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Sascha Connolly, Ph.D. ([info]bohemiarhapsody) wrote in [info]nosuchtimes,
@ 2009-01-28 20:14:00

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Entry tags:dione castel, sascha connolly

Sascha and Dione
Who: Sascha and Dione
When: Wednesday, November 21, 2007- Late Morning
Where: The Wine Bar
What: Sometimes music is the best therapy

Sascha could feel the strings vibrating beneath his calloused fingertips as he strummed at his guitar. He wasn't familiar with musical notation or any of the more technical aspects of playing; if asked to read a sheet of music or take melodic dictation, he'd likely end up staring blankly into space or doodling randomly on the page. No, he was mainly self-taught, so everything he knew, he'd learned through trial and error. He was surprisingly skilled if you took that fact into account, and he'd picked up on an astonishing number of musical pieces simply playing by ear.

It was unusual for Sascha to be in the Wine Bar at this time of day- actually, it was rare for him to ever be in the Wine Bar given the fact that he didn't really drink alcohol anymore- but his library shift wasn't slated to begin until later in the afternoon, so he had time to spare. He'd gotten it on good authority that Dione liked to spend her time playing here most days, and he'd been in a bit of a mood for the last few weeks. There was always something about this time of year, right around Thanksgiving, when the melancholy really started to sink in; it was bad enough having to manage the cycles of grief that washed over him every September around the anniversary of his family's death, but holidays were always difficult. He wasn't even really in mourning anymore, but there was still that vague, lingering ache that just refused to go away.

Sascha usually found his solace in writing, or reading, or- sometimes- in music. He'd been hoping to convince Dione to play something for him, or maybe with him, because he'd heard she had some real skill on the piano, and he'd strapped his little wooden six-string on his back when he'd set off for town that morning just in case. Most of the working stiffs were still busy puttering away at their respective jobs at this hour, and it was too early in the day for the usual bar crowd to convene, so the place was basically empty. Great acoustics that way, really.

And Dione still hadn't shown up. Sweeney had already made herself comfortable on the floor beside the piano bench where Sascha was waiting, and as he continued to pluck aimlessly, it occurred to him that she might not come at all. The thought was a little disheartening, and in order to distract himself, he began to turn over a familiar tune in his mind. The notes in his head somehow translated to his fingers, and soon he was playing a nearly flawless rendition. Sascha had never been one to sing in public- he lacked confidence in his voice, although he was actually pretty decent- but there was literally no one there and...well, what did he have to lose?

He started at the beginning again, and as he played out the notes, he began to lightly sing along. The song resonated with him enough that by the last verse he was strumming almost desperately, eyes shut tight as he belted out the words.



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[info]audiomorbid
2009-01-28 09:43 pm UTC (link)
Dione made a habit of coming to the Wine Bar. It was her home away from home. Which was something to say considering that Dione did not drink at all beyond a single glass of wine now and again. Drunkedness could cause a sort of blindness, she didn't see the need to compound her already significant problems by adding alcohol onto it.

If she had known that Sascha was waiting for her, Dione might have been a little faster about moving along to the Wine Bar, but she had taken her time and actually entered the bar with a cup of coffee from the cafe. That was what had taken the extra time. She didn't often go into the cafe and the poor person trying to help her had such a hard time with the fact that first, her English was bad with people she didn't know, and second, she couldn't see what she was pointing to on th menu. Ten minutes to get a simple cup of coffee. Really, if the woman would have just taken the time to listen to the fact that Dione couldn't read the menu not because she couldn't understand the written word but because she couldn't see the written word, things would have gone much quicker.

Despite the inconvenience, Dione was still in a good mood when she got to the door of the bar. She hadn't been expecting to hear someone singing, but there was someone singing. Someone whose voice she recognized. That made her smile.

"Bonjour, Mr. Connolly," she greeted him as she moved to the piano, coffee cup in one hand and cane in the other. "Love remains the same." Though she rarely put anything on the piano itself, she set her coffee cup down on top of the piano.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-01-28 10:11 pm UTC (link)
It really was a shame Dione couldn't see, because by this point the bridge of Sascha's nose had turned an interesting shade of red, a rare sight in itself. Shit, he'd been caught. He must have gotten so caught up in the emotion of the song that he'd completely tuned out the rest of the world...dangerous business that, especially for someone who normally wouldn't be caught dead singing.

Dione didn't seem to mind his little faux pas, and he hesitated a few moments before he answered so that his embarrassment wouldn't trickle out through his voice. "Bonjour, Miss Dione. You're just the woman I've been waiting to see." Wait, was that actually a smile on her face? Ah, now that was more like it. Confidence restored by that particular observation, Sascha made a point of sliding to the far end of the bench, leaving just enough room for Dione to sit beside him...close beside him.

"Looks like we've got matching walking sticks now.” He retrieved his swordcane from its position propped up against the keys, laying it out of the way and smiling as he patted her hand.. “Don't be shy, pop a squat. There's plenty of room."

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-01-28 10:52 pm UTC (link)
No, she couldn't see his shade of embarrassment on his face, which was just as well as she would have probably turned a very similar shade for making him embarrassed in the first place.

"Waiting to see," she questioned as she leaned her cane against the piano and used her hands to find the bench. "May I ask why?" The woman settled on the bench next to him, obviously not bothered by his nearness. Granted, she was used to people being close enough to touch her almost all the time, so why sharing a piano bench with someone would bother her was questionable.

Her hands had healed significantly since earlier in the month so the bandages were no longer required, so though she was technically holding a conversation, she started out playing a scale on the keys. Apparently, his presence was going to keep her from practicing. She was surprised to hear that he was using a cane. They used them in different ways but the same basic need which was to get around. "You were hurt?" She hadn't really spent any time with him, so she hadn't heard his great war story of taking on the harpies to save the life of his precious Sweeney.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-01-29 01:11 am UTC (link)
His great war story, ha! That thought would definitely have had Sascha slapping his leg in hilarity, if his leg weren't the problem to begin with. In all honesty, he'd rather just forget the whole day had ever happened. Killing that creature in such a brutal fashion, even in self-defense, had brought him no joy; all he'd gotten out of the experience was a slightly bum leg and a strange, newly discovered urge to hurl whenever he saw turkey flesh. Oh well, no great loss there.

"Mm, harpies," was his simple reply, followed closely with, "Caught me by surprise and tried to kill my dog." He gripped the top portion of his cane and slowly pulled it apart from the lower half, the sharp metal of the concealed blade within rasping audibly against the sheath as it was withdrawn. "But that shouldn't happen again, hopefully. Sweeney, say hello to Miss Dione." The mutt stretched languidly and rose to her feet as Sascha slid the blade back into place. She moved to sniff tentatively at Dione's lap but Sascha shooed her away, so she settled for resting her jaw on the woman's thigh and looking up at her, tail wagging, as she waited for the inevitable attention.

Sascha watched Dione's hands move easily across the keys for a few moments before backtracking a bit in the conversation. "I remember you mentioning that you'd played with the Atlanta Symphony, isn't that right? I was hoping you wouldn't mind having a little jam session with me, or at least letting me hear you play." He shifted the guitar on his lap and and looked just over his shoulder at her, since they were sitting on the bench facing opposite directions. "Music always takes a load off my mind."

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-01-29 08:50 am UTC (link)
Dione had her own story to tell of the harpies that went along with the quite straight scar slowly fading on the right side of her face. Her hands showed little damage left from the glass, but the scar was taking its time in going away. Dione herself tended to forget about it until someone brought it up again. She washed her face in the morning, ran her fingers along it, and then proceeded to simply ignore the thing. It wasn't as if getting upset about it every day was going to change anything. So she didn't get upset about it. Pragmatism at its finest.

Moving metal got her attention, if only in the form of a tilted head and raised eyebrows. Dione didn't even consider the idea of arming herself since it was quite likely she could hurt herself as much as she did anyone else. One misplaced swing and there goes a finger, or a hand, or god forbid something else important.

Dione had almost forgotten about pets entirely. She and Dex had never been allowed to have one and when the world ended, she was more worried about herself than any other animal on the planet. She probably could have picked up a dog and it might even have been useful to her. It just hadn't been something she was worried about. But all animals had that way of making themselves known and Sweeney putting her head in Dione's lap certainly made herself known. That made the woman stop and do what most people did when faced with an animal: she petted the dog. "Good morning," it wasn't terribly peculiar to think that Dione would speak to an animal. To most people, it seemed she talked to walls, empty chairs, and open spaces, so why not to a dog?

Those who thought that didn't know that Dex was there with her holding a conversation or didn't believe. Either way, they just couldn't fathom that she wasn't very much alone.

"I did play for the Symphony. I play here almost every day now. It makes sense for me." It was one of the few things that consistently made sense. Not to mention helping her keep away from the world is out to get me theory that made her want to curl into a ball and hide like her brother all too often seemed to suggest was good for the both of them. "Was there something in particular you wanted to hear? I know the song you were playing earlier."

Playing with other people was fairly normal. Pianist got to be soloists often, but playing alongside someone else was also a familiar occurrence.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-01-29 11:33 am UTC (link)
Sascha had noticed the faint line of scarring across Dione's cheek but had refrained from mentioning it as they'd greeted one another. Now that he was seated just beside her and had a totally unobstructed view of that side of her face, the angry-looking welt was a little harder to ignore. He released the neck of his guitar and reached over to trace the end of the scar right at her cheekbone with some curiosity. "Did they get you, too, or is this from something else?"

During their first encounter, he'd made the mistake of touching her in an overly familiar fashion and had been rewarded with her near un-ending blush. She seemed much more relaxed this time around- she hadn't even stuttered once so far, and their whole conversation had been in English!- although Sascha dropped his hand away from her face anyway. No need to push his luck. That particular reminiscence brought another thought to mind, and he blinked at Dione as she stroked Sweeney's head obligingly.

"I didn't even think to ask, but is Dexter here right now? I forgot to say hello." The phantom hadn't been too thrilled the last time Sascha had initiated contact with his sister, and now he'd gone and done it again without even thinking. Sascha really hoped Dexter didn't have the ability to assume some kind of corporeal form, because he was pretty sure if that were the case, he'd be getting his ass handed to him very soon. "Doesn't think much of me, does he? I hope he got along better with Irei."

Then the conversation turned back to music, and Sascha could feel some of the heat return to his face when she remarked on the song he'd been playing. Ah fuck, would he have to sing again, too? Not that he felt Dione would tease him about his singing, or that there was even much to tease about, but...just the thought of opening his mouth and spitting out the lyrics while she was sitting thisclose to him was...intimidating. Damnitall, why was this so embarrassing for him? Realizing he'd lapsed into silence during his mental bout of tug-o'-war, he shook his head and distracted himself with one of the tuning knobs.

"Nothing in particular, no...unless you'd like to give that other song a shot. I really play by ear, so I could probably follow whatever you throw out." Maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all...and honestly, he'd be much more willing to tackle the vocals again as long as she sang with him.

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-01-29 12:40 pm UTC (link)
"They did," it was going to continue to be one of the most harrowing experiences of her life. At the time, one could say that she handled it fairly well. She'd panicked, as was to be expected, but that panic didn't keep her from doing what was necessary to try and save her own life. Dione did, desperately, want to survive in most cases. She wished that Dexter wasn't dead, not that she join him in being that way. Though there was the possibility that once she did die, they would both finally have peace. The truth of that was debatable as Dexter had died a tragic and violent death. Dione's was not yet written so would she become a ghost or would she simply pass on? And if she did, would Dexter be released or was he doomed forever to be trapped in that inbetween space until someone forcibly pushed him out of it? Not exactly the kind of thinking that led to happy thoughts. "That's the worst of it." Actually, that was all of it. What had happened to her hands had come from a shattering window, not a harpy.

Bringing up her brother just made her roll her eyes a little in that indulgent way that siblings sometimes have. "He'll be along later, or so he says. Ghosts don't sleep, but apparently, he's decided that now is too early to leave home." At least he had started to move past trying to keep her there all the time. More often now, he came and sat with her without talking to her because of the odd looks that the conversations still got from the uninitiated. It was sometimes funny to repeat some of the things that he said outloud, but only because the things that he said often had to do with things he saw and she couldn't see. Just one of those little strange things they would do. Siblings being what they were.

Music was never much of a problem for her, but rather like him, she didn't sing unless she was comfortable. It probably took less to make her comfortable if she was playing along, but still, unless she was comfortable with the situation she couldn't sing. Still, the bar was empty for the moment, those who would normally come to drink their breakfasts having found other things to do apparently. "I'll play something for you that I haven't in a while."

Strange that thinking of her brother would bring an old song to mind. A song that wasn't really appropriate if you thought about it, but she didn't see it that way. Dione didn't really wait for him to tell her that it was okay. It was one of those if you wait, you will lose your nerve. So she played. And just because it was only fair, she sang as well. Strange that she would know absolutely all the words to this particular song.

OOC: I couldn't pass up the video. I am so sorry.

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OOC: *dies laughing at video* You did that on purpose!!!
[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-01-29 04:10 pm UTC (link)
It did seem like an odd choice of song, and it was one Sascha wasn't terribly familiar with, either. Rather than try to follow along on the guitar, he merely closed his eyes and listened; as far as he was concerned, this was Dione's moment in the spotlight. Wasn't that why he'd come here?

In a way, things were much clearer once you removed the burden of sight. The notes sounded much sharper, and from such close proximity, Sascha could even make out the faint plink!ing sound as Dione's fingers struck the keys. And then there was her voice...he wasn't even sure how he'd have begun describing it. It was a good voice, strong and warm and tinged with just a hint of throatiness that told him she probably wasn't one for singing on a regular basis. She didn't sing through her nose, so thankfully it lacked that grinding nasal quality he had trouble tolerating. All in all it was just a lovely sound.

At some point, Sascha lost track of the lyrics and heard only the rich melody of her voice combined with the notes from the piano. His hand had settled over the back of Sweeney's neck- she'd moved away from Dione once the woman had begun to play- and he listened to the intoxicating music a few moments longer before projecting a very contented-sounding Beautiful into the pianists's mind.

He opened his eyes in time to see her play the last few resounding bars of the song, and once the final note had died away into the empty air of the Wine Bar, he gently nudged her shoulder with his own; they were practically wedged up right beside each other on the bench, anyway. "...well, I'm impressed."

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OOC: Maybe I did.
[info]audiomorbid
2009-01-29 05:24 pm UTC (link)
Dione's singing voice didn't see much use. Her abilities as far as playing went was extraordinary. Singing only just beyond adequete. The kind of voice that didn't make you squeal in pain, but also didn't make you swoon with joy. Hit the right notes in the right order kind of singing.

As much as her training was classical, Dione knew a number of songs that people wouldn't expect her to know. Like a lot of r&b and even rock and roll. Metallica was actually a personal favorite of hers as far as bands went.

The compliment made her slow just a little, mostly because hearing something in her mind was still a very new feeling, though since the song was already over, it just seemed that she was just allowing things to fade. "Much appreciated," not entirely unexpected, but appreciated just the same. Her instrumental skills could have easily saved a poor voice, but she didn't have a terribly bad voice. "Shall we pick a different song? I do believe it is your turn to lead, Mr. Connolly."

So very formal seeming, but Dione was in a good mood, something that few people seemed to get to see. It only worked with people when she was comfortable. She was comfortable enough with Sascha to smile and be somewhat personable.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-01-30 04:15 am UTC (link)
Sascha was tickled by the fact that Dione kept addressing him in such a formal manner, and he took the liberty of lightly slapping her thigh in scolding. "It's actually Dr. Connolly, but I'd rather you just call me Sascha. And...hold on, let me think of a song."

He drummed his fingers against the body of his guitar for several moments before an idea came to mind, but he wasn't sure if Dione would be familiar with his song of choice. "You know the band LIVE?" Hm, even if she did, chances were she probably didn't know this particular song since it was a little more obscure than most of their singles. "Here, let me just..." Sascha adjusted the tuning knobs a bit before beginning to strum, demonstrating the song for his companion.

"You should probably carry the melody since it sounds a lot more dramatic on the piano. The original acoustic version, anyway." Yes, it was about damn time they played a song together, even if Dione didn't necessarily know it beforehand. For someone as skilled as she was, it should be fairly simple to play off the cuff; he'd be right there with his guitar if she got lost. Plus- and oh, he hoped he wouldn't regret this- he was even willing to sing again, since he'd also grown to feel strangely comfortable in her presence.

He played out a few chords to illustrate the piano triads at the beginning of the piece, making sure they were on the same page before smiling and giving her the go ahead. This song began with a sweeping piano intro, and Sascha waited for the proper measure to bring in the harmony on his guitar as he opened his mouth to sing. His voice was a little shaky at first from sheer nerves, but by the end of the verse he'd managed to suppress his rising anxiety and just sing. And it felt...surprisingly good. Damn, why hadn't he done this before?

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-01-30 09:29 am UTC (link)
The sudden touch might have spooked her if she hadn't been so close to him, but once she was close to someone, she sort of expected that they would touch her without warning at times. Just as well since that would have probably made her jump otherwise. "Sascha," Dione used first names if that was what she was offered, but she rarely made the switch on her own. It just seemed better to keep that somewhat polite distance that came from addressing a person by title. It kept her from feeling like she was being too forward unnecessarily. Besides, she was never quite sure exactly what kind of person she was dealing with. Some preferred to be called by their title. Apparently he did not.

Live was not a band that she was even remotely familiar with, though she had heard Dolphin's Cry on more than one occasion. He was right though, she could pick up and play the melody without a problem. One of the great things about melodies is they tend to stay essentially the same throughout the song. Listening, she picked up the notes he was playing, identifying them by sound even if guitar was not an instrument that she even knew how to play. Score one for excellent hearing and not being tone deaf.

Once they started to play, Dione played confidently. That was one thing her teacher had always stressed. Your audience might know the music, they might not. But they won't know you made a mistake unless you fumble and let them know. Just keep playing whatever happens. If only she could apply that thinking to the rest of her life. It might have made her less nervous.

To Dione's ear, it seemed that Sascha sang often. That may or may not have been true, but he seemed confident in it, a step past where she was as far as being able to do so in public. It was good to play with someone else again. So far most of the people who had offered played well, which was a plus. Though she was also willing to teach those who didn't know how. It gave her something to fill her often empty hours.

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OOC: Oops...wrong icon. XD
[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-01 04:09 am UTC (link)
Now this was what he'd come here for today. Dione's playing was superb- every bit as good as he'd heard and then some- and the atmosphere around them was relaxed enough that he didn't feel rushed or self-conscious about his vocal efforts. It had been a long time since Sascha'd had the chance to just play something for the hell of it alongside a truly talented musician, and he was glad he'd decided to stop in. And anyway, the music itself was a more personal way of communicating than any regular conversation could ever be; it showed they understood each other on some different kind of level.

Sascha lowered his guitar as Dione played a few extra bars, eyeing the cup of coffee she'd left sitting on top of the piano. He could really go for a bit of java at the moment, and rather than politely interrupt her playing to ask permission, he decided to take the stealth approach and just go for it. Arching his back a bit to avoid hitting the keys, he gingerly reached past her and snagged the cup, careful not to brush against her or make any noise to give himself away. He hoped she was distracted enough not to realize what he was doing.

The first sip packed an unexpected punch, and he blinked rapidly as he tried to cool off his tongue; the liquid wasn't quite scalding, but it was still plenty hot. Sascha had only wanted enough to give him a bit of a caffeine jolt, so after a few more sips he tried working in reverse to return the cup to its previous spot. Unfortunately, he wasn't quite agile enough this time around and ended up losing his balance as he leaned back, falling against the keys with a dischordant FWACLANG!.

The sound was enough to momentarily startle him and his hand holding the cup jerked reflexively, spilling some of the contents of the cup on his leg. In a matter of seconds his guitar was on the floor and he was dancing around rather ungracefully beside the piano bench, holding the stained denim material away from his skin and fanning the area with his other hand.

"Shit shit shit, ow," he hissed as he scuttled over to the bar and sheepishly asked the barkeep for some towels to clean up the mess. He rubbed the back of his head in an embarrassed gesture as he approached Dione even though she couldn't see it, and he went about sopping up the rest of the spilled coffee from the floor before sliding back onto the bench beside her again.

"Er...sorry about that. Guess I had a klutz attack." He wiped the flecks of dark liquid from the front of his guitar and looked at Dione, a hopeful note in his voice. "Play another song? It looks like I owe you a cup of coffee." Dear god, he was glad she hadn't actually seen all of that; at least now he only sounded like a clumsy, thieving moron.

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OOC: Now I wanna know what icon you used first.
[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-01 03:41 pm UTC (link)
Dione actually heard him move the cup in the first place, probably because the movement of anything across the top of something made a slight scraping sound, even if it was something as brief as an object being picked up. She hadn't forgotten about the coffee, but simply had ben more interested in playing than she was in the coffee. Not really that hard to believe. After all, she seemed to consistently forget about eating in favor of playing the piano. It was just a part of her life.

So she knew he was doing something, not quite exactly what, but it was something. If she were worried about it, she might have paid more attention to it. Except that she wasn't worried about it, this was Sascha after all and she did trust him at least far enough not to worry about him doing something too terrible.

Then things all happened quickly. The keys went clang to which her immediate reaction was to pull her hands back into her lap. It wasn't her, was it? No, that wasn't her. That was him. The chorus of shit, shit, shit said that quite clearly. She turned her head in his direction and tilted it in question before raising an eyebrow at his explanation. Really, what had he done?

"You spilled my coffee on yourself," a matter-of-fact statement coming from a woman who couldn't see a thing. He had essentially admitted as much. "It was probably getting cold anyway." Quite true possibly. Then she moved on as if nothing had happened to try and figure out what song she wanted to play now. "Perhaps something more classic. Do you know Fever?"

An absolutely beautiful song and since he'd just spilled hot coffee on himself, it seemed appropriate.

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OOC: Heh...let's just say, it was for a less "appropriate" kind of thread. ^_~
[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-09 08:20 pm UTC (link)
Sascha exhaled a little in relief as Dione let the incident slide- not that he'd done anything too unforgivable, of course, but he wasn't usually prone to fits of clumsiness, so it was an awkward kind of moment for him. Well, alright, at least not around other people, anyway. Fortunately, his companion hadn't been able to literally bear witness to his fumble or he'd probably be a little tongue-tied. So much for being smooth.

Dione had already moved on in the conversation, and Sascha blinked as he tried to process the words she'd just said; sometimes his internal monologue tended to block out the words that were being spoken aloud. "Fever....as in Little Willie John, Peggy Lee Fever?" It didn't really get much more classic than that, assuming he had the right song in mind, and he assumed he did. He picked at a few strings experimentally, testing the melody for Dione to make sure they were on the same page.

A thought suddenly occurred to Sascha then, and he paused in his strumming. This song...hadn't this been the song he'd danced to that one night at the cafe? Yes, he was fairly sure it had been this song...and his dance partner had been that pretty blonde fae, the one who'd been...murdered. That was certainly a sobering thought. He hadn't ever seen the girl after that night, aside from catching a brief glimpse of her figure ablaze on top of the funeral pyre. Talk about that irony. Fever, indeed.

Realizing he sounded a little too morbid even for his own mind, Sascha shook away the train of thought and glanced over at Dione as he waited for her cue. "Y'know, I don't think I've ever seen you smile so much, Miss Dione. Or at least look so...satisfied. Making music really seems to be in your soul, doesn't it?" It was true, too- not that he'd seen her very often, period, but she definitely hadn't smiled this much in the collective few times they'd met. Might as well enjoy it while it lasted. Sascha smiled, too, and held his guitar at the ready. "After you, m'lady."

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OOC: Oh!
[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-10 11:38 am UTC (link)
"Peggy Lee," that was the version that she knew. It was just a personal favorite. Another one that she enjoyed a lot was I put a spell on you. She even knew the version of that which came from the movie Hocus Pocus. That said a lot, her learning multiple versions of a song when she wasn't going to have to play it professionally.

Dione hadn't gone to see Faye and Kaiya's funerals. Not because she hadn't known about them or even because she hadn't known them. She had gone to Dr. Pryce's simply because it had occurred and though she did not understand it, there was a part of her psyche that was drawn inexorably to death. No, she had chosen not to go to the funerals for Faye and Kaiya for the simple and practical reason that where it was being held was far away from where she lived and she didn't care to try and traverse that in the dark, much less having to fight with her sibling about the very idea. Instead, she had chosen to stay away. Besides, she hadn't been feeling very well anyway.

"It's the only thing in my world that consistently makes sense," that was becoming her best way of explaining why she lived around the piano. The music made her feel safe in a way that few things did when the world seemed to have this odd need to tilt off its axis at strange intervals. "I have to admit, I generally don't sing much though." That was the oddest thing about this whole encounter was that she was not only playing, but she was singing. Singing was always so much harder for her since it was an extension of speaking and speaking was without a doubt a problem for her under normal circumstances.

With that, she started to play and sing along to one of those old songs that came along back when singers had to really have some talent.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-11 12:55 pm UTC (link)
Ah, now there was a revelation Sascha could definitely relate to: the need for consistency. He had a few of his own methods for coping, of course; sex certainly came to mind, as did reading, or writing, or...music. That was why he'd come here today, and Dione had done a marvelous job of keeping a few of his personal demons at bay with the music she played. The music they'd played together.

"I can appreciate that," he said with a chuckle, adjusting the guitar on his lap to keep it off the coffee-stained portion of the denim. "I don't particularly like singing for an audience, either...almost seems like an invasion of privacy. You managed to catch me unawares, though." Something about Dione just seemed unavoidably calming, and it laid to rest any fears or embarrassment he otherwise may have had about singing in such a public venue. Truth be told, he felt like this sort of musical collaboration served him just as well as his meditative training in terms of helping him focus. Music had a way of doing that. "And just for the record, I think your voice is beautiful." Not perfect, no...but throaty and soulful and warm, just how he liked it.

And then they played. The melody was simple, and mostly Sascha just rapped his knuckles on the body of the guitar to keep the beat. It was a little ironic that Dione had made such an admission about singing, because the vocals were the driving force of the whole piece- and what a force they were, delivered with just the right punch to really bring the song to life. For all Sascha knew, they could have slipped into a time warp back to 1959, it was just that good.

By the time the song drew to a close, a thoughtful expression had settled over Sascha's face. According to his watch, he probably had another one or two songs' worth in him before he had to leave for his shift at the library, and he knew exactly what he wanted to play.

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-11 04:53 pm UTC (link)
Fever was one of those songs that you just found yourself getting caught up in. Done by the right person, the song was absolutely hypnotically beautiful. Dione was not exactly the right person, but she was close enough for it to be well worth listening to. It was a lovely thing to do duets again. Dione actually craved duets because she had always been a part of a pair. Dexter could and did still sing to her, but he couldn't play music with her anymore. It was hard to accept that and in a way playing with others helped her to feel normal even beyond just the music itself.

The song filtered out into the air and she let the notes die. Maybe one day she could have someone who loved her like that. Not that she would ever admit to such a thing. That would have meant admitting to the fact that she worried about her future and wondered what it would be like. Sheldon had pointed out that people cared about her, worried over her, and even sorta liked her. Dante had said as much also. Yet she always felt like she should be floating on the edge of things, hiding from the world. Which was where she was supposed to be, wasn't it? It had been a mistake that she survived.

"I love that song," her smile had a tinge of sadness to it, but that had almost nothing to do with the song itself. "Your turn," the game went on.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-11 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Ah, so Dione was experiencing a bit of survivor's guilt, then? Sascha heard the whispers of the thoughts slide through his own mind as quickly as Dione conjured them up, and his heart went out to her. Contrary to his usual discipline techniques, he hadn't bothered trying to filter out any of the passing thoughts that happened not to be his; somehow the music itself seemed like the perfect conduit for their ideas and emotions, and the thoughts just followed naturally. He wasn't intentionally trying to pry, but he wasn't exactly ignoring some of the thoughts, either. Especially not that last one.

In that moment, Sascha wanted to reach over and pull her into a reassuring embrace, just to wipe away that heart-breaking smile on her face. I've been there, too, and it always gets worse before it gets better, he wanted to say, although he wasn't really sure it ever got much better. Even though he'd come to terms with his own loss, he knew there would always be a void in his soul that nothing else could fill, an ache that would grow softer with time but never completely disappear. And he wasn't sure he wanted it to, anyway. Part of him wanted to keep holding on, even though the rest of him knew that the only way to honor their lives and his own was to let go. Don't think you're so alone, he told himself even while the thought was directed at Dione and may or may not have penetrated through to her own psyche.

His fingers began to move almost of their own volition as he reminisced, strumming a gentle melody. "Not sure if you'd know of her, but there used to be this amazing vocalist named Eva Cassidy," he murmured softly, drawing his fingers across the guitar with an almost tender quality. "She died young, but she managed to record some incredible covers beforehand. She was one of my wife's favorite singers." Ah, he'd finally said it out loud, and he'd needed to. More words caught in his throat, but he decided to continue the conversation through lyrics as he began to sing.

This song was much slower than the previous few had been, and the words held such relevance for Sascha that his voice was a near whisper of restrained emotion. There was a break in the middle of the song that allowed for a beautiful piano solo, and Sascha leaned his shoulder lightly against Dione's as the notes from their respective instruments blended smoothly together.

The final verse ushered in a crescendo of sound, and as Sascha drew up the final few notes of the song, eyes clenched shut against the burning sensation behind his eyelids, his voice broke and abruptly choked off the last word, leaving an awkward and extended silence in its wake. His fingers halted in their playing as he pressed the back of one hand against his mouth, trying to physically stifle the emotion even as a few hot tears leaked down his cheeks, and the only audible sounds left in the room were the notes from Dione's piano as she played on unaccompanied.

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-11 07:29 pm UTC (link)
Yes, Dione was feeling a large amount of survivor's guilt, she had been for ten years. She had survived her brother when she shouldn't have. They had switched seats. Dexter would have been alive if they hadn't switched seats. Of course, then Dione herself would have been dead, but Dexter seemed much better capable to take care of himself than she was. Even dead he seemed more capable than she was. Just a given really. Don't think you're so alone, the thought intruded enough for her to recognize that it wasn't hers. However, she didn't seem to pay it much attention.

Eva Cassidy was not a name she knew, but she caught the feeling of it being important to him. He had never spoken of his wife to her before. However, it made sense when she considered what he had told her previously back at the wake. Personal experience with grief was something that was like nothing else. You hurt so much that there is nothing else you can be but hurt. You never truly stopped grieving, it only became like a far off star. Something that stayed fixed in the sky to never go away.

It was good that she didn't have to know the song, but only pick up the melody and play as he played and sang. The pain he was feeling became obvious as he got further along. However, she couldn't miss when his voice broke. She would have had to be deaf not to hear that and even worse heartless not to feel how much he hurt. He was trying not to cry. The room was full of it. The piano notes finally started to die as she stopped playing. Her next motion was probably more friendly than one would expect but she put her arm around him slipping it between his clothes and the guitar. Not one word, probably because nothing she said would make it better, but anything could make it worse. Then she laid her head on his shoulder.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-11 10:04 pm UTC (link)
Dione's action caught Sascha completely by surprise, and he gave an unintentionally loud sniffle as he withdrew his hand from his face. If anything, he was the touchy-feely one here, so he was just positive that any physical interaction occurring between them would would have been initiated by him; apparently not the case. Fuckity fuck, he wasn't supposed to go around crying in public! What the hell was wrong with him? He'd cried more in the past three months than he had the rest of his life combined!!

For all Sascha's mental protesting, the comfort Dione offered was a welcome one, and he took full advantage. Because of their positioning on the bench, he couldn't quite see her face as she pillowed her head against him, so he simply curled his arm over her shoulder and cupped the back of her head in his hand. That had always been a kind of calming motion for him, stroking through Annie's hair whenever he was tired or stressed or upset; Annie's hair had been blonde, though, and much finer. Dione's hair was heavy and thick against his fingers as he wove them through the dark strands, and it wasn't long before his hand was completely tangled up. He was gentle, though...he'd always been gentle.

Sascha refused to cry, he fucking forbid himself from shedding another single tear. Funny how his body didn't seem too keen on following orders at this point, not when there was someone providing warmth and relief when he needed it most. Under any other circumstances his body would be reacting in a completely different way to such close contact, but arousal wasn't at the forefront of his mind at the moment. The crown of her head was already damp from where he'd buried his face against her hair, and he remained in their half-embrace until the harsher pangs of grief had subsided.

"...sorry about that," he said a little thickly, smiling weakly and loosening his hold on her enough to slip his arm around her waist instead. "Your playing must have been even better than we thought."

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-12 10:55 am UTC (link)
There were moments when Dione could reach out beyond herself without prompting for the others in her life. This was one of those moments. He needed to be comforted and aware that she thought it was okay. So she didn't say anything to him. Didn't treat his crying as if it were something bad, but accepted that for a moment, he needed that and it was best just to shut up and let it happen.

To say that her hair tended toward having a mind of its own, especially when it came to people touching it, would have been an understatment. It was something that could be tamed with a comb and brush, but mostly she seemed less interested in it. She combed it with her fingers more often than not and then just let it hang. Her hair was one of those places that people could touch without bothering her and Dex did it all the time, choosing to pull it, run his fingers through it. She only felt it a little and few if any strands actually moved, but it was a connection, that was enough.

"It's just as much about the audience," or so she had been taught over time. Playing for one's self was all well and good. To play so as to bring a response from the audience was gold. With that, she lasped back into silence with one little exception. She put one hand on the keyboard and played an easy melody in the tempo of Sascha's heartbeat that she could hear through touch.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-15 05:06 pm UTC (link)
"Mm," was all Sascha could reply as they sat tucked together on the bench, arms looped around one another in a comfortable embrace. His little emotional outburst had drawn Sweeney's attention, and she settled her muzzle against her daddy's knee with a low whine in an effort to comfort him. Sascha reached over the body of the guitar to stroke behind her ears, closing his eyes and listening as Dione played the melody and letting the calmness of the moment wash over him.

She was only the second woman he'd ever allowed to comfort him like this since he'd lost his family, only the second woman to see him (figuratively speaking) in one of his more vulnerable moments. Emily had been the first, and even then he'd had difficulty allowing his emotions to have temporary free reign. All those years before he'd just bottled away the hurt and pain or retreated from humanity altogether while he grieved privately; crying openly was a very new thing for him, and he was only just beginning to realize that it wasn't quite as bad as he'd thought- he still felt a little awkward, of course, but he needed time to adjust. Dione certainly didn't seem to be judging him, and why would she? Everyone in this place had been dealt a poor hand in one way or another, so he was hardly alone in that respect.

It was strange, Sascha thought to himself, that in these moments of openness and self-honesty, his mind suddenly felt so much clearer. The burden of his telepathic abilities didn't seem quite so heavy or difficult to wield, it just...was, something natural that connected him with other people in an intimate kind of way. He opened his eyes again and looked down on the dark head of hair nestled against him, and a smile slowly worked its way over his lips.

I need to leave soon, he mindspoke to Dione as he pressed an affectionate kiss to the top of her head and withdrew his arm from her waist to steady his guitar. Send me out on a high note.

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-15 08:01 pm UTC (link)
She was extremely glad that he was starting to feel better. It seemed odd for people to be upset around her. Or maybe it was just that it was someone she knew and cared that they were upset. Dione had listened to others cry on various occasions, but it had never been something that she felt comfortable insinuating herself into.

Apparently, her choice not to say much about his behavior had been good. He responded to that by letting himself go through and then come out the other side of that emotional moment.

"A high note," she acknowledged his voice in her head. "Something happy?" From the way she said it, obviously she didn't know immediately what she wanted to play. One last song to send him off on his way. "Hmm..." Well, there were a few that she could think of. "Oh, I know. I wish I had my violin."

With that, she started to play this. She only wanted to play it because it amused her and playing it on the piano meant having to play extremely fast.

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[info]bohemiarhapsody
2009-02-16 05:21 pm UTC (link)
Sascha couldn't hold back his laughter as Dione launched into a frantic piano rendition of "The Devil Went Down to Georgia," and he eagerly joined her on his guitar. Oh, the perfect irony of two native Georgians banging and strumming away like maniacs to that song!

A few customers had even started to filter into the bar for their early afternoon drinks, but the music was so loud and fast-paced that Sascha could have cared less if they heard him belting out the words. That song was so goddamn infectious, he'd love to see her play it on the violin...er, fiddle. Fire flyin' from fingertips, indeed!

"That's just what I needed, Miss Dione," he said with a grin once the song had ended and he'd moved to stand beside the bench. He fitted the strap over his shoulder and shifted the guitar onto his back before leaning down to retrieve his cane and squeeze her shoulder gratefully. "Thanks for humorin' me. Unfortunately, duty calls...but don't be afraid to stop by the library and say hello. I still owe you a cup of coffee, after all." Had Dione been able to see, she might have been a little wary at the positively devilish grin on his lips. "Or maybe I'll just have to make a personal delivery."

Then Sascha snapped his fingers for Sweeney to follow and turned on his heel, quickly departing the Wine Bar. His spirits were much improved even after such a short time spent with Dione, and he resolved to do it again sometime in the near future. That lady's smile was just too good to resist.

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[info]audiomorbid
2009-02-18 08:03 am UTC (link)
There was something infectious about the energy that it took to play that song right that helped to make everything feel so much better. He wanted to go out on a high note; well, he certainly got that. And she couldn't deny that it made her kinda happy to. Dione was from the big city, Atlanta, but even there the people had a sort of country feel to them, there was nothing that anyone could do about, it was a part of their identity. Like that horrible accent that you wanted to erase but came back whenever you went home because it was a part of there.

She had originally learned the song on the violin. Not unusual, she had set the bar high for herself. Dione's musical expectations of her behavior were much, much higher than those for interpersonal interactions. A violin can't make you feel bad unless you let it after all and it only complains if you make it.

"You are very welcome," and he really was. She helped him chase away the blues. "Whenever you get around to it is fine." She didn't drink coffee every day anyway. It had been a whim, and an attempt to make herself attempt to be social that had made her go in there. "Have a good day, Sascha." She even remembered to use his name.

Then he left her alone with the piano. "Well, let's see what else we've got today." Dex had appeared halfway through the song, but other than a somewhat weak hello to his sister, he hadn't said anything. Yet she addressed him as he settled on the bench where Sascha had been.

You put a smile on his face.

"I did, well, that's lovely," and she started on another song.

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