Patrick shook his head, so Padraig supplied the word for him. "Famine?"
A shocked look crossed Patrick's face for a moment, but then he nodded. "I don't deserve-"
"Oh for feck's sake, stop that," Padraig hissed. "Do you remember me going on and on about how I was a terrible person for feeling lust for Euterpe and you assuring me it was human. You messed up, Patrick. You were hurting and scared and you messed up. If you keep beating yourself up like this, you're going to lose everything you have."