap between them but his strides were slow. He just couldn't bare to see her in such disarray.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-09 03:44 am UTC (link)
“Learn a lesson?” The new generation, what was he talking about? Wasn’t it always in his plan to teach everyone how to be like him? Run a city, be a power figure, and be someone as wonderfully fantastic as he was? He’d not changed in his looks at all. If it wouldn’t have meant she had to look at him, Diane would have stared at him all evening, just to take in his features, those deep eyes… “I see…”

Cringing slightly at the question she’d known would come up; Diane wrung her hands all the more, nervous in the habit. Her feet tapped lightly to the ground while she searched her mind for a reason, for something that would make sense with how she was suddenly here when she should by all means be in Frank Fontaine’s office, dead.

Shrugging her shoulders lightly, Diane turned her gaze to look into her lap. She linked her fingers together to stop herself from wringing anymore; it wasn’t ladylike to flounce her palms about willy nilly just because the man she once thought she would spend her life with was talking to her and asking about her presence at a school, of all places. Giving up on looking for words, she threw her hands up in defeat, her voice cracking as she spoke.

“I don’t know, Andrew. I don’t know anything anymore.” Her palm cupped her lips as she choked behind it, forcing back a sob. She was determined not to cry in his presence, she’d been so strong—Diane McClintock didn’t want to break now. “I just… I remember Atlas, no he wasn’t even… Atlas was Fontaine, did you know that? I just remember that he, I went to report and—then I realized that, because of that accent. He’d gotten Steinman to change his appearance.” She choked on a laugh, taking a moment to pause before going on. “…And then he pulled a knife and,” She motioned with her hands something vaguely, though it didn’t explain anything. “I died.”

“…And then I woke up in those… Booth things you were making. I don’t know how I got there… I just, did.”

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-09 03:56 am UTC (link)
"...it's a long story."

He just watched her, finding the strength to finally move himself. He just sat next to her, setting his briefcase next to him. He wanted to hug her, he wanted to tell her that it was fine. Andrew couldn't begin to fathom what was going through her mind right then. She had died. She had been killed and of course he just HAD to ask her why she was here. How did she get here on the surface anyway? How did she...

"I knew." He said quietly when she brought up how Atlas was Fontaine. He knew, he learned very quickly who he was but it was too late. Andrew folded his hands, leaning against his knees as he looked at the ground. He could barely think around her and it wasn't a good thing this time around.

The fact that she woke up in the Vita-Chamber made him wonder. It was years ago, and it was only in case they did spend their life together, but could it be possible the program was activated some? She was alive.

He sighed, before placing his hand upon her knee gently. "It's over now, Diane. It's all over."

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-09 04:08 am UTC (link)
She didn’t want to talk about how she’d gotten to the surface. How she had to stalk through the city with a shotgun, paranoid and fearful of her life from the unstable people who were lurking around every corner. She didn’t want to think of the bodies she had found—Sander Cohen; she would never hear his beautiful melodies anymore. She had even tripped over the body of J.S. Steinman—which she pumped full of a few more rounds, just for good measure. He’d destroyed her life; he had deserved them in life and even in death.

The blond woman didn’t want to have to explain how she had to find a working bathysphere unit while fending herself off from people she’d once shared a drink with. She didn’t want to explain to him that she’d gotten drenched in the ocean, that she had managed to get back onto the island and worked the lighthouse. It was by a stroke of luck that a boat came by.

Diane glanced to the palm touching her knee, frowned at it and had a moment of a conundrum trying to decide if she was alright with him touching her or not. The desire to slap him came to mind though for the moment she withheld doing so. Instead, she simply made sure not to look at him, keeping her gaze low and focused now on his palm instead of her own hands in her lap.

“How can it be over…? Did you kill him?”

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-09 04:24 am UTC (link)
"...no. I didn't kill the man." He never got the chance. It wasn't as if he could get close to Fontaine easily. And even if he had the chance, Andrew was certain he'd be murdered by the splicers for ADAM he didn't even have. He wanted to comfort her, to hold her close.

"But he won't harm you." Andrew tried to smile. "Not him... not Steinman - not the splicers. It's almost as if this is a safe haven." Almost. He couldn't help but wonder if it was true. So far, he had actually found the campus to be peaceful, but that wouldn't last for long. Not when his son was running amuck.

He wanted to promise he'd protect her. Promise her that he'd be able to take care of her, but she wouldn't believe him. After all, what could he do by leave her alone? He just kept his hand upon her knee, hoping that she'd at least allow him to do something to comfort her. There was nothing else he could do for her. Though perhaps he could offer her a change of clothing, and a chance to dry off. He knew Diane wasn't the type of woman to stay looking too dreary for long.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-09 04:44 am UTC (link)
Finding it strange that he assumed no harm would come to her; Diane glanced to the palm on her leg once more and took that time to pull her leg away by crossing one over the other, hoping that he would get the message from her movement. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to touch him, to be with him. Truth be told, Diane wanted nothing more than to cling onto the man and cry at him about everything that had happened. Being the woman she was and with everything that had come to pass, she wouldn’t let herself. He had made it clear that he had better things to do than be with her. Having been stood up once or twice was something that she could handle, but when they were more frequent it became apparent to the blond that there was something about her he didn’t want any more—or so she had assumed.

“A safe haven,” She smiled, though it was weak, it was there. “Well, isn’t that darling?”

No, it really wasn’t. She wasn’t sure if she cared for his safe havens. Rapture was supposed to be a haven of sorts and just look at how that had turned out? Taking a breath, Diane lifted a palm to brush at her eyes some and sighed. Finally lifting her gaze from her own legs, she glanced to Andrew and frowned lightly. “Steinman already hurt me; I don’t think he can do any more damage.”

“…I don’t suppose there’s somewhere I could get some clothes that you know of?” She spoke in a whisper, a bit upset at having to ask at all.

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-09 04:57 am UTC (link)
"Quite."

No. No it wasn't quite that darling. The people here were nice - not that he had gotten to know too many of them - and she would fit in with them he was certain. But with being from Rapture it made him wonder how many people cared to actually look deeper. Would she suffer? She suffered enough already. Everything he had done for her before, every moment he had shared with her was in the past. It ended the day he decided he didn't need her.

It hit him hard when she moved her leg. Harder than the realization that he was a failure while sitting in the ruins of his city. He admitted it before that he had lost her. He had actually spoken about his failure with her. It was regret, and he knew the feeling all too well now.

He took a deep breath, shaking his head before he glanced towards her. "Diane. You look as beautiful as the day we met." Andrew couldn't deny it. No scars, no disfigurment - she was the most beautiful woman in Rapture by far.


The least he could do, was help her onto her feet in this new place.

"Come with me. I can loan you some of my clothing in the mean time, and something to dry yourself off with."

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-09 05:16 am UTC (link)
There was no intention to hurt him by moving her leg from his touch, it was more to save her the pain of getting high hopes for something that was apparently not meant to be. Frowning at the mention of her looks, she turned her head from him once more. She didn’t need to be lied to; she knew what she looked like. Diane was now hideous, disfigured—scars all over her skin that had once been fair and soft. She used to think that she was a fairly decent catch when it came to her looks, but now; after what the good doctor had done to her, there was just no reason for him to tell her lies, she wouldn’t come running to him for his pretty words; not anymore.

“Oh please,” she rolled her eyes, setting her chin to her knuckles. The last thing that she needed from him right now was a lie of what she looked like. Dress tattered and torn, hair a mess… Diane sighed.

Raising her brows at him, she couldn’t help but face the man and stare a moment. He wanted her to wear his clothing? Was he actually serious? His clothing would simply fall off her thin form with ease; she’d require a belt or two to hold up anything of his on her waist. Her blue eyes narrowed slightly at him as she realized that he was inviting her back to his place of residence to remove clothing and such, he’d better not be thinking anything particularly sexual, because he’d certainly not have a shot.

Or so she continued to tell herself.

Giving up, as she did have a severe lack of clothing and she was quite a mess, Diane simply nodded to him. “I never did like being a mess. I must look disgusting.” More so than usual, at least.

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-10 12:37 am UTC (link)
He wanted to go on right then. He wanted to sit her down and tell he just how beautiful she was. Andrew wasn't sure how to make her understand that she wasn't horribly disfigured like Steinman had done, but it had to be said. Though, in his infinate wisdom, he had always loved her - disfigurement or not. Her personality was something he enjoyed, but he paid his ultimate price. Andrew Ryan had been far too cocky to think that he had everything under control.

It didn't make him smile, but it cheered him up a bit that he might be able to help her.


"Come then." He pushed himself to his feet, grabbing his briefcase slowly. "We'll find something for you."

He offered her his hand, hoping she'd take it. He realised it must look strange for him to be compassionate to Diane, considering she probably looked like a begger. If anything, Andrew wanted to beg her to trust him again. He wanted to make her those promises of the world once more, but he wouldn't let himself simply beg for it.

He came to this school to work on finding a path to redeption. He was determined to at least see if Diane would ever forgive him.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-10 01:11 am UTC (link)
Drumming her fingers along her own arm, Diane found herself trying to decide if she would simply allow him to help her clean her clothes and then leave, or try and ask him to offer some assistance on what the hell she should be doing with her life from here on out. The conundrum was that she didn’t want to discuss her future plans with a man whom she had assumed would be the biggest part of said future as it would just lead to pain and possible tears. The blond had no desire to break down in front of him, at least not again and was finding herself at a loss for things to talk to the man about, apart from how his pants would look simply awkward on her much smaller frame.

Her gaze did indeed fixate on his hand for a moment of contemplation, though it was nothing more than a second or two before she turned her head from him with a bit of a ‘hmpf’ from her lips, getting up to her feet herself and ignoring his beckon to give her assistance. She flattened out the horrid looking dress she wore and for a moment was her old, fiery self as she moved ahead of him a bit, folding her arms over her chest and hoping that she didn’t look too horrible, otherwise her stiffened spirit would simply crash and fall once more.

Extending her arm in a motion for him to move in front of herself, Diane spoke to him curtly: “Lead the way.”

After a moment’s pause, she glanced to the ground, keeping her focus there. “…and thank you.”

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-10 03:11 am UTC (link)
He should have expected her to not take his hand. At least he was trying to be a gentleman. Though he really couldn't blame her for acting so angry with him. He disappointed her. He could wrack his brain trying to explain everything that happened, to find the right words to at lest get her to smile. Why was this so difficult? In the past he had been able to make her laugh, to make her smile - but that wasn't going to happen now.

Andrew just nodded, before he covered his face with his hand for a moment. If was just going to end horribly if he tried anything to make her happy right now. He loved her, truly, but what price would he pay if he even attempted at it.

"Of course." He actually smiled a bit, noticing the way she walked in front of him. He missed seeing her full of spirit. "Let us be on our way."

He wanted to offer his arm, but he knew it was a futile effort. Andrew just simply stepped past her. Whatever was left of their relationship was as salvagable as Rapture.

"You're welcome." He started. "I'm sorry." He said back, before he started to walk to his quad.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-10 03:24 am UTC (link)
It was obvious to her that he was simply trying to be the gentleman that she once loved with all her heart and more, but at the moment the blond wanted nothing to do with him and his proper manners. It was by chance that he had recognized her and a bit of weakness on her part that was allowing her to go along with him in order to get clothes. She didn’t have much of a choice when it came to the presented situation anyway, with a severe lack of funds Diane wasn’t going to be able to find anything suitable to wear right now and there hadn’t been anything in Rapture for her to salvage.

Glancing to him as he took the lead, Diane very nearly reached out for his arm to hug it close to her body and walk along with him, but declined the notion and instead kept her arms over her chest as she hurried in her step to follow him. Of all the things, people must have thought it looked like the rich man on campus had just picked up a floozy and was bringing her back to his room. Sighing lightly to herself, Diane lifted a palm and shielded her gaze from anyone who might glance at her, hoping they would get to his room at a quick pace. She rather hated being looked at, as it were.

‘What is he sorry for?’ she thought to herself as she wandered behind him, trying to figure out if he was sorry for what happened to her—or simply what happened to them. There were so many things that he could be apologizing for that the younger of the two simply didn’t want to think about what it might be. Feelings long lost in the war weren’t going to blossom once more just because she’d found him on the surface. He had abandoned her for his stupid city and ideals, for his silly war against Fontaine. Diane McClintock really was the silliest girl in Rapture after all. Silly for falling for the most powerful man in the city and silly for thinking that it would work.

She sighed, not bothering to ask him about his apology. There was nothing for her to say to him on any of the matters that it could be in the first place, it would be folly to bring it up.

“Are we almost there?” Sensitive to her looks, to the sun shining on her small frame—to being in the public’s eye at all, Diane was hoping that his room was closer than it seemed to be. Insecurity was a pain for a woman these days.

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-10 03:47 am UTC (link)
Andrew couldn't say anything to her. It wasn't like he could just sweep her off her feet again - or well he could and she'd probably beat him or at least yell at him until she was horase. He sighed a bit, before glancing back towards her. At least it wasn't a long walk from where they were.

He could have made plenty of comments about the way she looked - but after the hell she most likely went through he couldn't even say a word. Not that it would be anything too crude, and nothing in the least bit insenitive, but it wouldn't be a welcome response. He shrugged a bit, before he looked towards the set of quads in the distance. He really needed to get his own apartment. The idea of moving around wasn't the pleasing one.

"Almost." He responded simply. Andrew just wasn't sure what else to say to her. At least not out in public. Behind the closed door of his room he was certain it'd be easier to talk to her.

He hoped it was easier to talk to her. He was not looking forward to what was going to happen next.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-10 04:03 am UTC (link)
‘Almost’ wasn’t nearly close enough for her liking. Still, she followed him until they approached the porch of the small rooming facilities. Diane moved up the steps after him, glancing around the area as he did whatever it was to open the door, be it unlocking it or otherwise. Looking over the landscape she decided that it was a rather pretty place for someone who came from such a hellhole to find themselves located. Things could have been worse for her, if she thought about everything clearly. She was lucky to have survived the fallen city and make it out alive; Diane could have easily been killed by a splicer—or worse, a big daddy. She had to count her blessings though she found that something rather difficult to do at a time like this.

What would she count meeting Andrew as, a blessing or a curse? Perhaps the Gods or fate was simply mocking her, to be alive only to meet up with the man who had at one time given her life so much meaning. He didn’t now, though. She sighed and glanced to the now opened door, following Ryan into the small quad. She raised her brows and very nearly commented that she was shocked a man of his status would ever set foot in a place like this. Of all the areas for him to live, this clearly wasn’t what she expected. Diane frowned instead, though, and simply drummed her fingers along her thin arm.

“I don’t suppose that you could show me to the washroom and perhaps give me a robe or something to wear while my…” She paused at the word ‘clothes’, as they didn’t really fit the bill for that anymore, “…clothes are being cleaned?”

Taking in the scenery of the room, she shook her head. There must be other people living in this place, something about it just made it seem that way to her. She frowned. What this a ‘penance’ of some sort that he was giving to himself? He could have easily afforded a home or an apartment at least. She shook her head, biting her tongue for the moment.

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-10 11:57 pm UTC (link)
If she has asked, it wasn't like he saw his roommates much at all. Though he had also not bothered to speak with them as he'd rather keep to himself when he was in his own home. It gave him time to think, time to realise what he needed to do to prove that Rapture wasn't such a terrible place. It was that damn ADAM. He frowned as he tugged his tie loose. In an ideal situation... well what was the ideal situation here? Diane was there. Diane was standing in his quad alive rather than dead as he had heard and known all along. And while it was obvious she was angry at him, it wasn't at all illogical for her to be such.


He couldn't stop staring at her. It was entirely impossible for something like this could happen, unless someone accidently activated the chamber. Andrew could only imagine that once he left his office the Splicers probably waltzed in and tore it apart looking for ADAM. It was a good thing he didn't mention to Jack he locked it away in vault under his desk.

"Hmn?" It caught him off guard and realised that he had lost himself in thought. "Oh right, please right this way." He motioned for her to follow him to his room. He removed his tie and set it upon the chair upon entering the room and turned to face her. "Is there anything in particular you need other than a robe and something to dry yourself with?"

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-11 12:23 am UTC (link)
Watching him work the tie from around his neck, something that she remembered doing herself a number of times before, Diane forced her gaze away and toward the door that he was now moving to—having assumed that it was the bathroom. Picking up her step, she followed him and gave a light shake of her head to his question. Crossing her arms, she waited for him to get her a robe and the like as she would have to go undress and then offer her clothes to him to clean while she was in the shower.

“Your soap and shampoo is fine enough, I’m sure.”

She couldn’t imagine what else he might have been asking her, as it were, for her to want while she would be in there to clean and if she recalled properly Diane had always loved the way that he smelled. It was something she had grown deeply fond of and in a moment of weakness she very nearly told him that. Lucky for her, she didn’t bring it up and managed to keep up her strong front.

Taking the initiative, Diane opened the door to the bathroom and stepped in, keeping her gaze low. The last thing she wanted was a mirror to gaze into and cry about what had happened to her. In the corner of her eye she noticed a robe and decided she’d just go with that. The towels were also already in the washroom and so turning on her heel Diane looked at the man she loved so dear but was more angry at than anything at the moment and offered a weak smile.

“I’ll bring out my clothes in a moment, then. Is that alright?”

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[info]ourgreatchain
2009-09-11 02:06 am UTC (link)
"Of course it's all right."

What was he going to say to her? No? He was having enough trouble as it was saying anything to her. It was easier, he found, to live his life alone through all the guilt than it was facing it head on. Andrew knew it with the way she spoke to him, the way she closed herself off no matter how much he wished she wouldn't look at him with such cold eyes. He sighed, trying to find something to say to her.

There really was nothing he could say to her. He wanted to just tell her it would be all right. Just to hold her, kiss her, to tell her he would do anything for her as long as she was happy. But if he could barely look at her without feeling that pang of guilt that he had ultimately failed her.

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[info]silliestgirl
2009-09-11 02:28 am UTC (link)
Giving a curt nod, Diane helped herself to the bathroom, closing the door behind herself as she entered the small room and locked it with a soft click of the latch. She then removed her clothes, peeling the dress off of her skin and sighed at the look of it. Once she was free of her clothing she tugged on his rose and then opened the door once more to set her soggy outfit out for him to put into the wash or whatever he’d planned. Then, without a word, she quickly closed the door once more though forgot to lock it this time, assuming to herself that she had.

It wasn’t that she did not trust him to leave her alone in her current state; it was more that she didn’t trust herself not to cry at him. Of all the people—of all the human beings to run into on this God forsaken; well, whatever it was—Andrew bloody Ryan. Lifting her hands, Diane cupped her face in her palms as she pressed her back to the now barred door, letting a sob past her lips, then another, choking on them slightly, her fingers growing somewhat damp from her tears. She had been in the midst of telling herself that she was better off dead when she had a sudden realization.

Lifting her head, Diane’s gaze lingered to the tears on her palms. Blinking the tears away to give her less blurred sight, Diane came to the conclusion that something was quite different than she had previously remembered things being. It didn’t feel right—or really, it was more that it did feel right. Her face, her skin—it didn’t feel scarred or torn, there were no lumps or bumps. What the hell was going on? Her blue eyes dared to peer into the mirror and while her skin was tainted red from the burn of her tears upon her skin, she looked the same she did when Andrew had asked her to dinner, to that party, to join him in a dance. She looked the same, she was her old self again—the girl who he’d asked to marry her, she was, in a nutshell, beautiful once more.

Stepping toward the mirror, she pressed her fingers at her skin and bit onto her lip while running her gaze over herself.

“I’m me...” She muttered to herself, feeling her eyes line with tears once more, spilling over to trail her cheeks. “…I’m not hideous…”

But then she realized something more. He hadn’t lied to her. He had told her that she was as beautiful as she was the first day they met and he was telling the truth. Her hands grasped either side of the sink as she leaned over it, choking for a moment before a loud sob left her lips. Then another, and another—she wailed, yes, though it wasn’t in pain and it wasn’t in anger. It was an overwhelming joy that she didn’t look like the monster that Steinman had created her to be. Losing her grip on the sink, Diane fell from her feet to her rear on the floor, curling up as she pressed her back to the edge of the bathtub.

The wails changed from joy to fear. What was she going to do now? She had no money, no clothes and no means to live on her own whatsoever. She could remember dying and it was almost better that way for her, hugging her knees to her chest, she cried.

There simply wasn’t anything else for her to do.

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