[If only he knew how many times Kate tried the 'deep breath' method.]
I feel like it's been an accumulation of things, you know? With my teammates gone and being here...I can't talk to Susan or my dad, there's no way they would understand or accept that--I'm not even their Kate. I thought I could deal with it, I thought if I kept myself busy and did all this stuff like I always do then I'd be okay, but-- [Sniffles.] I'm really struggling.