Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2016-08-15 08:59:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, temperance, zoe hansen |
WHO: Greed and Zoe w/ Jonah
WHEN: July 19 [Backdated]
WHERE: Zoe and Morgan's (and Theseus') apartment, coffee shop
WHAT: Greed doesn't want his girlfriend hanging with Temp, Jonah likes a gurrrrrrrl
WARNING: Talkin bout virtue cherries
Note: The log reads backwards
She kept glaring at him as he wouldn't say anything and then said, "At least Greed is brave enough to try. It's not all sunshine and rainbows, Jonah. But finding someone you want to love, who wants to love you, sharing that vulnerable part of yourself.. it's the closest you're ever gonna get to feeling God. Cause it's heaven, how can that be wrong?" she stood up cause he seemed like he'd short circuited.
On Sun, Jul 31, 2016 at 7:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah felt uncomfortable. It may have been the truth, but he wasn't ready to accept it. There was a lot he needed to settle inside his mind, Zoe had left an open book that he really needed to read thoroughly.
He watched her as she showed her annoyance. The visuals in his head still told him he should not be thinking about intimacy in that way. He couldn't even respond.
On Sunday, July 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You may not be trying to hide but you're doing it anyway." she crossed her arms over her chest, a move her boyfriend would recognize and had he been there would have told Jonah he was in for it now, "I think you might be here now because you finally want to have your own life and explore all the things your worse half turns her nose up at. You've been saying the entire time oh Maddy might come back as if that's the reason you won't try anything, as if you're just a placeholder for when she's ready. I don't believe that. And even if it IS true it means you're wasting your time now. This very moment you could be kissing Emma and instead you're sitting here thinking of ways to call it wrong and make yourself AND her miserable."
On Sun, Jul 31, 2016 at 10:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not trying to hide." It wasn't an easy thing for him to come to the realization that he even wanted to think about this direction. He'd never had a relationship (he'd never been out much prior), and hadn't thought that maybe subconsciously he'd been fighting to the surface ever since Emma. "Are you insinuating that I'm here now because of Emma?"
On Sunday, July 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"So? Are you Madison right now? No! You're just stalling, Jonah and you know it. Love and intimacy are scary as hell. I'm IN a relationship with a guy I love and am crazy about and it STILL scares me. And the day it stops being scary is the day I probably have no business being in a relationship. Cause you know what, he pushes me even tho I'm scared. He makes me confront my feelings and not deny them. And that, that is what you do when you love someone. You don't run and you don't hide from them." she was so frustrated, "Everything you're feeling is normal and what I'm trying to say is by coming up with every nonsense reason to not go for it is just denying yourself one of the most beautiful purest things you can ever experience on the planet."
On Sat, Jul 30, 2016 at 9:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What are you trying to say Zoe?" That he should react on his impulses? That it was okay to behave this way? That he should give in to his feelings? "I'm not intending to keep her in limbo. I could turn into Madison at any time." He was trying to push away the idea of being that close to someone not of his own family.
On Saturday, July 30, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's normal!" she said throwing up her hands, "Being in a relationship, being that intimate with someone, it's a HUGE deal and it'd be your FIRST time. Hate to break it to you, but you aren't exempt from feeling those things just cause your spit has glitter in it." she knew he'd react badly to the comparison and said, "Greed and I had a really rocky start and he didn't want to be in a relationship with me cause oooo scary and he didn't want to let me go cause he didn't want to see anyone else with me. You cannot keep a girl in limbo. At least Greed manned up and made his decision." Jonah was still moping about not wanting to let her go but too scared to make a move.
On Sat, Jul 30, 2016 at 7:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I do---" he said, his words tapering off. "It scares me to think k want to do those things." He stiffened as she compared him to the Sin. Jonah didn't think he was a thing like one of those.
On Saturday, July 30, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"But do you want to touch her and kiss her and love her? And are you prepared to stand by and watch someone else do it if you don't? Cause if she's gotten Your attention then I know she's a sweet girl and a sweet girl deserves to be loved." she gave him a look and said in a low voice, "I hate to say it, Jonah.. but you're acting exactly like Greed."
On Sat, Jul 30, 2016 at 3:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I want to protect her. I want to be near her." His face tightened a bit, which was probably the driving force behind why he was here and not Maddy.
On Saturday, July 30, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You can't what, Jonah?" she asked, now she was pushing, she couldn't help it. "You can't love her or you can't let her go? Cause loving her makes you think you're being disgusting but holding onto her and denying her the chance for love with someone else? THAT is what really make you disgusting." it was different when Greed didn't let her go, he did want to love her (he hadn't known it then that that's what it was.)
On Sat, Jul 30, 2016 at 8:45 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I can't----" he had saved her once from one of Greed's own. He'd tried to take her place to keep Emma out of harms way like he had of Zoe once. But his attachment to Emma was stronger than the crush he'd once had on Zoe. And maybe it was a tad selfish (something he should have been disgusted at) the he didn't want to let Emma be without him.
On Saturday, July 30, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe frowned, "You can't do what? Fall in love? Care about someone? Want to share something special with them? Find the ultimate way of connecting with them? Cause if you can't, then I'd let this girl go, Jonah. So she can find someone who does want those things with her." she hated how Jonah made it seem like her and Greed were something vile and dirty when she considered them very pure in their love, it didn't matter he was a sin (to her).
On Sat, Jul 30, 2016 at 8:07 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed would have been very disappointed in her giving up such details. "I'm not you or Greed. I can't do this." He was already shutting down and saying no, even if his face was beet red again. He didn't really know and that was uncomfortable.
On Saturday, July 30, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe bristled at the mention of Lust, her least favorite topic. "He hasn't been with her in that way in a long time and he hardly ever sees her anymore. He hasn't been with anyone but me for a long time actually because that's what happens when you have a physical connection with someone, you don't want anyone else." part of her knew Greed would HATE for Jonah to know he was faithful to Zoe and not the sex crazed playboy he projected but Zoe felt it was a matter of pride to defend her boyfriend's honor to the big tower.
On Fri, Jul 29, 2016 at 10:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe always wanted to remind him of who Greed was outside of his immortal skin. "So you've mentioned before. And what of his thing with Lust? Is he just yours now? In the physical department?" Part of him actually wanted to ask her a few more things, but he still felt a bit inferior to this newfound wealth of knowledge and how he was actually considering how intimate he may want to get with Emma.
He pushed that thought away pretty quickly. He was t there yet. They'd just made out. That was all.
On Friday, July 29, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"He has a lot of depth, people just never give him a chance to show it." she said very protectively. She never liked how everyone wrote him off as a joke when he was actually very smart, sweet, and sensitive. "And the key thing you said there is he's a person. So are you. And it's natural to want love... in all its forms."
On Fri, Jul 29, 2016 at 2:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I just never realized Greed was really this person that was so intimate in the ways you describe." He didn't understand that Greed had grown, had evolved, had become one with the human and Sin. Jonah forgot sometimes that he too was also just human outside of the Virtue.
On Friday, July 29, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her cheeks turned pink and she said, "Yes... there's much more to our... intimacy than just gyrating, Jonah." she didn't feel comfortable talking about it with him but if this would get him off their backs... "It's about connection. And emotion. Being literally naked with someone is the ultimate form of saying 'I trust you', it's a way of speaking without words. That I enjoy your mind and heart and soul and this is something that I choose to do with just you. It's a privilege to make love to someone, it's an honor if they decide to share it with you."
On Fri, Jul 29, 2016 at 12:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His face flushed again as she described things to him. He knew sex in itself was a gift God gave to humans to enjoy with love---and while he was still very skeptical on Greed's "love" for Zoe, it was at least a starting point at understanding things. "Like you and Greed?" He wasn't asking with any malicious undertones, but he didn't know if Greed was always so good about sex in that way as she just described.
On Thursday, July 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"If she likes you, which I'm guessing she does, then of course she wants you to stay. I think it's good you're staying in this body. It must mean part of you is fighting to be with Emma." she smiled, "Jonah... I know you think... lovemaking is very dirty but you're looking at all the... pornographic grunting," her nose wrinkled and she made claws with her hands in a grr grr manner, "just bodies jiggling part of it. There is so much more to it tho!"
On Thu, Jul 28, 2016 at 6:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I do. I like her very much. She's a sweet girl. I wonder if she thinks Maddy will come back and is trying to get me to stay. This is the longest I've been in this body." He had to admit it was new feeling in charge and it made him want to shriek away from it.
On Thursday, July 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Okay, so he wasn't smooth down there.. she twisted her lips to the side and gave him a questioning look, "Why not? Don't you have feelings for her? And doesn't she have feelings for you?"
On Thu, Jul 28, 2016 at 11:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"I do, I just I don't feel we should be doing that sort of thing." The problem was Jonah was fighting with his body which was saying a completely different thing and it had him in knots.
On Thursday, July 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe thought Emma was a sweet name and honestly from the brief exchanges she'd witnessed, the girl had the patience of a saint. She knew she herself would be going nuts if Jonah behaved like this with her. As crazy as Greed was, sometimes she was thankful for his insanity. She furrowed a brow, "Wait.. what do you mean if it's possible... you said you got a... I mean.. you do have... the... tools to.. do it... right?" now not so sure what Jonah meant. He couldn't be a ken doll down there and get an erection at the same time, could he?
On Wed, Jul 27, 2016 at 9:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't say we were going to be---" he twirled his hand, "that intimate. I mean---" he sighed heavily with a hint of defeat. "I don't even know if that's possible." He was too pure for that was he not?
"Yes, Emma. She's like you. The daughter of an immortal."
On Wednesday, July 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She closed her eyes and smiled with a small sigh. Her brown eyes opened again and she gave him a look, "Jonah.... getting a..." she waved her hand around looking for a word to mean erection, "...giving a girl a salute like that is a high compliment when it's someone who likes you. And if you told her that she's your first... then I'm sure she'd understand and probably a lot of things would make sense to her." she raised a brow, "I'm guessing it's that girl that leaves all the sweet messages on your journals."
On Wed, Jul 27, 2016 at 6:10 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No. I don't want her to feel like it's her fault. That's why I didn't tell her about---what happened." He assumed Emma would take it personally and he didn't want her to.
On Wednesday, July 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
If Greed had been there, he would have laughed like a hyena and made so much fun of Jonah but Zoe only gave him a soft smile, "Oh Jonah... it's okay." things made a lot more sense, "Did you tell this girl that you're.... you know, not experienced?"
On Wed, Jul 27, 2016 at 1:36 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah's face broke out in a horrible red shade. He didn't know how to answer something so simple. It was an obvious answer, but he wasn't sure how to say she was right. She'd asked him that question before, but this time seemed to strike a little harder.
On Wednesday, July 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe frowned, "So? I sincerely doubt you'd even be kissing this girl if you didn't feel something towards her. And isn't emotion supposed to be good?" she frowned as he kinda danced around it and then realization dawned on her, "Jonah... are you saying... you... got an.." her eyes slowly went down him and looked at his lap and then she looked away, looked around and then leaned in, whispering intently as she looked him in the eye, "Are you a virgin?" greed made lots of jokes about it and she'd asked Jonah before but he always told her it was none of her business. But if he got embarrassed by an erection, now she wasn't so sure... she had assumed he had done it. At least once. Thousands of years ago or something. She was pretty sure Patience had so she just assumed...
On Wed, Jul 27, 2016 at 1:05 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm a Virtue Zoe." Clearly he wasnt Chastity, he still considered himself an advocate for appropriate behavior. Sex was never something he'd considered, it wasn't something that he assumed they were deemed to do. More than that it was this thing that had always been so outlandish. The church had portrayed it as a bad thing, and Jonah didn't know if his thoughts were on the fence because of Emma or because he thought he was too good for such things. "I mean---" he glanced towards his lap for a minute and then took another piece of brownie to distract him from talking for a minute longer. "I didn't tell Emma about what happened during. I was too embarrassed..." That wasn't normal for him.
On Wednesday, July 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She raised her brows when he said it was more than a kiss and then gave a sympathetic smile cause he was such a pure innocent idiot. "Firstly... that's making out, it's very very nice. And secondly, there is no place on your body where hands shouldn't go. Thirdly... and this is important, your body is trying to tell you something and maybe it's time you listened to it." she was going to touch his hand but with how nervous he was, she thought against it and put her hand NEAR his, but not touching, "There is NOTHING wrong with what you did." he needed to know that.
On Wed, Jul 27, 2016 at 11:44 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It was just more than a kiss." He flushed some more. Emma was really short (though even Greed was dwarfed by Jonah's height). She'd climbed into his lap and the kissing gradually turned into a lot more kissing. "It was a lot of kissing and hands---" he paused as that was appropriate, "no it was not hands going in places they shouldn't, and everything was outside of clothes---" he got a little fidgety. "It's just that, it was almost like my body reacted without me." And it was embarrassing to him.
On Wednesday, July 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned, "Aww, it's okay, you know." her tone softened and so did her smile, "Come on... why don't you tell me about it.." and she left it open for him to take his time in revealing all. She wouldn't push. Maybe nudge if he stalled.
On Wed, Jul 27, 2016 at 9:15 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah took the smallest nibble. He wanted her to enjoy it. She was right to think the message went over his head, because it did. He definitely was nowhere near into pop culture like the rest of the world. He blushed the moment she said it, wiping his hand over his face.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Oh." she was surprised but smiled, "That's so sweet of you. But I'll have only if you have some too." and she broke off a small bit of the brownie and popped it in her mouth. "So. You kissed a girl and you liked it?" jokingly referring to the katy perry song but not knowing if the virtue would understand pop cultural references.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2016 at 8:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe had successfully stalled Greed from a major episode, she'd rewired his brain into a better direction before he smothered her any further.
Jonah took a seat with her and slid the brownie over in front of her. "I know you like chocolate." So he'd endulge her a little. He hadn't yet brought up what was on his mind. He was trying to think of a gentle way to ask it without drawing attention from others.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
That got her to smile a little "You do know I have a different hairer roommate now but.." meaning her father but he wasn't home and while she worried she knew he would stay at the beach till probably the night and she'd be home and so she said, "Surprise me." and she hung up. She was startled by the tall virtue when she turned around and said, "Oh, sorry.. I'm taking forever. Come on, let's sit down and you can tell me all about your... life." she didn't assume the pastry was for her, she never ever assumed those kinds of things.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2016 at 7:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're roommate is gone....want a strip tease?" He was already trying to think of the best way to shock her....
Jonah was actually behind her, picking up a pastry for her. He knew she had a sweet tooth, and he wanted her to have more than a little cup of coffee.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't like being mad at him and said, "Why don't you think of how you'll greet me when I get home?" trying for a small smile that could be heard in her voice. "I eggroll you, you lunatic." and then she paid for the smallest cheapest iced drink with Greed's money.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2016 at 3:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Before he could really respond she'd cut him with her sharp answer. She was pissed. He could feel it and it made him shiver. "Ok..." He answered with the sound of a kicked puppy in his voice.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She pressed her lips together and then said, "Fine. I'll use your ten dollar bill and I'll pay you back later. BUT I'm not answering your calls anymore and I will see you when I get home." that was the trade off.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2016 at 2:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Extremely important." He was smothering her because he was in panick. He had no need to be, but he railed her harder and was dooming himself to a hangup. Only Greed didn't know the meaning of backing off.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "How important is it to you that he not pay for my drink?" she really wanted to save money but she also knew that sometimes she had to be respectful of her boyfriend's lunacy. Not cause she thought he was right but sometimes he felt so strongly about random things and if she showed him she respected that then the hope was he'd respect certain boundaries of hers.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2016 at 11:16 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Of course it wasn't there before! I put it there." He was very put out with this conversation already. His paranoid mind had come up with a million scenarios with Jonah. It didn't matter that she once lived with the guy, it was just a case of Greed hitting the crazy button.
On Monday, July 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "What difference does it make if it's frozen or iced? It's cold." he was being a lunatic as usual, "There isn't any money in my wall-" she was saying until she pulled out her wallet to prove it to him and then said, "Oh. Well it wasn't there before..."
On Mon, Jul 25, 2016 at 7:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's not iced that's frozen! And he shouldn't be buying it for you. There's ten dollars in your wallet!" He huffed over the phone, her spending even a minute if time with stinky Virtuesmaking him sick. His panic was beginning to show, because Greed would never be able to see a Virtue as anything more than a Heaven trap to be his greatest downfall.
On Monday, July 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She cringed, "No...." but couldn't lie and said, "Not... yet. He gave me a fiver and said he'd feel if I didn't get something. It's just an iced vanilla frappe. It's really hot." she was trying to justify it.
On Mon, Jul 25, 2016 at 5:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Did he buy it for you?" Or did she find the ten dollars he'd stuffed in her wallet from earlier? Greed wasn't going to send her alone. What the fuck was she thinking? He was going to gps her location.
On Monday, July 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"He didn't say anything yet, I just got here!" she sighed and balanced the phone to her ear, "I'm waiting in line to buy an iced drink."
On Mon, Jul 25, 2016 at 1:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What's he said?" She'd hs ten minutes. Enough time to dive into the good stuff. Why was taking so long? "Why? What are you doing?"
On Monday, July 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at the money a bit warily, she didn't like taking charity, especially over a cup of coffee. But it looked like he was going to argue so she sighed with a smile, took the money and said, "Okay, thank you. Sit down and I'll be right back." she went to place her order, standing in line. She answered the phone, "Babe, please stop calling, it's hard to ignore you."
On Mon, Jul 25, 2016 at 7:59 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah expected Zoe to be wary. He didn't mean to spook her or agreed, he just needed perhaps some advice. "Get you something to drink, my treat." He offered her a five dollar bill. He'd feel rude if he had something in front of him and not have her partake in her own drink or pastry.
On Sunday, July 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wasn't too keen on hugging the virtue but did it because Jonah wasn't a total tool all the time. Just some of the time. "No... well, I don't think." she sighed as her phone went off again and she said, "Why don't we have a seat? I'm just gonna stick with water.." she didn't like wasting money on even coffee these days, no job meant every penny went towards rent (tho Greed always picked up the tab with stolen credit cards when he was with her).
On Sun, Jul 24, 2016 at 8:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah was less creeper than Greed when she met him for coffee. It seemed a neutral spot to meet with her, and he was relieved to see Greed did not come with her. He offered his arms out for a hug. "You're not bugged with wires are you?"
On Sunday, July 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She did jump with a squeal when he popped her on the butt, sticking her tongue out at him over her shoulder as she left. When her phone rang and she heard his request, she gave the stink eye to the phone and said, "What's that? I can't hear you. You're cutting-- I -- can you-- hea--rr-- hello? Krssssh... krssssh..." yes she actually made the static noise obviously there was nothing wrong with the phone but she wasn't gonna give him a show.
On Sun, Jul 24, 2016 at 6:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He smacked her butt to watch her jump. The squeal was what made it even more hilarious. Greed waved to her, watching her walk off. He called her cell phone when she turned the corner. "Keep your phone on so I can watch." It was almost comical how much Greed liked watching a Virtue get uncomfortable. He wanted to see what exactly had Jonahs panties in a wad.
On Sunday, July 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, "Love and kisses is not corruption... altho I guess to you it is. You corrupted me and I corrupted you right back. We're evil." she gave him one more smooch before he let her go and she picked up her bag, "Remember, I'm meeting him alone." tho she wouldn't put it past him to stalk her and watch from a distance. To other girls it would be creepy but honestly, she felt safer knowing he was stalking her out there somewhere.
On Sat, Jul 23, 2016 at 9:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed happily gave her a kiss before letting her go. "Don't gross him out with the gory details. He might get scared and set himself up with a chastity belt. Then he really will never see how corruption is ever so tasty." Greed reluctantly let her go (after a few gropes and kisses) so she could meet up with that stinky virtue.
On Saturday, July 23, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled and walked over to him, lazily twining her arms around his neck, "I think you kinda sparkle..." she kissed his nose, "And I'm sure he'll scream about how it's different... but..." she took a deep breath, "Maybe he'll just stop judging us. If we can get that much, it'll be a win." she didn't even want Jonah on thier side, she was just tired of people against them.
On Sat, Jul 23, 2016 at 6:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Think he'll try to say he sparkles when he fucks and I just fuck?" Because he didn't think Jonah believed him and Zoe were in love love as much as a Sin could be.
On Saturday, July 23, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I think he'll be a giant hypocrite if he doesn't back off. Cause he'll have a girl and be in love and be having sex, he's at least kissed her. It'll be all the things we do so how can he judge us for them if he starts doing it too?" she ran a hand through her hair and asked, "Does this one meet with your approval?" but his eyes were roving all over her body (she could feel them!) so she had a feeling he liked it.
On Sat, Jul 23, 2016 at 10:41 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So you think if homegirl pops his cherry he'll back off?" Greed looked hopeful, then completely plotting out how this was going to benefit him----and then Zoe walked out in that tasteful, but gorgeous white dress, and he salivated immediately.
On Friday, July 22, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's why you have me." she said matter of factly since she thought of things he didn't and he thought of things she didn't. She went to her room to change and said, "I know we're not supposed to care what others think... but it stings whenever he looks at us with his judgey look or says some rude thing." she changed into underthings and then pulled out a modest white dress and tossed that on which made her look angelic. "And it's different cause he isn't being mean to YOU cause you're a sin, he's judging US as a couple." she showed him the dress she was wearing to see if it met with his approval.
On Fri, Jul 22, 2016 at 1:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't think of it that way..." He said setting her feet down on the floor. He still wasn't entirely won over on the idea, but he could understand that maybe Jonah wasnt doing this to destroy him.
On Friday, July 22, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She chuckled, "You can't help yourself even if he wasn't so vague. I know you don't like him and he's not one of my favorite people but he still comes to have playdates with Sammy annnnd.." she hung on to his neck as he just picked her up around the waist to carry them back inside the apartment, "...if he's thinking about cherries, it means he met a girl and if he falls in love and has sex with her... he can stop judging us. It'll be one less person who think we're an abomination." she kissed his cheek.
On Fri, Jul 22, 2016 at 12:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed grumped with a heavy brow over his eyes. "You realize I can't help myself when he's so vague? It's like swatting a fly away from a piece of fruit. He's annoying." But he was still a friend to Zoe and Greed hated it.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kept her arms around his neck and said, "Can we talk about this inside?" she wasn't keen on someone catching them in her swimsuit. But she started talking anyway, "You do realize if you hadn't said those things under my name that he wouldn't have gotten all freaked out and wanted to talk to me in person instead of in the journal?"
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 5:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why alone?" He didn't respect Jonah as he did her father, so there were still some boundaries he was t willing to cross.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
A please! He only did that when he was desperate. She kissed his cheek and said, "Okay... maybe I won't wear it. But in exchange, I still get to meet with him. Alone." she raised a brow.
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 5:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Don't wear that, please...." He whispered. If she wouldn't listen to him saying no, the maybe she'd listen to him if he begged her.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kissed his frog, "I've popped a few of your cherries..." she whispered with a grin in his ear. He'd had quite a few sexual firsts with her despite having been sexually active for centuries. "Then you'll something in another drink and get me back."
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 3:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"My cherry was popped a long time ago." He loosened his arms, only giving in a little. He eyed her very suspiciously. "Fortune tellers are real, I don't doubt he'd throw something in your drink." But Greed forgot he'd done that to Jonah to knock him out, no one had the crazy ideas that Greed had.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because you trust me and know I wouldn't pop anyone's cherries except yours?" she nuzzled his ear and said, "It's not like he's gonna slip me a love potion." and then instantly cringed and regretted saying it cause lord knew that Greed would totally run with that nutty idea.
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 12:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why wouldn't I be? I don't put anything past those Virtues." Jonah was harder to read too. Maddy was like a lit firecracker. Jonah played the good guy card.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He was going nuts and she watched him and then sighed. How did she fall in love with a lunatic? Since she was a couple steps higher than him and his height, she put her arms around his neck and hugged him tight, her body pressed against him. "Are you really worried?" she asked softly.
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 10:52 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because he's always had a thing for you. He has wanted to get in your pants since he moved in with you and lied about who he was!" Greed grabbed fistfuls of his fluffy tuft of hair. "Oh shit it all makes sense now!" And he just started to rant as he only drive his paranoia even further.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her own eyes widened as she realized her mistake at just fueling his paranoia. She tilted her head and gave him a look, "Babe, you're the one that keeps insisting he doesn't know how to use his dick, how could he possibly warm up with me?"
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 10:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greeds eyes widened as her feigned conspiracy theory opened the door to more worry. He pointed at her. "You don't know that! It could be his way of warming himself up for his crazy girlfriend. Shit! No wonder he was talking to you privately!"
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe looked heavensward and said, "But he isn't popping his cherry with ME." and put her hands to her chest. "This isn't some elaborate scheme of his to lure me out away from you to pop cherries."
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 10:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No, that's not what I meant. But you are seeing a stinky ass Virtue who is questioning his cherry getting popped. You're not wearing that!" He was going to hog tie her to the couch.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She couldn't be too mad cause of how serious he was and it just made everything seem even more ridiculous. "So you're saying I should never ever wear something that accentuates my features ever again." and she put a hand on her hip purposely showing off her curves cause she doubted he'd be able to live without seeing her in accentuating things now and then.
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 10:29 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"It doesn't matter. You're accentuating them with that little number and I don't want anyone to think you're open for business." He crossed his arms over his chest, super serious and thinking she was really going to walk out in public like that.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She watched him point all over her and there was something so batshit crazy but endearing about him. God help her, she did love the doof. She put her hands on her hips, "You can't see my ass, tummy or boobs in this..." tho her legs were totally on display.
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 8:58 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"It is for eyes that have never seen that much of your legs! Those are my legs to touch." He pointed, "My ass, my stomach, and my boobs. No one else's." He was getting heated and worked up. All ruffled because she was leaving him to spend time with that nasty virtue.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe put her hands up in an i dunno way and looked around with big eyes, "Then I guess you should have been more specific!" she then frowned and looked down at the suit, "It's not skimpy..."
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 8:42 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't mean go off in a skimpy ass bathing suit!" It wasn't skimpy but he was feeling threatened. He was making a point. It wasn't like a father to a daughter, it was a man that didn't want anyone else's eyes to wander. They could appreciate, but there were limits.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe stoo a coupleof steps higher than him so she could look into his eyes and pointed out, "YOU told me to change cause you didn't want me to meet him in my last choice. So I did."
On Thu, Jul 21, 2016 at 8:02 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"A bathing suit? Are you serious? Are you going skinny dipping with him or to the beach? Because I'm saying no---" and he made his way down the steps until he was right in front of her.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stopped on the steps as he yelled and stamped his feet after her. She lowered the shades down her nose and looked at him over her shoulder, "Oh?" she asked when he said he changed his mind, as if there was nothing weird about her wearing a swimsuit and about to go outside (tho she would NEVER, she'd been hoping he'd stop her)
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 9:58 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Wait?! What is that?" His knees felt weak as she waltzed past him and out the door in that? He opened it and looked down the stairwell. "I changed my mind!" He stamped his foot and started down the steps after her.
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She mimicked his face and growled out, "Fine." and then turned on her heel and stormed off to her room, slamming the door shut. She took a few minutes and when she came waltzing out, she wore a blush swimsuit that looked like a teeny tiny dress.
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 9:30 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"A yellow dress. A fucking yellow dress!" He sucked his lips inside his mouth and growled with his brows creased. After a moment of contemplation he looked at her seriously. "Yes."
On Thursday, July 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm just wearing a dress!" she said. "I just wanted to put on clothes to go meet him. Will it make you feel better if I change?" she put her hands on her hips cause she was still going either way.
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 9:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No! That's not what I meant! Why are you dressing up for him?" He was evading the fact he'd been rude, because well---this was Jonah. His very existence had him asking for it. Virtues were still Sin punching bags.
On Wednesday, July 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She raised her brows, "You want me to show him how to use his dick??" she was kinda teasing him cause he was being so ridiculous.
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 8:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"The stinky virtue? Oh come on! What does he need tips on how to use his dick?" He was being mean. And now he was a tad jealous that she was going to be friendseis to Jonah the big fat Virtue baby.
On Wednesday, July 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Take a guess. You were a jerk to him. Lemme narrow that down... you were a jerk to him in the last twenty minutes." at his angry face she put her hands on his cheeks, smushing them, "You're so cute." she said in a baby voice cause really he wasn't gonna stop her if she really wanted to go. And he was adorable.
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 4:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't like not knowing. Who is it?" He pressed her with a really angry face. "I'm not letting you leave until you tell me who."
On Wednesday, July 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Cause it's fun to show it to you and walk away?" she turned around and smacked right into him, then gave him a look. "I'm going out to see someone you don't wanna know about. You sit, play with Sammy. Get some dinner on, I'll be back soon."
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 3:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Then why the hell wear yellow?" Seriously what was she doing? "Who are you going to see?" He stood upright, following her like a shadow.
On Wednesday, July 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe picked up her shades and put them on top of her head, "Not you." she walked over past him to pick up her phone that was on the sofa still, "I'm going out."
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 3:18 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah was nervous about seeing Zoe because he did not know if Greed would be with her and he didn't need the humiliation. He told her he needed to see her though and he wanted to do it alone, so he trusted Zoe to abide his wishes.
Greed watched as Zoe got ready with her yellow dress and shoes. "Who are you dolling up for?"
On Wednesday, July 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe might have done something very loving and sweet to butter Greed up about Jonah wanting to talk to her but she didn't. She still ignored Greed as she typed back a reply to Jonah that they could meet up and talk. She threw the phone on the sofa and then went to her room to change into a yellow dress, her wrist sparkly with the stars she put on them.
On Wed, Jul 20, 2016 at 9:55 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Jonah was already uncomfortable with where their online conversation had gone. He'd wanted to speak to her, not be made fun of because he was sitting in this strange, confusing stage with Emma. After expressing to Zoe talking about this online was too personal (and he didn't doubt Greed was with her), he sent her a private message that said he wanted to speak to her alone. Without prying eyes. He knew better than to think Zoe would be so cruel, he wouldn't believe it.
On Wednesday, July 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Theseus was still living with Zoe while he was recovering and Zoe was very hesitant to let him go anywhere on his own but like she sometimes needed beach days to clear her head, she reluctantly let her father start to go to the beach on his own. She knew it was hard to go from living on the water to being cooped up in a cement building all the time so she understood his need to be by the ocean.. and to be alone. But she always offered him the company. Right now tho she was at home with her big lug of a boyfriend and she scooted to the other end of the couch, her back turned to Greed as she tapped on her phone, replying to Jonah's journal and ignoring Greed cause he was a big jerk.