perhin (perhin) wrote in perhin_fics, @ 2008-04-23 12:15:00 |
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Current mood: | annoyed |
Entry tags: | draco, gen, harry potter, rated pg |
Stupid
Title:Stupid
Rating:PG
Summary:Draco thinks about all of the people in his life and how he really feels.
Stupid Potter. Always going about like he's king and all. And those two best friends of his. Weasel and Mudblood. My father was outraged that Granger did better than me in all of my classes. I can't help it. Even if she is a Mudblood, I have to admit she is smart. At least Professor Snape ignores her jumping up and down in her seat at potions lesson. If only all of the teachers did that. And at the Yule Ball of the boys stared at her. But did anyone stare at me? No. It was that Victor Krum and the Cedric Diggory of Hufflepuff. Hufflepuff! Out of all the Houses, it was Cedric who got to be champion..But he's not now.
Stupid Snape. Always pestering me now. I know what I have to do. It's simple. True, the necklace didn't work, but the bottle of wine should. Now if only that idiot git called Sluggard fallows though and gives the bottle to Dumbledore. Zabini is in his little club. Mudblood and Potter are in it, too. It's only because they have connections to that old man. Him and his Slug Club. And Potter never goes. Probably just wants to look cool. And there are girls giggling at him in the hallways. Why don't they giggle at me? Even Mudblood gets looks. I wish I had a girlfriend. Oh, yes, I have Pansy, but she just likes me for my money and looks, not that I don't like those things, but I wish there was girl who just liked me
Stupid Mother. Always writing and writing and writing. Why doesn't she trust me? Now that Father's gone, I'm the man of the house now. Why can't she see that? I'm mature, smart, and able to protect her. And that's why Sluggard must give Dumbledore that damned bottle. That's why that stupid necklace should have been delivered. To protect mother. But now I can't even do that! That stupid Dark Mark burns constantly on my arm. I didn't want it.
Stupid Father. Because of him now, I'm in service of the Dark Lord and Mother might be killed and- I wish he hadn't joined.Dare I say his name? Stupid Potter says his name all the time like he was his close friend. But Potter doesn't have to be afraid of him! Stupid Potter and his stupid scar. Because of V-Voldemort Potter's popular and Mother might be killed. All because of him! And because of him I have to kill Dumbledore! I don't want to kill anyone. Not even Potter.
Stupid Voldemort! I don't want to be a Death Eater! I don't want to kill people! I don't want to! I just don't want to! I wish I was Potter or even Weasel. They have people who love them and they don't have to worry about killing teachers so their mother is safe. Their father isn't in Azkaban for killing as many people as Voldemort. They don't have to be the bad guy.
Even if I couldn't be them I'd like.to be their friend.