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Tweak says, "You'll sink. Like a stone."

Mary Winchester (mrswinchester) wrote in paragraffiti,
@ 2009-06-04 14:14:00

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Filtered to Sam
Hi Sam.

Filtered to Ruby
We need to talk.

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	Filtered to Mom/Sam. demonblood 2009-06-04 02:24 pm UTC (link)
	Hi, Mom. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. mrswinchester 2009-06-04 02:26 pm UTC (link)
	How are you doing, hon? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. demonblood 2009-06-04 02:31 pm UTC (link)
	I'm trying to figure out how to deal with Faith. ~~So I'm doing terribly, thanks.~~ How are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. mrswinchester 2009-06-04 02:40 pm UTC (link)
	I'm ~~worried about you~~ fine. I was thinking about that. Why don't you come over to the house and stay for a while. This isn't really the time when you need to be alone, and we could all brainstorm of a way to fix this together. All of the Winchester heads working together has to be good for something, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. demonblood 2009-06-04 02:48 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not entirely alone, Mom. I'm working with Ruby. And later we're gonna meet up with Buffy to do stuff, so... Besides. Me and Dean aren't doing too well. I don't think we'd make a good team right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. mrswinchester 2009-06-04 02:54 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry if this isn't the most popular opinion, but I don't think Ruby's the best company for you right now. You're going through a lot and you need to be around your family. I'll speak to your brother and make sure he's on his best behavior. You both want her home and well, so I don't see the problem with you two working together. I'm worried about you, Sammy (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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demonblood
2009-06-04 02:59 pm UTC (link)

You don't need to worry about me.

Look, if Dean wants to help, then fine. He can come with me and Ruby. I can't just sit around and do nothing. I need to be out LOOKING for this vampire. She could be hurting innocent people and if Faith comes back and - no, when she comes back, she's not gonna want to come back to a bunch of dead bodies that she'll blame herself for.

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mrswinchester
2009-06-04 03:19 pm UTC (link)

Of course I need to worry about you, Sammy, it's my job.

~~The last thing I want to do is lose another son to that thing~~ I think it might be best if you and Dean went alone. I'd rather you both keep your distance from Ruby for a while, and I think a job with just the two of you might help things.

And I want you to be careful, Sam. Doing something rash, or exhausting yourself over this won't help anyone. There are so many people in this city who love Faith and are trying their best to help her. This isn't just your fight.

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	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. demonblood 2009-06-04 03:30 pm UTC (link)
	Why? What's so wrong with her? I love her, Mom. It is my fight. I'd die for her, you know that. Missing a couple hours of sleep...it's not as important as the bigger picture here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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mrswinchester
2009-06-04 03:33 pm UTC (link)

She's dangerous, Sammy. I thought she was different than all of the other demons, but recently I've had my doubts. She doesn't care for anyone or anything, Sam, not even you. She's trying to pull you away from us.

I do understand that, but the last thing Faith would want if she were here, would be for you to get hurt or killed by something, especially if you were injured because you were too tired and worn ragged.

Sammy, please come home.

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demonblood
2009-06-04 04:04 pm UTC (link)

Are you kidding me? Mom, she's on our side. All she's ever done is help and the last thing that she ever wants to do is rip this family apart. She knows how much I care about you guys. It's all we talk about half the time! IF she didn't care about ME and where I stand with this family, she wouldn't bother talking and giving her opinion on some of the stuff that goes on at home. She's not dangerous. Not to us.

I'm not gonna get killed. And I'm certainly not coming home to be glared at by everyone for trying to do my job.

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mrswinchester
2009-06-04 04:29 pm UTC (link)

You know what is hard about being a parent? This conversation. Not all of the people out there to hurt us make sarcastic remarks, or publicly try to demean us, or go around wearing a bad guy badge all of the time. Some of the people who can hurt us worst are the ones we let close, the ones we trust. They bend the truth, just a little, they manipulate and make you think they're on our side...and when you least expect it? That's when they strike.

Ruby is one of those people, Sam. I've stood up for her in the past, I let my grandson near her, I trusted her...but not anymore. No matter whether you can see it or not, baby, she's trying to take you away from us. She has no business being involved in what's going on in OUR home. The fact she has opinions on what's happening there isn't the most reassuring thing to me.

No one would glare at you here, Sam. We miss you. We love you.

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demonblood
2009-06-04 05:48 pm UTC (link)

How do you know she's one of those people, Mom? Have you even personally gone out of your way to see what she's really like? Outside of standing up for her? Yeah, she puts up this huge front around people, but that's how she is. People start attacking her, of course she's gonna get defensive. Do you think someone who has spent so much time trapped in the pits with things going at her constantly isn't gonna get defensive when people start dubbing her as a threat, which in turn means she'll likely end up on someones hit list? Her reactions, while very inappropriate at times, are also expected. Not a shocker.

Really. Because the last I checked, between having Dad and Dean irritated with me things don't usually go well. Do you really wanna play ref to a Winchester throwdown, Mom? They're not pretty.

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mrswinchester
2009-06-04 06:31 pm UTC (link)

Stop it, Sam. Stop the sarcasm, stop the superiority...just stop it. I'm your mother and you'll show me respect, she can't have changed you that much already. Can't you see the way she's getting to you?

I know what happens to people in the pit. I see it daily when I deal with your father and your brother. I see the nightmares, the fears, the changes...but they're not the same thing that she is. When you see a killer, you don't sit there trying to get to know them, you step back, you keep yourself and your family safe from them. I DID defend her, I let her in our home, I gave her a chance, but the way she's alienating you from the rest of us makes my tolerance vanish.

Yes, goddamn it, I will referee a Winchester throwdown. The alternative of having you gone all the time and my family avoiding each other is the LAST thing I want. Come home, Sam. Come home and stay there away from her. Go hunting with your brother or father if you want, do anything but spend more time with the demon.

I've never asked you for anything, and I don't issue orders very often, but now I'm asking...and telling...you as your mother. Please, come home.

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demonblood
2009-06-04 06:44 pm UTC (link)

She's not alienating me from you guys! It's you! ALL of you! If everyone at home wasn't so busy trying to dig into my personal business, making unnecessary assumptions about me sleeping around with demons and doing stuff that I would never do then maybe I'd feel less out of place in my own goddamn house. Why don't you guys stop pointing fingers at Ruby and take a look in the mirror? She's not the one telling me that I have to stay away from the people that I care about. It's YOU. You're alienating people! You're trying to alienate ME from HER.

Go hunting with the two men who would rather argue with me than listen to anything that I have to say. That sounds like a wonderful idea. Faith is gone, I can't talk to THEM, you're coming at me now and...

I don't wanna do this. I can't argue with you. Not you too.

I'll come home, Mom. Later.

[ooc: Yes, goddamn it, I will referee a Winchester throwdown. Mary is my HEROOO.]

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	Re: Filtered to Mom/Sam. mrswinchester 2009-06-04 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	Ok, Sammy. [OOC: I feel for her. She's so mad/hurt/shocked she doesn't know what to do!] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Mary dontcallmebitch 2009-06-04 05:32 pm UTC (link)
	This where you tell me to stay away from your boy? Thought you'd be less willing to follow the general view but guess not. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Mary mrswinchester 2009-06-04 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, this is where I tell you to stay away from my boy. I'm not following general views like some aimless puppy, I'm stating my own. Stay the hell away from my family, Ruby. ALL of them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Mary dontcallmebitch 2009-06-04 05:46 pm UTC (link)
	Can't do that sorry. Besides he can make his own decisions can't he. He wants me around (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Mary mrswinchester 2009-06-04 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	You can do that, Ruby, and you will. I trusted you, I've stood up for you, and all you've done is go out of your way to damage the relationships Sam has with his family. It's over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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dontcallmebitch
2009-06-04 06:42 pm UTC (link)

Yes, you trusted me, you let me in your home, when I had the actual wrath of god on my ass and you kept me safe, so if I really was the big bad bitch, why didn't I just get rid of you all then. If I wanted Sam all to myself, tell me why it wouldn't have been a whole lot easier without you all in the picture.

If just being around me is damaging relationships then maybe its the other side you need to look at. not Sam

I'm not backing off. Not as long as he wants me in his life.

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mrswinchester
2009-06-04 06:48 pm UTC (link)

I was there for you when no one else was. When even Sam wanted nothing to do with you so I'm telling you now. You owe me a favor so BACK off.

You couldn't hurt us...not because you care, but because it would make him see what sort of thing you are. No, it's much easier to play the victim, to whine about how misunderstood you are, how WE don't care about you.

You're burning your bridges quickly Ruby. There are people who want you dead because of what you are, there are people who want you dead because of what you're capable of...and then there's me, a mother who will never forget the way you're destroying my family.

~~I died for him before, I'll kill for him now.~~

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dontcallmebitch
2009-06-04 06:54 pm UTC (link)

You started this, to save John you started all of this, you set him on a path before he was even born, but you'll never understand that thats good

Thats one favor I can't grant, not unless he wants me out of his life and I think he's made it perfectly clear on many occasions that he doesn't.

I've never once stopped him being around you, any of you. I've never tried to keep him away from his family. People will always want me dead Mary, I'm more than used to it but Sam is too important to me to walk away from him now.

Building up that life, that white picket fence in Kansas, It wasn't easy was it, and you lost a lot for the couple of years you had. Well this city gave you a second chance and if you want my advice, Take it. Don't push Sam away.

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	Re: Mary mrswinchester 2009-06-04 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	No, I won't push him away anymore. It's clear that you've already spun enough lies around him that it's impossible for me to get him back now. So I'll wait here, as patiently as any mother can wait for their child to come home again, because clearly anything I do to try to bring him back again will just push him away. ~~Thanks for the parenting lesson~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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dontcallmebitch
2009-06-04 07:15 pm UTC (link)

Lies? No no, I'm not lying to him Mary, I'm helping him. Just let me do that, let me help him and things'll be better for everyone in the long run.

You don't need to worry about him, I promise that for whatever its worth, and you won't loose him. None of you will.

[ooc: Crazy fanatic Ruby while fun is so deserving of everything she gets in the next few weeks its not even funny lol]

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	Re: Mary mrswinchester 2009-06-04 07:18 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure you believe that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Mary dontcallmebitch 2009-06-04 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	I do. (Reply to this) (Parent)