Monday; December 24 2007
Who: Sanura and Adam
When Late Night
Where Outside the Sweets Shop//going home
What: What's the point of Christmas? So Sanura thinks


While closing up the shop, Sanura secured the big bag of food and sweets she had gathered for her family for Christmas Eve and for Christmas. It was going to be a pleasant night and breakfast since she assured her siblings she was going to cook something that was edible. But when she caught her reflection from the store window she frowned lightly.

"I used to never get what I wanted for Christmas" She knew that sounded spoiled, but that meant so many things. Her expectations couldn't be high here. But even so she still felt that sad feeling of disappointment which made her feel like a horrible person since her siblings were here. She should feel so blessed. Even though she didn't truly believe in the meaning.

It stemmed ever since she was a child. She would smile at every gift she got and it didn't matter how unhappy she was about her gifts, she would still smile. Sanura had to be grateful, it was all about being grateful. Once everyone caught a glimpse of how bubbly she was when she received something they trapped her in her bubbly persona and she felt like she had to stay bubbly. That was what she was doing for her entire life. She was smiling about everything despite the fact she might want something more, or something different. In truth, she wasn't so bubbly. It was easy to pretend.

For Christmas she wanted to find herself. The therianthrope was immature and for some reason she was ashamed of it. Tilting her head for a moment at her reflection, she removed a few stray strands from her face before she began to walk towards her town cottage, putting that oh so familiar smile on her face.