Nina Maynard (awaitingstorms) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2011-02-21 19:48:00 |
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Entry tags: | amidio maynard, nina maynard |
WHO: Nina & Amidio Maynard
WHEN: Monday evening
WHERE: Their Bronx apartment
WHAT: Hungry hungry hippos Aztecs.
WARNINGS: references to cannibalism at the very least
Nina made her way back into the apartment, cursing at the lock that always needed to be forced before it would open properly. In the kitchen she dumped the groceries from her arms and yelled down to where she could hear Dio in their bedroom. "The landlord keeps hitting on me," she complained with a sigh of annoyance. "Apparently the fact that I'm supposed to be married doesn't matter."
She was starving despite the fact that she'd had a huge lunch just a few hours ago. She was refusing to think about what her recent week of near-painful hunger meant.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-21 10:48 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He was constantly eating, never getting enough. The people at the club had told him to back down from fights more then once. Now he knew what his body craved though, how it ached for something so forbidden, he spend all his time trying to ignore it.
What it meant was they ate themselves out of house and home.
When he heard her he moved into the livingroom, leaning down to set a kiss on her cheek and handing her one of the foxes, "I'll handle it." He smiled at her, knowing he'd need to acquire some rings to make everything more legitimate. He glanced to the groceries, tempted to just dig in them right now.
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-21 11:18 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I bought steaks," Nina said, pulling them out of the bag. She looked over at him with a sigh. "I know we can't really afford that right now but..." she shrugged. She didn't want to say that she was really craving meat. She'd bought them three each but she felt like she could eat a dozen even if she stomach complained about lacking the room.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-21 11:27 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He understood, tempted to eat them all just raw. He wondered how much worse he could possibly get. Smiling he put the fox down and settled his arms around her waist, "We'll be fine. Do you want to cook or do you want me to turn them into a crisp?" He was trying to joke and lighten the mood. No matter how hard he tried, cooking was never something he'd get a hold of.
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-21 09:32 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I'll cook," Nina smiled at him, kissing his lips with amusement. "God, I swear you don't understand the concept of 'rare'." And if the boy ended up trying to 'well done' her steaks she'd have to kill him. "You can just entertain me while I cook."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 01:03 am UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He shrugged, "cooking's not my strong point, what can I say? I try to get a medium and I end up with crisps. The only thing I manage is pasta." Grinning he went to sneak his arms around her, "what involves entertainment then?"
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 12:17 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Cooking had never been Nina's strong point either but someone had to do it and Nina admittedly was better than he was. She grinned though as he came up behind her as she unwrapped the steaks. "I'm sure you could think of something... but probably maybe not when I'm in front of a hot grill."
The smell of meat wafted up at her and Nina shuddered slightly, licking her lips.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 12:38 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Smiling he set his arms around her, leaning his chin on her shoulder. The luxury of being allowed to do this wouldn't wear off for quite some time. Here, no one would look at them oddly. "No, don't want to get you hurt." The shiver made him smile and he brushed his fingers up on her arms.
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 12:43 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina turned her head, nuzzling against him with a smile and then kissing his temple. "Hmm, then maybe you should stand there and do a little dance for me or recite some poetry." She gave him a wry grin at that last comment, trying to imagine Amidio even knowing any poetry. (Not that Nina knew much either. Poetry was pretty boring.)
She turned on the stove and put a little oil in the pan before saying, "holy shit, I'm so hungry."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 12:51 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He grinned to the request, "For her this rhyme is penned, whose luminous eyes, brightly expressive as the twins of Leda, shall find her own sweet name, that, nestling lies, upon the page, enwrapped from every reader." He didn't mind poetry, especially not Poe's. And every so often he liked shocking her with being all cultured." He brushed his thumbs along her stomach, and kissed her shoulder. "Same here."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 12:56 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
It did shock her. Nina always ran her mouth on every subject that ever passed through her head so when Amidio revealed parts of himself she didn't know she was always amazed and usually loved him a little more for the new knowledge. She was looking at him in surprise. "I have no idea what that meant, but it was really beautiful." She turned in his arms to kiss his lips after he'd kissed her shoulder. Then she slipped free of him so she could throw the steaks onto the heat, the hiss and smell straight away filling the room.
"I'm trying to pick up some more shifts at work," Nina told him as she poked at the meat. "We're running out of cash."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 01:05 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He chuckled to the surprise and returned the kiss, "I do possess some culture love. And it's Poe. I've been reading him. Most poets are boring. He's just creepy. Same reason why I love Lovecraft." He also enjoyed creping her out with those stories. It was a nice excuse to have her get closer.
He nodded, "I've got some things lined up to help with that too."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 01:08 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Lovecraft? Kinda girly name," Nina teased, flipping the steaks. She'd let him have the first ones and then she could cook the other two. At his second comment she looked over at him with interest. "More work at the club?"
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 01:18 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He gave her a mock glare, "says the girl who flips out over Nightgaunts." He took the steaks eagerly, devouring them where he stood. Her question made him pause. "Sort of yeah. Not as legit as that." He didn't want secrets between them. "It's not something criminal, just not legit. Some people think I'm good at protecting so they're paying me under the table for work like that."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 01:29 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Oh god, those things!" Nina shuddered in memory. "Those pictures gave me nightmares, you jerk!"
Nina bit her lip when Amidio explained the work and for a while she was silent. She put on her steaks to cook. "Okay," she finally said, but didn't sound very okay with it.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 01:35 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
e laughed to her argument, "that's Lovecraft. Be grateful I never read you the Dunwhich Horror. Wouldn't have slept for days." Then he sighed, knowing her moods. "I don't got that many skills Nina, and it pays well enough. I'm not running drugs or anything."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 01:42 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina chewed on her lip because it helped her think when she was worried. "I just don't want you getting hurt," she said quietly, forking her steaks onto a plate, barely even seared. "Things that pay under the table don't usually end up being safe."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 01:47 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Hey", gently he took her chin to get her to look at him. "I'll be fine, okay? I've got my cell on me at all times and I'm always safe." He smiled at her, setting his palm on her cheek, "I'm never not coming home to you. I promise. You make sure I keep on my toes and if anything ever gets too heavy I'll run. Okay?"
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 01:51 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina nodded at him because she wanted to always believe what he said. She let out a sigh. "If you didn't come home..." she bit down hard on her lip to keep calm. "I don't know what I'd do."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 01:54 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Smiling he kissed her, "Eat your dinner. You'll never have to find out, because I'm always going to be coming home alright? Nothing could keep me away." Smiling he set her hair behind her ears.
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 02:00 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina grinned, taking her plate over to the table and eating it with a knife and fork, letting Amidio be the slob between them tonight. "What's the work?" she finally asked, trying to make it a casual question.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 02:07 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He didn't care about being a slob, he just wanted to sate his hunger. "Like I said, protecting. I stand outside of doors and look important and walk people back and forth to their cars and make sure no one gives them trouble."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 02:11 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina wanted to ask more questions but she worried it might just concern her more. So instead she just finished her steak, licking her fingers clean and then, after a moment of thinking about it, also licked the juice from the plate.
Still hungry.
"Dio," she said quickly, looking down at the plate and pretending it was very interesting. "I'm really hungry. All the time. This was what it was like...before."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 02:15 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He finished his meal, setting the plate aside and running his fingers through his hair. "Yeah. Me too." He didn't know what to do though. "Maybe we should stay inside for a while?" He had no idea how he'd stop himself from killing someone if it got too much. He didn't know if he wanted to try not to either.
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 02:20 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina looked at her hands, remember the blood that had been on them not that long ago.
She wanted it again. She didn't want that again.
"What if I hurt you this time?" she whispered, still not looking at him.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 02:27 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Hey." He moved to her side, crouching down and looking at her. "You won't." He knew she wouldn't, like he knew he could never hurt her. Anyone else maybe. Not her though. "I just don't know what else to do."
"Why is this happening?" she whispered, looking at him and feeling the tears pricking at her eyes. "Everything was so- I want everything just to go back to the way it was. I feel like-" she shook her head then, unwilling to share that final thought. Amidio would only think it was stupid anyway.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 02:30 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I don't know." He looked down, not knowing how to fix this. He looked up at her, "feel like what?" He settled his hands on her knee, trying to offer some comfort.
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 02:41 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I feel like god is punishing us for what we've been doing." Nina couldn't look at him as she said it. She didn't really have all that much belief in God. Their parents considered themselves Christians only in the sense that they believed in a higher power of some sort and went to Church for Easter and Chistmas. Nina hadn't been to Church in years, and yet since murdering a man who'd always been kind to her and being struck with this sick hunger, she'd been thinking about God a lot.
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 02:44 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Amidio only went to church because it was expected of him. He didn't believe in a higher power. IF any God existed, surely he wouldn't have wanted to screw his sister or eat people. He withdrew his touch and sighed, "I don't believe that."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 02:52 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I know," Nina nodded, because she had known even before saying it that Dio could never accept that. "I don't know what to think."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 02:56 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Yes you do." He rose, upset by the fact that she thought what they had was wrong, that they were punished by a god who he thought couldn't give two shits about anything. "You think this is wrong, that we're being punished." He crossed his arms, glancing to her, "so if you really think that why even bother? Go home or something."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 02:59 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Dio," Nina begged, standing up as well, trying to reach out for his arm. "I love you, I'd never leave you."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 03:02 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He withdrew his touch, acting out like he tended to do. "Yeah, and you think we're so evil your God is punishing us. Real lovely there." He shook his head and stepped back, "I'm going out."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 03:05 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Dio, don't!" Nina yelled in terror, scared that if he left he'd never come back. She ran towards the door, throwing herself in front of it to barricade the way. "Please, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it. Just please don't leave me. You know that you're everything that matters to me."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 03:08 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Doesn't matter if you say it or not. You still think we're being punished." He crossed her arms as she blocked his way out the door. "No, your God is more important, obviously. Why don't you go pray for the souls we don't seem to have and I'll go do something productive and stay out of your way?"
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 03:11 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Why are you doing this?" Nina begged him. "I don't even care about God and if there is one I hate him! How can you not think something is punishing us though? For something? Why else would we-" she closed her eyes with a whimper. "God, I remember the blood on my hands and I just want more. I remember sinking my teeth into his heart and it was the most amazing thing I've ever tasted. I think about your blood in my mouth and I want to rip your clothes of and fuck you and I want to dance through bleeding bodies and none of this right!"
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 03:17 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I know it's not right!" Then he lwered his voice, not wanting anyone to walk in on them arguing like this. "I know it's not and I have no idea how to make it better. But at least I don't go around thinking it's wrong or we're being punished. I don't know what it is, but I know what it isn't."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 03:20 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I'm sorry," was all Nina could say. She was still staying in front of the door though. She didn't want him to leave. "It doesn't mean that I don't love you and it doesn't mean that I don't want you. All I want is you and I would never take back what we have now. But... I can't help what I feel. I'm scared," she told him, her eyes on his. "I'm terrified of what I'm turning into and I think that you're the only thing stopping me from falling into this huge, gaping abyss in front of me."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 03:26 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He ran his hands through his hair and sighed, "then let me help instead of making me feel like I'm to blame for all this." He'd taken the first step after all, he'd started the rollercoaster they'd been on for the past few months. "I'm scared to. I don't know what to do. All I know is that this isn't some weird punishment. We'll figure it out, together if we have to."
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2011-02-22 03:30 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina moved forward to him, putting her hands on the side of his face and shaking her head. "You're not, I'm so sorry that I make you feel like that." She kissed his forehead. "I started this. I killed him. It's never been you."
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[info]foxy_devil
2011-02-22 03:32 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Maybe it shoulda been. Everyone always expected me to snap." sighing he leaned his forehead against hers. "It's not you either. I don't know what it is. IT drives me crazy. I'm always hungry, I always want to hit something and just feel them be torn apart." He shook his head and sighed, "everything is wrong."
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[info]awaitingstorms
2011-02-22 03:35 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"I feel the same. All the time." She had her eyes closed, his breath mingling with hers as they stood there. "When the landlord asks me his crude little questions I want to tear his throat out. I want to kill him and I want to eat him. I want to tear his heart out of his chest and feel it beating in hand before he dies." She dragged in a heavy and shuddering breath, the idea too appealing.
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2011-02-22 03:38 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He drew in a breath, the idea of that far too appealing for his tastes. Instead he settled his hands around her waist, "maybe if we talk to each other about this it'll help. Kind of like an AA thing." He looked to her, setting a kiss on her chin, "You know, each time we get an urge like this we tell it to each other and then maybe it'll go away?"
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2011-02-22 03:40 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina nodded, liking that idea. "That could work," she agreed quickly. Anything to try and get it to stop.
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2011-02-22 03:49 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He smiled and lowered his lips to kiss along her neck, "The idea of seeing you tear into him is very appealing. It'd serve him right too."
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2011-02-22 03:50 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Asshole asked what color panties I was wearing and all I could picture was grabbing him by the back of the head and just slamming his face over and over into the wall until it exploded gore everything." Nina's tone was low and angry, but the kisses on her neck were very nice and she made a small sound of pleasure once she'd finished complaining.
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2011-02-22 03:57 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He made a sound of approval against her neck, his hands skimming down to the back of her pants. "it's a fair reaction, seeing I'd have done worse. Made him choke on his dick, for one. No one sees those but me."
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2011-02-22 04:00 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
"Do you think about killing people?" Nina asked, pressing herself against him, her hands sliding under his shirt.
This was so deeply unhealthy and Nina was well aware of it.
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2011-02-22 04:11 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
He sighed to the touch, sliding his hands up her back, "yeah. Every bastard that looks at you. I want to tear their eyes out and feed them to them. I want to tear open their throat and feed you their hearts."
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2011-02-22 04:15 pm UTC (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
Nina made a moan of pleasure and she knew it wasn't just his touch. A part of her inside was screaming this is wrong! this is wrong! this is wrong! but Nina was happy to ignore it for now. Instead of listening to that she grabbed Amidio roughly and spun him, shoving him up against the door to kiss him, violence and need behind it.
He moaned as she pushed him against the door, biting her lips into the kiss and shoving his hands under her shirt to feel her skin and to pull her closer to him.