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Zach Kitano ([info]coalintodiamond) wrote in [info]nosuchtimes,
@ 2008-04-22 13:11:00

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Entry tags:katrina eriksen, zach kitano

The History of Zach and Katrina: Part 2
Who: Zach and Katrina
When: Wednesday, January 31, 2007. Nighttime after ‘Lights Out’.
Where: The School. Indoor pool in the West Wing.
What: Zach has a crush of sorts, and asks Katrina to a private meeting.

Zach’s heart was thumping wildly in his chest.

He didn’t know what the hell he was doing or what had possessed him to slip the note under Katrina’s door on Tuesday morning. He hadn’t seen her since Sunday night. Anxiety threatened to overpower him, but he somehow maintained a calm outer appearance. There were a million reasons for his apprehension and unrest. Crossing his arms over his chest, he stared at the still, illuminated blue waters in front of him. It was dark in the lofty indoor pool room, save for the dim lights that cast a faint golden glow reminiscent of dusk on his surroundings.

Why did he choose the pool in the west wing as their meeting place? He could’ve chosen one of the numerous common rooms in the school, but there was always the risk of a teacher or staff member visiting those areas. Zach doubted they came to the pool at night. His dorm’s common room didn’t seem like the best place either. Someone could wake up in the middle of the night and find them. Privacy is what Zach wanted, but he wasn’t about to suggest his room or hers. Too personal. They didn’t know each other that well to be inviting each other to their bedrooms. He wondered if there was a rule on that, too.

He couldn’t answer the most important question of all in his head: Why did he want to see her? Katrina had bitten him; she had drunk blood from him. He shouldn’t have been stupid enough to doubt her claim to being a vampire. He shouldn’t have told her to bite him, if she really was one, to prove it. How could he have known, though? He hadn’t believed in vampires. Now, it hung there in the air, thick and stifling. It wouldn’t leave him alone. She could have left him there, sick and injured and bleeding, but she hadn’t. She had helped him.

Zach had made it clear on many occasions with others here that vampires either frightened him or made him uncomfortable. They did. Then, why did he keep making friends with them? And why was he meeting with one late at night — one who had drunk from him, no doubt — in a place where no one would walk in on them? Fascination and fear, he remembered. Like a moth towards flame, he was being drawn to something. He was scared of it, whatever it was, but he couldn’t stop himself.

Zach swallowed the lump forming in his throat, wondering yet again which one would win out in the end.



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[info]bloodlusting
2008-04-23 07:45 am UTC (link)
Katrina had been moving through life in haze, disconnected and unimportant. She had barely gone to classes, and her withdrawal hadn't gone away just yet, though she had to admit that it was getting better, though only slightly. She didn't sweat nearly as much, and the blood she'd taken from Zach had helped as well. After that little episode, she had started taking her packets of blood from the kitchen, because she didn't want that weird feeling in her stomach again - the feeling that hadn't really gone away since she'd seen Zach lying there, looking so sick and hurt. She was unaccustomed to guilt, and she didn't like it, not at all.

She was a little late for their meeting, having spent the last few hours on her bed, staring at the ceiling for lack of anything else better to do. She'd breifly thought of emailing her sister, or calling her lover, but she hadn't found the energy necessary to do either. She'd nearly forgotten about her meeting with Zach until she saw his note sitting on the small table next to her bed, resting next to the clock.

Katrina had then gotten up and made herself presentable - meaning she'd brushed her hair and changed into clean clothes - before heading down here to meet him. If asked, she wouldn't be able to give a satisfactory answer as to why she'd come. It was, after all, somewhat unusual circumstances, and Katrina didn't know what to expect as she opened the door to the pool area and stepped inside.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-04-23 03:31 pm UTC (link)
Zach had been thinking about Adrienne before the door to the pool room opened and Katrina was standing there. His eyes settled on her, and it brought forth that feeling again — that confusion. She looked better this time. There was more color in her complexion and her eyes didn’t look so unbelievably shiny in that crazy insomniac way like they did when someone stayed awake for too long and got past the first stage of being tired. Katrina looked healthy, and the sight was somewhat relaxing on his nerves.

In truth, he liked Adrienne, but there was something about her that felt safe. Too safe. Too familiar as well, like his mother or his sister. He knew where the thoughts were coming from. Zach was unhappy with his lack of position in the world. He hadn’t managed to establish himself anywhere before outside of his family, and it made him wonder who he was, what he was, and what he sought. Katrina was different from him. Their differences were palpable on the first night they met, but yet they didn’t clash like two thunderstorms in an open field. There was no chain reaction, no explosion. Simple, whatever it was, and calm.

Calm was in the eye of a storm, though. A steady thrum of danger remained, no matter the reason for it. Maybe he was just imagining things, but Zach thought he felt it. Pushing himself off of the wall, his mind forgot about all of his other worries, strangely, now that Katrina was here. Zach would have figured he’d be used to feeling not good enough by now. Why did it still hurt him, then?

“Hey,” he said, the words coming more easily than he expected them to come. “I wasn’t sure of another place where we could meet. This seemed like a nice, quiet place at night.” Zach gestured at the room, a soft snort escaping him. “No teachers, at least.” His arms fell to his sides, and he wasn’t sure at first how to begin, or what to say.

“I’m not sure if there are any chairs or sofas nearby, but we can always improvise and throw down the towels and sit on them,” Zach offered with a small smile.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-04-23 09:02 pm UTC (link)
All in all, Katrina was not a very social person. She wasn't the kind of person who went out of her way to be nice or meet someone new. She rarely ever paid attention to the relationships she had, which is why there were never very many of them, and why so may fell apart so quickly. But that never really bothered her too much - not until recently, when her friendship with Kat had fallen apart, though she would probably never admit that to anyone. She wasn't too good at the whole 'making things work' deal, so she had a tendency to let things come and go like the wind.

Zach interested her. He hadn't seemed to be intimidated by her, which was always a good thing, and he actually wanted to spend time with her, as unusual as that was. Most people around her avoided her, either because of past incidents or just due to her reputation. Those sorts of people didn't make a difference to her. But he did, even in a tiny way, because he still, for some odd reason, wanted to be around her. It was nice, if rather unexpected.

"Hey," she answered quietly, looking first at him, then glancing around the area. She'd been here before, but it was different now, being here alone with him than it was during the day with a bunch of people around. She gave him an odd look as he rambled slightly, but returned his smile nonetheless.

"How's your arm?" she asked randomly when he was done talking, realizing that she hadn't really responded to anything he'd said, but wanting to get rid of the guilty feeling in her stomach.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-04-23 10:24 pm UTC (link)
Zach figured he must have been rambling because she gave him an odd look that he couldn’t quite read. Might’ve been a cross between amusement and confusion. Or not. He decided to keep his mouth shut around her unless he had something solid to say with a good point.

His eyes glanced down at his arm, the one with the bandage beneath the sleeve. “It’s healing,” he said, nodding at her inquiry. Refreshingly, there was no ill will that he felt for what had happened Sunday night. “How are you doing?” Zach returned her question with a lift of his chin. “Do you feel any better?” It could have been a cursory thing coming from other people, but he actually meant it. As strange as that might have been.

Also, it didn’t make much sense lingering around on his legs the whole time. Grabbing some of the towels, he spread them out and sat down on the floor. Comfort took a moment to find, but he was settled with crossed legs in no time, looking up at Katrina from where he sat and wondering if she would actually sit down and talk with him or just run off after finding out that his arm was doing all right. Was she the flighty and non-social type?

Zach kind of was himself all those years, but he was choosing to make a decision this time around to do something against his nature.

When she still hadn’t sat down or made any attempt to do otherwise, Zach spoke up. “You know, I’m the human. You’re the vampire. I’m supposed to be the one afraid of you, not the other way around,” he told her with a hint of a smirk.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-04-24 02:30 pm UTC (link)
Katrina was glad to heard that his arm was doing well. It eased the guilty feeling in her stomach, which made her mood go up slightly. She was surprised, however, when he asked her how she was, something she really wasn't used to. "I'm... decent," she replied, which translated as My heroin withdrawal is getting better, I've had more blood in the last few days than the last month and I can actually sleep at night again. She didn't say any of thing out loud however, not only because it was extremely personal, but also because she didn't want to scare him, though she wasn't sure why she felt that way.

For a few moments she did consider leaving now that she knew he was on the mend. Social interaction wasn't really her thing, it was awkward and made her uncomfortable, something Katrina disliked greatly. She watched as he spread the towels on the floor, allowing him to take charge of this bizarre situation because she sure as hell had no idea how to.

"Hardy har har," she responded sarcastically to his human/vampire comment, but this sarcasm wasn't laced with malice, as it was a lot of the time against other people. She paused for a moment before lowering herself gently to the ground to sit next to him, saying nothing because she wasn't sure what to say, and so she kept quiet.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-04-24 05:16 pm UTC (link)
He nodded at her admission of how she was doing. “You look like you’re doing better,” Zach told her. There was that strange calmness again, despite the fact that he didn’t know what else was going on and didn’t really assume anything would. “I’m sure I do, too,” he added, vaguely embarrassed. Well, last time she saw him he was curled up in a ball and ready to pass out.

She was mostly being quiet, though. Change had definitely taken place between then and now. Katrina hadn’t come off as a quiet person when he had met her. In fact, she seemed a little brash and characteristically forward with people. Zach wondered if the difference in how she acted now had anything to do with the accident Sunday night. Maybe she felt guilty and thought he would blame her. Or do one those blackmailing things. Do this for me or I’ll report what you did and get you kicked out. Mentally, Zach frowned at the idea.

Hoping she would sit down, but not expecting her to, Zach was pleasantly surprised when she took a seat beside him. Up close, he could see just how naturally pretty she was, even under the dim lights. She was a vampire, so he figured she liked less light in comparison to a lot of it. There was no makeup on her face, but she didn’t look so ill anymore. No sweat, no sickly pale skin. Pale still, sure. Zach believed the unhealthy look had been because of the lack of blood she’d been drinking. As a result, further questions about the topic weren’t on the table and he wasn’t going to ask any.

Katrina looked like she must have been getting those packets from the kitchen. Given that and the silence she held around him now, he decided to go ahead and say the thing most important about their situation. “I’m not going to tell anyone about what happened Sunday night,” Zach said, staring forward at the tiles on the floor. He shrugged slightly, though she probably couldn’t see it. “I don’t want you to get into trouble. I just ask one thing in return — that you don’t tell people either.”

There. He said it. Zach let out a breath of air he’d been holding, not knowing he’d been holding it. A comical, albeit truly scary, thought had come to mind of the vampires here thinking he was free game. If anyone else tried to bite him, he’d report them in a heartbeat. As far as Zach was concerned, only Katrina would ever have dibs on being able to say that. Not that he wanted her to say it, as he had just made very clear.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-04-24 11:14 pm UTC (link)
Katrina wasn't sure why she was being so quiet. Perhaps it was because she wasn't comfortable with this whole situation - it was way too intimate for her liking. She wasn't sure where this was going to go, and she didn't like not knowing what could happen. All in all, she just felt awkward.

When Zach said he wasn't going to tell anyone about Sunday night, Katrina felt a knot of tension release slightly in her chest. She didn't sigh with relief, because she didn't want to seem weak, but mentally she relaxed a bit. She didn't understand why he didn't want her to say anything, but she nodded her head in agreement, because she wanted to avoid trouble for the time being. She had enough issues at the moment.

"Yeah, no problem," she said quietly, looking at him as she said so he could see that she was being serious. After a moment she looked away, to stare across the pool. She was quiet for a few moments before deciding that she should probably attemtpt to make conversation, socially inempt as she was. "So what have you been doing?" God, that was lame.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-04-29 01:34 am UTC (link)
“Meeting people,” Zach said simply, wrapping his arms around his legs in a loose manner. “Exploring the school. Trying to understand this place more than I did when I came here.” He looked over at her and furrowed his brow, wondering again at her silence. He couldn’t fathom for a single moment that he was possibly making her uncomfortable, as people didn’t feel uncomfortable around him. He was too short to be intimidating, too small to be scary, and generally too nice for people to think he had any secret motives.

Biting his lip, he glanced over at her again. “So, you’re a vampire. I think we’ve established that’s true, so . . . crosses don't bother you or anything, do they?” It was meant to be a little bit of a joke to see if she would smile, laugh, or loosen up. Zach didn’t see anything about crosses or holy objects in the books that he read. None that he could remember, anyway.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-04-29 07:40 pm UTC (link)
Katrina nodded her head in understanding. She couldn't help but smile at the cross joke. "No," she answered with a shake of her head, as she looked at the ground in front of her. "No aversion to crosses or silver," she said, remebering all those stupid vampire movies her sister liked to watch. "I can see my reflection, I don't have to be invited into a room to go in," she continued, but had to stop here because she forgot what other ridiculous myths there were out there.

She let out a sigh for no real reason and laid down on her back to stare at the ceiling. She wasn't tired - it wasn't that late, and she always had issues sleeping at night, but it had gotten easier since she'd been here at school for the last two years, but it was still weird.

Out of the blue she said, "I am so sick of winter. I want to go outside, I want to be able to go to town again." She looked over at Zach to watch his reaction to her statement.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-04-30 04:11 am UTC (link)
Zach was glad to see that she had smiled. It released the tension in his chest at the way she had been reacting to him at first. “Ah, drat,” he said casually, as if commenting on the weather. “Looks like I can’t put up crosses around my bedroom door to keep the vampires out at night.” He kept a straight face, not saying anything about her being able to see her reflection. He also figured she didn’t need to be invited into a room, as that wasn’t mentioned in the books either, and she had been able to come into his room without a problem.

Katrina sighed and lied down after that, which surprised him. She must’ve felt more relaxed now. That had to have been a good sign. Without really thinking about it, he lied down on his back as well. He felt a little strange lingering in a sitting position while she was on the ground. He liked being more at eye-level with people.

“I’m sick of being stuck in here, too,” Zach said towards the ceiling. He turned his head towards her, lifting his hand to gesture at her. “Maybe we could head out this weekend if the weather clears up? You could show me around. There’s gotta be something to do around here besides being bored.”

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-04-30 08:43 pm UTC (link)
Katrina's cheek was touching the ground as she looked at Zach while he spoke. She noticed that he had laid down as well and wondered vaguely why he was speaking to the ceiling instead of looking at her, but she didn't let it bother her, though for some reason she felt better when he turned his head to look at her.

"Yeah," she responded. "Town is decent enough, and it beats here any time," she continued. She didn't say that it couldn't hold a candle to L.A. and she had long ceased to be even slightly entertained there. But perhaps if she went with Zach he could make things interesting, so why not. "Anything in particular you'd like to do?" she asked.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-05-01 12:28 am UTC (link)
“Ha,” Zach replied, keeping his eyes on her this time, “most of the stuff I do for fun doesn’t require going to town but aren’t any fun to do alone, and I don’t know many people here yet.” He also doubted many people here could do the type of stuff he did back home without having been taught them. His excursions through the wilderness were no easy feats: climbing rocks, jumping off cliffs, camping for days, and the occasional fishing or hunting trip. He wanted to do something new, though. Something different from all of that.

“What do you like to do?” he asked. Zach was up for anything and everything, really. He hadn’t socialized very much with people back at home, so there were no immediate lists in his head of things people could do in town. Plus, he wanted to know what Katrina liked to do. “I’m pretty much up for anything,” he added, hoping she didn’t think he was the straight-laced type who was strict about following the rules. If anything, he felt almost desperate to get away from them. His father had been suffocated all those years. Zach had a feeling Katrina wasn’t that type either. Maybe she wouldn’t have a problem admitting it to him.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-05-03 07:20 pm UTC (link)
"Like what?" she asked. Growing up in L.A., Katrina didn't really know anything about anything outdoors-y. She was a city girl, born and raised, and while she had street smarts, she wouldn't handle very well outside it.

When he asked, “What do you like to do?”, she couldn't help raising her eyebrow at him. That was different too, becuase no one ever really asked her that. Hell, she didn't even ask herself that. She asked herself, "What do I need to do?", from all those years of taking care of her sister, the instict hadn't died yet. If that had stuck around, she might have made good mother one day, but as of the moment, she was very, very glad that vampires could have children.

Katrina had to think about it for a few moment before answering. "Uh... bartending. Drinking. Smoking cigarettes." Shooting up heroin. She really couldn't think of anymore, so she made sort of half-shrug and didn't say anything else.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-05-03 09:11 pm UTC (link)
“Well, um,” Zach began, and he counted them off in his head as he listed them out loud, “camping. Hiking. Climbing rocks. Hunting, fishing, swimming, uh . . . snowboarding. Stuff like that.” The natural world had always been his home, but Zach was intrigued with the city life and what that entailed.

Drinking. Well, Zach hadn’t actually done that before. Sure, he had tried alcohol, but nothing beyond a few sips. Smoking wasn’t really something he thought he would pick up doing either, but who knew. Maybe he needed just enough stress to bring it about one day. Bartending. Now, that was interesting. “Bartending?” Zach asked with a smile. “That sounds cool.”

Drinking, though. So, she could drink liquids? Eat food? Hadn’t one of the teachers mentioned that vampires could do that sort of thing, although they didn’t have to? Another question popped up in Zach’s head. Propping his elbow up, he rested the side of his forehead against his palm. “Don’t you have a heartbeat? As a vampire?” he cautiously inquired.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-05-10 01:36 pm UTC (link)
"Boy Scout much?" Katrina teased when he finished listing all the outdoors-y things he did. She had done only one of the things he listed. "The only swimming I've done has been here, in the pools," she said quietly. She didn't mention that it wasn't really swimming, since she had never learned how, and so she waded in the water twice in the two years she'd been here.

She shrugged, then answered, "The money is pretty good, and you meet some interesting folks." For a year and a half, bartending had been Katrina's world, and it seemed to be the only thing she was halfway dencent at. Not that she'd done anything for a while, and she had a moment's thought and wondered if she'd still be any good.

Katrina watched as he propped his head up on an arm and noticed, not for the first time, how attractive he was. It wasn't only his physical atributes, but also his whole demeanor, and his innocence. Raised as she was, Katrina wasn't used to seeing people who hadn't been jaded by a young age, and his purity - that he hadn't been affected that like - drew her more than she knew. In response to his question, she simply answered, "Yes," having been asked this multiple times in her years at the school already.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-05-10 07:47 pm UTC (link)
Zach grinned. “I am not a Boy Scout,” he said. He cleared his throat. “My mother taught me. She’s Native Alaskan — Native American, basically. Comes with the territory.” His eyes gazed at her curiously as she mentioned swimming. She sounded somber about it, but he couldn’t figure out why. “I could teach you some stuff,” he suggested, looking to see if Katrina showed interest in the idea. “It’s really fun when you get the hang of it, but you’ll probably hate it in the beginning. I hated bicycles. I always fell off them and hurt myself. Once I got the hang of how to do it right, nothing made me happier. It’s like that with everything you learn, really. You just have to do it right, or you’ll hate it.”

There was an honest sparkle in his eyes after that. He wondered if she knew any neat tricks or something, curious to see how a bartender would create certain drinks and if there were any special techniques. “You should show me sometime. Just make a bunch of drinks and let me see how you do it.”

He was innocent in a lot of ways. Zach had been kept under the wing of his parents, and the only harshness he really knew was that of his brother and father. His father was still a good man who took care of his son and loved him, though. Jared and Zach were still on speaking terms as well, but the brothers had never again been as close as they were in their youth. Zach was untouched by the harsher realities of the world.

Looking at her chest where her heart would be, Zach lifted his eyes again to hers. He held out his free hand slightly. “Can I . . . ?” His voice was hesitant and soft, not sure if that was even okay to ask, but he wanted to ask.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-05-12 03:24 pm UTC (link)
Katrina smiled again and nodded in understanding. At his offer to teach her, she shrugged her shoulders and said, "Maybe." Truthfully, Katrina wasn't really that interested, but then again, most of the time it took a while for her to really get interested in something new, not matter what it was. But who knew, maybe she'd change her mind. It had been known to happen.

At his talk of drinking, Katrina could see that he really did seem interested in the idea, and that more than anything was what made her say, "Why not?" She paused for a moment. "But if I make 'em, you've gotta drink 'em," she told him with a smirk. She couldn't wait to see his reaction to that statement.

His innocence was so different, so contrasting to her own jadedness was indearing, in a way, and Katrina actually felt a little jealous that her life couldn't have worked out that way as well, but she didn't begrudge him it in the least. She knew there was no changing the past with wishes, and so she left that thought alone in the back of her mind, unwilling to reconsider it.

At his question, Katrina couldn't help raising an eyebrow at him. Then she gave a chuckle and said, "Sure," before leaning her head back and closing her eyes.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-05-12 07:14 pm UTC (link)
Zach wouldn’t have taken it personal either way. The offer was pretty much on the table for anyone. He liked doing that sort of thing: teaching. Maybe he’d be a teacher one day. Picturing himself in front of a classroom only caused his face to wrinkle, though. No certainty on that yet. “You’re at least going to come swimming with me,” he told her, sounding at least very adamant about that.

He laughed in such a way that his back actually lifted off the ground because of it. “Alright. You make ‘em, I drink ‘em. Deal.”

When he turned onto his side and asked about her heartbeat, it wasn’t because he wanted to cop a feel or something like that. Katrina was attractive, Zach would admit to that, but he wanted to actually feel her heartbeat. He wanted to know for himself that it was real. Vampires weren’t all that different from human beings if they had one, were they? It was his damn curiosity again, urging him forward each step with her.

Katrina laid her head back, shutting her eyes. It wouldn’t be so hard as long as she wasn’t looking at him while he did it. Zach shifted towards her on the floor, closing the distance that was between them. His hand slowly reached out, and it seemed like forever until his fingers came in contact with the skin just above the low cut of her collar. Katrina was cold in comparison to his warmth; it was a strange feeling. Zach gently flattened the palm of his hand against the area towards the left of the center on her chest. Unable to take his eyes away from his hand, he didn’t glance up at her face. With rapt attention, he listened to the silence and felt her heartbeat beneath his touch.

“You’re alive,” Zach said quietly, a child-like amazement to his tone, on his face and in his eyes, as her heartbeat thrummed underneath his hand.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-05-13 08:37 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe," she responded with a small, extremely rare smile in response to his comment about her swimming with him. Katrina wouldn't deny him, but she wouldn't automatically agree either. That way she still had some control over the situation at hand.

She couldn't help smirking as he agreed. Oh, the fun she could have now...

The warmth of his hand seemed to burn against the chill of her own skin. She could distinctly feel his hand against her, and for some reason, a small set of goosebumps appeared on the back of her neck. Her heartbeat was far fainter than a human's, than any real living thing's was, but it was undoubtably there. It was strange, but not awkward for her, and she didn't lift her head, or tell him to stop.

His amazement was kind of... cute. "In a way," she answered quietly, her eyes still closed.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-05-14 12:16 am UTC (link)
“Good enough,” Zach replied with a small smile on his face. He was just getting to know her, so no expectations lingered on the idea of her agreeing with everything he suggested. His nature was very easy going like that.

Maybe her heartbeat was faint in the reality of the situation, but he didn’t believe it was very faint. His mind still held its own ideals and meanings, regardless of the actualities and facts of life. It was part of his innocence — how he could still find his own meaning in things and take it however he wanted to take it instead of how it really was and how it should be taken.

His hand slowly slid away, lingering on her skin more than was necessary. There was something electric in touching her, even so simply. Zach swallowed, taking his hand back to himself. He hadn’t touched a girl like that in so long. Yes, he had kissed Adrienne earlier today. It was chaste, though, and it did nothing to sate the natural urges he still had inside.

“You have a heartbeat,” Zach said simply. “Living things have heartbeats. Your brain works. You heart beats. Your body needs blood to survive.” Blood had nutrients in it. There were other animals who lived off blood, too, that were real. “That makes you alive, doesn’t it?”

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-05-15 03:08 am UTC (link)
His touch wasn't awkward, and she didn't tell him to stop nor did she make a move to get away from his hand. It was innocent enough, but there was an undertone that suggested more. Or maybe that was just her imagination. Whatever it was, she liked it, though she couldn't explain why that was.

As Zach drew his hand back, ever so slowly, Katrina lazily opened her eyes to look at him. His innocence seemed to radiate off him, and she couldn't help being awed by it. It was endearing, and it drew her in. But under that she felt a desire to break free of all that, a desire to see and do more, something different, from what he'd had all his life.

Katrina propped herself up on her elbows to look at him better. She tilted her head to one side and let out a small sigh. "It's... complicated. Being what I am is completely different from being a living human," she said quietly, her gaze dropping to stare across the pool without really seeing it. "For example, what burns me doesn't bother you. My senses are heightened far beyond what yours could ever be," she continued. "We are different breeds of being." That was something her sire used to tell her all the time when she'd been newly turned. Over the years she'd come to find that she believed it.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-05-15 08:29 pm UTC (link)
He listened as she explained it, not quite sure if he felt that still made them all that different. There were differences, sure, but for the most part they had all of the same physical traits, bodily structures that were identical, and no doubt the blood in both of their bodies shared just about every single last characteristic with each other, save a few alternations that separated them. She was a human before she was vampire. It wasn’t like she wasn’t related to humans anymore at all and that was that.

“It’s not that complicated,” Zach replied. “We’re still a lot alike. You were human first. It’s not like you’ve lost all of that. You’ve just gained new things.” He followed her gaze over the pool, not sure what to say to her next. “We’re different,” he said simply, “but we’re still the same, too.”

Zach stared at the pool for a moment. Then, he got up and stepped towards the edge, sitting down on the rim of the pool. He took off his shoes and socks and set them aside, rolling up his pants. He turned around to look at Katrina, motioning to her with his hand for her to come over and sit by him. He focused his eyes forward again on the waters and the little lights underneath the surface, submerging his legs in the water.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-07-06 02:42 am UTC (link)
Katrina wasn't sure how to respond to his way of thinking - how she wasn't so different. Shane had always acted as though vampires were somehow better than their human being counterparts, because of what their abilities. She couldn't really connect with this idea, because she could never think of herself as better than her younger sister, who was, and would hopefully always remain, human.

She didn't know what she could say to this, because it was such a new idea in her mind, so she simply stayed quiet, staring out across the water.

When Zach suddenly stood, she was confused - he wasn't leaving now, was he? Had she said something to upset him in some way? She relaxed when he sat back down at the pool's edge, and she slowly rose to join him. She left her shoes and pants on, and instead crossed her arms across her chest as she sat down next to him. She didn't explain, and she didn't think he'd like to see the scars there from years before.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-07-07 05:25 pm UTC (link)
Zach smirked softly to himself when he saw the motion of her arms crossing. It made the idea that suddenly cropped up into his mind much easier to pull off with her arms out of the way. She wouldn’t have time to unwrap them to stop his plan.

He slowly kicked his feet back and forth in the water. “My mother taught me how to swim,” he said. “I was really young when she started trying to get me to learn, so I can’t really remember how old I was. Pools are easier to swim in because they’re still. Rivers are kinda hard. Lakes . . . well, you have to worry about what else might be living in the water sometimes . . . ” Zach turned to her and gave her a mischievous smile.

Katrina didn’t look like she just had fun. Not drinking fun or smoking fun or whatever, but the simple kind of fun that required nothing more than a zany idea out of nowhere.

Zach bit onto his lip. After a moment’s contemplation, he reached out quickly, wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her towards him before the other arm locked on her side as well — and dove into the pool, bringing her with him. Water splashed up all around them, submerging them on all sides and utterly soaking them. Floating along in the pool, Zach made sure that her head never went below the water. He didn’t want to scare her somehow by accident at the sudden course of action he decided to take. His arm was secure tightly around her waist and his other hand held onto her side as well, both of them holding her up in the water but also mashing their bodies close together. She was lighter in the water, so it was easy for him to do and their weight didn’t make a difference.

Sure, he figured she’d be the false kind of mad for pulling her in, but there was nothing mean or cruel in his gesture. He wasn’t sure what kind of swimming experience Katrina had, so he wasn’t stupid enough to pull her into the water without helping her. She could easily pull away if she didn’t need it.

He grinned at her, the ends of his hair soaking and dripping with water as they floated. “I told you you would come swimming with me,” Zach said cheekily.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-07-08 08:59 pm UTC (link)
As Zach talked about swimming, and his mother, Katrina felt another twinge of jealousy - her own mother had rarely ever had time for her, and might have cared but never really showed it. And after the woman committed suicide, Katrina didn't bother her thoughts with her anymore - she was dead and gone, and even if there was an afterlife, it would be a long time before Katrina got there to see her again. It was better to give your thoughts to the people who were still with you, which was why she had given her sister so much, both before and after their parents' deaths.

There was truth in that - Katrina didn't do things to have fun. Drinking, smoking, she did those because it was expected of her, and she expeted to have fun doing it, but there was only a slight amount of true pleasure in it. And shooting up wasn't about fun... it was about getting away from the world, it was about feeling something she couldn't otherwise. It was about being untouchable. And it was something she didn't share with people - after all, look at the disaster it had caused for her friendship with Kat.

Suddenly, he invaded her senses - smell, hearing and touch. She had barely registered that he'd grabbed her before she suddenly felt her body moving sideways and into the pool. She got soaked, and Zach was still cradling her, she could smell his deodorant and whatever else, she could hear his heatbeat beneath his chest and she could feel the heat of his skin, so contrasting to the chill of her own. For a few moments she was overloaded with it, because she'd never had this much contact with a human body before.

When she recovered her senses, Katrina tossed her hair out of her face and put on her best glare. "That was uncalled for," she stated haughtily, but she couldn't help the small, good natured smirk on her face. She didn't smile often, and it didn't come naturally - not to mention it would have been quite out of character for her. She felt around with her legs, making sure there was a floor before putting her legs on the water and standing upright. She looked him, with his hair hanging into his eyes and she wondered what it would be like to kiss him. She repressed that thought quickly, not wanting to know why it had come into her head, before splashing him with a small bit of water with her hand.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-07-09 02:11 am UTC (link)
It didn’t cross his mind that smiling might be out of character for Katrina. At this point, his knowledge of Katrina was the small amount he had seen, and she had smiled both times she was around him. Besides, she was beautiful when she smiled. He found enjoyment in her company, and even though she had bitten him and drank from him, he wasn’t afraid of her anymore. Zach discovered from their meeting tonight that he liked spending time with her.

If anyone else told him that he was crazy for this or spoke ill of Katrina, it would probably drive a wedge between him and the person who said it. Though he would play nice in public, he begrudged Lucille’s joke at Katrina’s expense. Katrina could take care of herself — that much was evident. It wasn’t a big deal overall, but Zach still didn’t appreciate the other girl’s words or her attitude against Katrina.

“Uncalled for things are the best things,” he said with the grin still on his face. A moment later, she splashed water at him. He laughed, turning away from it. They were at the shallow end of the pool. Zach noticed her feet were on the floor, so he released her from his arms. He whirled around in the water, his back to her now, and patted his shoulder with a hand. “Hold on,” Zach told her, “we’re going to the deep end.”

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-07-10 11:39 am UTC (link)
Zach intrigued Katrina - he was like no other guy she'd ever known. He was kind and gentle, things she really wasn't accustomed to, but she would have liked to know better. Her life so far had been filled with distant, cold men who treated her with an almost indifferent manner. She had a tendency to push people away before really knowing them, and so she was unused to kindness, in both giving and receiving. But thanks to Zach, she discovered that she liked it.

Ah, Lucille. If Katrina really gave a flying fuck what other people thought, she would have fought Lucille long ago. As it was, what others said or thought of her made no difference to her, and those who she knew and cared about - few though they might have been- knew her and didn't need the lies of others to tell them what to think.

"No, that's quite alright," Katrina answered, crossing her arms firmly over her chest. "I'll stay here, thank you very much." She didn't know how to swim, and standing here, where the water barely reached her hips, suited her nicely. She was not going to move any deeper, no thank you. She raised her eyebrow at Zach and gave him a look that clearly said, If you think I'm going to follow you, you're insane.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-07-10 03:11 pm UTC (link)
Cold and indifferent sounded a lot like Zach’s brother. While once a lot alike, Jared had slowly morphed into a person that Zach came to hate when he was still young and easily bruised. That hate was replaced with a cool, standoffish apathy over the years, which was mutual. Not much more than a nod or a ‘hey’ passed between them anymore. Sometimes they managed conversation, but it lacked any tone of actual concern.

Jared’s treatment of him could have made him one of two things: just like Jared, or just the opposite. Luckily, Zach had turned out better than his brother. His ostracization from other people and a normal life made him more sensitive to the afflictions of others. He wasn’t bitter because of his own. After all, his life wasn’t so bad. It was just kind of lonely.

Zach turned around again, tilting his head in a petulant manner. “Oh, c’mon,” he said to Katrina. “You don’t have to actually swim. Just hold onto my shoulders, and I’ll do the swimming.” Since his feet weren’t touching the bottom, he was still floating in shoulder-deep water at the spot where they had originally fallen. The look on his face was best described at this moment as that of a pleading puppy, which wasn’t hard given how his soft features and dark eyes naturally accommodated such a look. Zach used his best begging voice that he could muster. “ . . . Please?”

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-07-13 07:01 pm UTC (link)
Ah, family. Not that Katrina had ever really thought of herself as having a family - mostly it was just her and her sister. Katrina had been fifteen when their parents died, her sister only nine, and even more that there wasn't much interaction - neither of her parents had ever been home much, and when they were, they didn't want to be bothered with a nuisance like children. So Katrina had cared for Isabelle as best she could, though the last few years she'd kept her distance so as not to scare the younger girl with her changes. It was easier since she was here at school, with her sister back home in L.A.

The pleading puppy look didn't work for Katrina - not that anyone had ever tried it on her before. "Lemme think..." she pretended to ponder for a moment. "No." Her feet were firmly planted and she wasn't planning on moving them unless it was to get out of the pool. Though she had to admit, he was pretty cute when he did that.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-07-14 02:09 pm UTC (link)
Disappointment hit him at her next words, and it probably showed on his face. His chest deflated some, the water coming up to his chin. Zach could pull her into the pool unawares, but there was no way he could drag her to the deep end now that she stood in the shallowest part of the pool. Not that he would if she really didn’t want to go. He had been hoping, but it didn’t seem like that was an actual option. “Okay,” he said, crestfallen. It wasn’t any fun if he just swam. The point was to have fun with Katrina.

Drifting out further into the water by himself, he laid his head back and stretched out his arms, the water tickling the inside of his ears. If Alicia was here, they’d make a whirlpool or some such, though it was easier to do that in a round pool. This one was square. And really big. It was quiet on the surface, so Zach slowly took in a silent breath and vanished beneath the surface of the water.

Moments passed, but the surface remained still. Zach’s form wasn’t swimming around in the blue waters either; it lingered motionless where it had fallen. Time ticked away slowly, and there was still no sign of him.

By the time two minutes had passed, the pool room was still quiet and Zach hadn’t come up.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-07-22 02:09 pm UTC (link)
At the look of utter disappointment on his face, Katrina felt a little bad for refusing him so plainly. But that didn't change the fact that she didn't want to admit or show a weakness or unability, no matter who it was to. She gave a half shrug and muttered, "Sorry."

She watched as he moved with a kind of grace in the water - like he knew exactly what he was doing and no harm would come to him. She was strongly reminded of Kat, who walked through water like a second skin, though this was fitting seeing as her best friend was a water mage.

Katrina pushed the thoughts of Kat from her mind - they brought up memories and thoughts she didn't want to examine at the moment. Instead she looked around for Zach- only he wasn't there. She glanced around to be sure he hadn't gotten out, and then saw a dark shape under the water a little ways away from her. "Zach," she called out, even though she didn't think he could hear her. She waited, and waited and actually started to worry when he didn't resurface. Katrina didn't know how to swim, and if Zach wasn't joking around, she would have no idea how to help him out. "Zach, that's not funny!"

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-07-22 02:51 pm UTC (link)
Zach wouldn’t have thought, even for a second, that there was anything wrong with not knowing something. He didn’t exploit people’s weaknesses, or poke fun at them out of cruelty. It’s not like he would’ve mentioned it to anyone either. Honestly, he was afraid to even mention Katrina to anyone. How did she perceive him, anyway? Embarrassment wouldn’t have covered it if he said happily that he knew her, and she acted like he didn’t exist. So, he kept his mouth shut. Unawareness of how she would react in front of others held him back.

Disappearing beneath the water, he chose to test how long he could hold his breath once more. After the excursion earlier today with Meredith and Adrienne, Zach wasn’t happy with how soon he had burst to the surface. There was no nervousness now, though, no danger of being caught, so maybe he’d be able to last longer.

His head was ringing by the beginning of the second minute, so he didn’t hear Katrina’s voice echoing from above the water. The jets in the pool didn’t help. Zach wondered why she wouldn’t come into the water. Refusal just for refusal? Water was only water, and she was a vampire. It wasn’t like it could hurt her. He, on the other hand, had more of a danger being in the water like this.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-08-22 12:57 pm UTC (link)
Katrina came from a world where there was never a time to show weakness, because it could mean the difference between life and death. She couldn't afford the risks that weaknesses brought in her life at the time, and she'd not yet lost that instinict. She was still guarded and secretive, she didn't really know how to let people in. As for the whole him knowing her thing, he would be better to worry about his own reputation - Katrina was not a popular person around this place, and mentioning her as a friend might damage his chances.

She really started to worry when he didn't repear after two minutes. Tentatively, she took a few steps toward the deeper water. She ran her hands through the water to see if she could feel anything, and came up empty. "Zach!" she called out again. "This is really not fucking funny," she muttered under her breath.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-08-22 04:27 pm UTC (link)
His own reputation. Well, that wasn't something he concerned himself with in the end. At this point, what was the big deal of a friend who drank and smoked and knew how to bartend? Yeah, he couldn't see the big deal. It seemed clear there were people who didn't like Katrina, but he didn't really care for them either and didn't plan on it.

Zach was still underwater when she began to move forward beneath it. His eyes were facing her direction, so he saw the movement of her legs taking steps. Tilting his head underneath the surface, he wondered what she was doing. Was she actually coming out into the water? Maybe it was one of those things where she had to come up with the idea, not him, for her to go along with it.

His chest was beginning to hurt, though. He couldn't hold his breath much longer. Zach moved a little closer under the water towards Katrina. When he burst to the surface, that would give her a fun shock.

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[info]bloodlusting
2008-09-08 07:47 am UTC (link)
He hadn't been around long enough to know what he was getting himself into by being friends with her. In fact, she was still kind of amazed that he still wanted to hang around with her - normally new kids avoided her like the plague, getting brainwashed into thinking she was the most crazy, possibly evil bitch on the planet and not to be trusted. Normally, this didn't bother her, but if for some reason that happened with Zach... she might earn that reputation.

The water creeping higher was not comforting for Katrina, not at all. She saw Zach move, which was definitely a good thing because it meant he was alive, and she wouldn't have to do anything crazy like go completely under the water. She didn't like that idea at all, and was very glad that nothing had happened to him.

"Zach?" she said again, although quieter and more tentatively this time, since he was closer. She still wasn't sure if he could hear her, but it had been worth a try. She watched him under the water, wondering when on earth he would resurface.

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[info]coalintodiamond
2008-09-12 05:19 pm UTC (link)
Zach burst to the surface close to where Katrina stood, probably scaring her temporarily at his sudden emergence. He had to gulp in breaths of air the moment he came up. Two minutes and thirty-seven seconds. It was a new record for him. Of course, his face was probably not the best of colors at the moment. He couldn’t act immediately, but after the first two gulps of breath, there was a large grin on his face. She wasn’t so far into the shallow end that he couldn’t bring her out now.

Taking her by the waist and arm as quickly as he could, he pulled her into the deeper end of the pool. “C’mon,” he said, even though he was completely leading the way. The floor of the pool was a few feet beneath both of them out here. There was no standing, just floating or swimming in this level of water. “We’re already wet. You might as well swim.” It was true, too. Their clothes were soaked through, and they still had to head back to their rooms tonight.

Once more, he didn’t let go of his hold on her. She wasn’t so enthusiastic about the water to begin with, so he began to wonder now. Maybe she didn’t know how to swim. “Do you know how to swim?” he asked casually, the doubts he had coming forth. “’Cause I can show you. It’s not that hard. Here, lemme show you . . . ”

They shouldn’t spend all night out here, but Zach was interesting in doing one more thing before going to bed tonight. It might as well be this. Give her a few lessons and pointers because she really didn’t look like she knew what she was doing, and that was fine. She could pick it up easily with just a little help.

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