Fred Weasley (notgeorge) wrote in parabolical, @ 2008-09-17 02:57:00 |
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Entry tags: | fred weasley, ginny potter |
Who:Fred and Ginny Weasley
When: backdated after his post
Where: Little internet cafe.
rating:possibly pg-13? who knows with weasleys ;D
warning: probably none except spoilery for the 7th book, but seriously guys. Read it. ;p
Fred felt strange to be back. It wasn't as though he'd just come back from Egypt, or Harry's, or even detention. He'd come back from the dead. He remembered dying. He remembered the bitter sweet taste of death in the back of his throat. He remembered Percy's last joke and feeling weight lift off his shoulders. He couldn't even begin to describe where he was before except that it was empty. It was without George, without Ron, or Ginny and he couldn't bare it, he couldn't be strong.It was without his family and he didn't like it. He felt cold and detached. Even as he sat there typing on the muggle contraption glowing infront of him his mind wandered to his twin. He couldn't help it. He didn't see the outcome of the battle. He was worried. His brows even knit together, his mind was racing..It felt like a panic and suddenly he was exhausted. He placed his forehead against his hand and closed his eyes. Mind off in another place all together even as the comments came flooding in questioning his existence, challenging him.
How could he explain something he barely understood himself? The comments simply stopped after he sent Ginny an address of the small cafe. He couldn't do it anymore, it was surprisingly overwhelming. Fred didn't feel like himself, he felt lost.