Jayden looked like he was considering that for a moment, before a veritable deluge of words issued forth from his mouth. "I had cramps before, but I went to the toilet so I feel better. I feel great about the boys! But kinda nervous too because I want to make sure David is happy and I'm new to all of this so I don't know if he would tell me. And also I love that dad would be so mad, hah! Also sometimes I worry I'll relapse on my eating disorder like when you said there was leftovers my first thought was to lie and tell you I ate dinner but then I saw Nicholas and he still looks so sick so I can't lie." Sure, there were other, more magical reasons for that at the moment, but he didn't know that.