Faith shook her head with a faintly incredulous laugh, one with more than a slight amount of bitterness in it.
"I don't know whether to slap you for being dumb or slap you for just insulting me and pretty much everything I do."
She sat down, trying to actually make her brain form thoughts, rational ones that made any sort of sense. It was pretty hard to do, the lingering alcohol in her system not helping.
"I mean, what do you think we do in AI, sit on our asses all day?" She looked up at him, an eyebrow arched. "Even in this last week, I have gone out every night to handle patrols. Even when more of our people are gone, we're still making sure this city is covered, we're still doing training and researching how to develop the different magic crap and handling the walk in clients. We work our asses off to protect this city, in every way we can. And we didn't need you to do..." she flailed a moment, trying to find the right word. "That."
There was more flailing as her incredulous feeling grew. "And it doesn't even matter how much any of us do, we can't save everyone all the time, we know this. So we just gotta do our best. And god, this, this was your solution? Alienating yourself from your family, cheating on me? This was your plan on how to not lose people? Jeez, Sam, how much did Ruby mess with your head?"
She made herself stop, and breathe, calm down before she did actually slap him again.
"I was actually happy, you know? I loved you, hell I still love you. I got people telling me I should just walk away from you after what you've done and I am so freaking angry with you it's actually kinda scaring me, but I can't help it, I still love you. But I just can't trust that anything you claim to feel for me is even real."