Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2016-08-15 08:33:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Greed and Zoe
WHEN: May 27 [Backdated]
WHERE: Madison
WHAT: Art class and S'mores
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
Sammy had scampered back outside the tent as soon as the clothes started coming off, Zoe's shirt landing on his head, he only had one good eye to begin with! He shook his body until the shirt fell to the ground and then he stood guard (getting distracted by squirrels just like his dad did). Zoe's attention was all on Greed, she couldn't be distracted if she wanted to, he demanded all of her in this moment and she freely gave it to him. She wrapped one naked leg around his as she touched his cheek and kissed him and kissed him and kissed him while the stars gazed in envy.
On Thu, Jul 7, 2016 at 5:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He devoured every bit of her, making sure she knew (and everyone else) who she belonged to. Every sound, moan and gasp for air was music to his ears. He was angry though, and that fueled his aggression. He was angry at his siblings, angry that she'd even suggest she'd become some sort of three-way pet to him and the other Excesses. Angry that a part of him knew of his siblings could accept her as he had that they would try to rip her from him. And when he heard her say his name, he couldn't stay angry.
On Thursday, July 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her breath hitched as he gave her that love bite, her fingers pressing into his skin as he was so gonna leave a hickey on her neck (and chances were bruises on her hips before the night was over). His own special form of branding whenever he got into this mood.
On Thu, Jul 7, 2016 at 4:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He tugged on her skin between his teeth in an aggressive love bite as an answer. He was her sole keeper and no one was going to paw her. He tugged softly and than lapped up the bite he'd left behind with his tongue with a much softer caress.
On Thursday, July 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The thing with the Sins was they all dipped into each other, they all had tempers, they all had envy... and when one of them, especially the excesses, saw someone else with something shiny, they wanted it too. Greed was trying hard to convince his brother his girlfriend was awesome.. she was as worried about what would happen if he succeeded as much as failed. She still remembered Lust's hand on her face but closed her eyes at the feel of his lips on her neck, "Promise?" she asked softly. Oh she did not want to be an excess exclusive pet with that collar back round her neck. She wanted to just be Greed's alone.
On Thu, Jul 7, 2016 at 3:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"They wouldn't get to have even a hair on your head." Only he could smell that coconut scent from her waves, touch the curves of her body and taste her as if she were the sweetest and most rare honey on earth. His fingers curled around her waist, gripping her sides a little more aggressively. "They wouldn't get to look at or taste you as I do." Being his property meant there were no timeshares or vacation rental spots.
He tickles her neck with a kiss, sucking softly on her skin. "Every bit of you is mine," that was a threat to any one who dared tread on his property and to her for thinking he'd let them.
On Thursday, July 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a breath, "I just.. I feel like they want to put me in a cage and tell you to let me out only when you're horny or want to cuddle. I feel like... if they DID understand our relationship... that they'd want to be part of it." and she had no idea how but it was the other possibility and she did not want a four way relationship. "Like... co-own me as if I'm some beach house property."
On Thu, Jul 7, 2016 at 11:17 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't like the prediction....it made him question himself instead of having that assurance in himself that he wanted her more than family. And yet....he was tempted with the possibility of getting another soldier on his side.
On Thursday, July 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She hesitated for a second and said, "I do....... but.... when it comes to your family....." they'd seen it both themselves, his siblings really got into his head and the things he'd let Lust do to Zoe, how far he'd been willing to let his sister go with her.. it had really terrified Zoe and when the fog cleared from Greed's head, it had terrified him too.
On Thu, Jul 7, 2016 at 9:37 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You don't trust me...." He stated, swallowing his stomach after it tried to come up his throat. Every time there was a weak link in her faith in him, he backtracked and thought he was going to fuck things up. He didn't set out to do it, but there she was predicting the future.
On Thursday, July 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm asking..... are we going to lose us?" was he willing to go that far that he'd end their relationship to get what he wanted? He was running ahead of her and he kept forgetting to make this a relationship, they needed both people there.
On Thu, Jul 7, 2016 at 7:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Sometimes what was right and wrong was very fuzzy in his head. It went with the territory and even when he knew the consequences he at times put them in danger because of it. He was doomed to destroy anything he touched even when proven he could create things as well. Her insecurity bled through and it made him insecure as well. "What are you asking me then?"
On Wednesday, July 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She still frowned, her eyes focused on his chest instead of his face, "That's what scares me..." she said in a low voice. He didn't know his own limits, he hated having limits to begin with. But it meant he might cross a line. She didn't know if he'd agree to let Glutt paw at her or if he'd agree to go out and fuck someone cause Glutt wanted it. She didn't know where the line was.. or if there was one.
On Wed, Jul 6, 2016 at 8:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He hadn't thought of that. It wasn't that he had forgotten but he hadn't put the two together. "I don't know...." He frowned almost like she'd scolded him for something he'd not done yet.
On Wednesday, July 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "This is gonna sound selfish..." and that was against her nature but being with him, well.. he rubbed off on her, "But when your focus isn't us... we tend to fall apart. With your sister, you wanted me to be someone else and it blew up in our faces. Okay we get Glutt a pet but if that doesn't work... how far will you go to get him to like you?" cause she didn't think it was about them as a couple as much as he wanted his siblings to fawn over him and his 'things'.
On Wed, Jul 6, 2016 at 8:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What does that have to do with getting Glutt a pet?" He tilted his head a lot like Samson would when he was confused and curious. If Greed had a tail he'd wag it at her.
On Tuesday, July 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, "Sadly you can more often than not..." but she was grateful he was at least pushing, it meant he hadn't forgotten about her yet. She averted her gaze and mumbled, "I'm just thinking about what happened with your sister..."
On Tue, Jul 5, 2016 at 4:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked at her with big bright blue eyes waiting for her to explain what was in her head. "Why can't I reach into your brain and see what the fuck you're thinking?"
On Sunday, July 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed a little and said, "It's not just demon deals...." he always thought of that cause it was one of his ultimate fuck ups but it wasn't the only one. "Your family.... when you..." she pressed her lips together, unsure of how to say it since not too long ago (meremonths!) the whole dog collar incident happened with Lust.
On Sun, Jul 3, 2016 at 1:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Worried about what? I'm not planning on any demon deals. So you can mark that off the list." But his mind was way ahead of them both.
On Sunday, July 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"We haven't had a huge fight in like five months.... and... I dunno, I just..." she couldn't explain it. "I'm just worried." things were good and his focus was leaving them which was dangerous.
On Sun, Jul 3, 2016 at 5:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Their secure bubble usually was busted when he tried to speed past her with his ideas. "Why are youv long to lose me?" He didn't understand where that idea was coming from. Not thinking that the last time he got an idea in his head he made a demon deal.
On Saturday, July 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sammy hit his tiny paws against Greed's chest with a little bark as his dad teased him and then licked his face. Zoe smiled and scratched the dog's head, a little worried. "We can go to a pet store soon... see the options." she pondered a moment and then blurted out, "I'm not gonna loseyou, am I?" he hadn't wanted something this bad in awhile... and when Greed wanted something, it tended to sink their relationship.
On Sat, Jul 2, 2016 at 5:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"If it's a fish or a chicken maybe, but maybe something smaller than a puppy." Greed gave Samson a smile and stuck his tongue out to imitate his furry companion. "Not a rabbit either, he's likely to roast it on a spit."
On Saturday, July 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe didn't share his excitement as she thought of Glutt, "Would he try to eat it tho...." Sammy tilted his head to the side and then came and put his front paws on Greed's cheston the side Zoe wasn't cuddled into. He liked being included in family meetings.
On Sat, Jul 2, 2016 at 11:47 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
What the fuck wouldn't Glutt eat. He already had a girl. What else was there? It was about then that Sammy came over and nudged their feet with his wet nose. Greed gasped as a lightbulb went off in his head. "A pet?!"
On Saturday, July 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She blinked, "Ummmm... something that is not food. Cause whenever I bake anything, he eats it and then is still hungry and totally forgets we just gave it to him. So something he can't eat, something that can't just disappear." tho she had no clue what.
On Sat, Jul 2, 2016 at 9:04 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed lit up, there were actual sparkles in his eyes when she understood. He smiled happily. "Great! What do we get him?!"
On Saturday, July 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She couldn't dash his hopes and she knew how important having his family like her was to him. So she sighed but tried to smile, "Well... maybe is something." she gave him a kiss, "We'll get him a present and maybe that'll help put him on our team."
On Sat, Jul 2, 2016 at 8:52 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"No, but maybe?" Greed had a child's hopefulness sometimes. He wanted to force the world to see what he did, so maybe if he squeezed his eyes tightly and repeated it enough he could make it real.
On Saturday, July 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She winced, "Greed...." trying to be gentle but he was saying too opposite things there. "Do you think he'll give up trying to paw at me if he likes me?" cause it sounded like if Glutt saw the gold Greed did, being a Sin, he'd only want to tarnish it more by touching it.
On Sat, Jul 2, 2016 at 8:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"He doesn't give up easily and I want him to like you." He wanted Glutt to see what he saw. His voice cracked pathetically. It was wearing him thin.
On Wednesday, June 29, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned and touched his cheek, "Yeah... but he'll still not get whyYOU want to fuck me. You'll still be with me and he still won't understand it or not give you grief about it cause it doesn't benefit him...." she looked into his eyes with worry, "Are you stressed because you want him onyour side or because you're worried he'll do something to me?"
On Wed, Jun 29, 2016 at 3:14 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Find someone who's really bad at sex? Or someone that gives him a burning itchy rash and he'll never want to fuck you again." Not that that helped his case anymore. He was desperate for a plan and it was turning into a disaster now.
On Wednesday, June 29, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded, "I would, and you'd have to pick only one. And if youdidn't pick me then I'd break into your apartment in the middle of the night and pinch your nipples hard." she made a face, "Are youserious right now? What happens when he sees me during the day and tries to cop a feel or something cause he thinks its okay since he had sex with 'me'." and she used air finger quotes.
On Wed, Jun 29, 2016 at 3:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"If there were two of you, I think you'd still hold me accountable to cheating if I fucked her too. And it doesn't have to be a perfect twin. Just someone that resembles you enough that he doesn'tknow the difference in the dark."
On Wednesday, June 29, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She poked him, "Then why don't you strip for me?" chances were he'd have to strip her himself too. She gave him a little smile, "If I had a twin, you'd be cool with your brother fuckingher? You wouldn't want both of us?"
On Wed, Jun 29, 2016 at 2:58 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's dark! Sammy isn't even paying attention, and you're under a sheet fort." There was no one for miles. "I don't know what to do unless I find your twin and let him fuck her."
On Wednesday, June 29, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She blushed a little and smacked his chest, burrowing into him, "We're outside...." he'd gotten her naked on the porch once before but this was a little different. She didn'thave an answer and said, "I don't know... what do you thinkyou should do?"
On Wed, Jun 29, 2016 at 2:31 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So, give me a little strip..." He walked his fingers up her leg with a happy grin. He knew she was right, it worked for them. It would work for Digger. "And what do I do about my brother?"
On Tuesday, June 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Don't you get to have that anyway?" she said and stuck her tongue out at him but then kissed his pout, "This will be good for you. Both of you. It always has been for us." they ended up missing each other like crazy.
On Tue, Jun 28, 2016 at 4:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Does that mean I get to have you strip and have sushi with me?" Because if he took a break he'd be lonely. Really lonely. The thought now made him give her a pouty face.
On Monday, June 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because he reminds you of everything your brother isn't giving you....?" she kissed his cheek, "And it makes Digger an easy punching bag." she snuggled into him, "Which is why I think you guys need a break from each other. No phone calls, no texts, no hanging out at work or after work. No smoking pot and video games and no going to strip clubs and sushi and beer together." listing all teh fun things teh boys did together.
On Mon, Jun 27, 2016 at 11:09 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't even know why he pisses me off now..." And that too again had to do with Glutt and how often Greed saw Digger. He just needed to refocus so he didn't destroy his other human.
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Okay well it kinda sounds like you, no offense..." since Greed wanted everything. "But first things first... can we maybe not abuse Digger so much? And maybe even... take a break from him? Like you and me sometimes take breaks so you can miss me?" and she gave him another kiss.
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 5:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It doesn't unless he thinks he gets a piece of you. He's got that bitch living with him probably fucking him and he still wants a piece of what I have." He didn't know how to make him understand. Or how to win over his brother. And when Greed wasn'tsure what avenue to take, he tended to tread in the stranger territories of his mind. He tended to come up with really bad ideas...
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "I'm not sure.... I only know about the Sins through you. He's your brother... how would youhaving a girlfriend benefit him?" she gave him a sweet little kiss. "I'm not sure how he thinks.."
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 4:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You're right---and she's so fat she'll suffocate me first." Just the idea offucking that fatty made him twitch. "So how do we get him to think it benefits him?" It wasn't like giving Digger a joint and a beer and throwing him a party at the strip club and buying him a lap dance with a busty blonde. He could do those things with Glutt until Glutt slobbered all over them and they drug their sleezy asses towards him.
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"The female side might try to have sex with you.." she said with a wrinkled nose. "I don't think he's against you... he's just notyou know, waving pompoms about us. He's lost his party animal sex machine brother, and call me crazy but sins are selfish, he's gonna think about only himself. I think the only way he'll see this is a good thing is if he can see how it benefits HIM. And right now it doesn't."
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 4:19 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"If Glutt doesn't side with me?" It would devastate Greed. "Maybe I should try to get the female side to sway him." It was one thing to pull away from Lust, but from both his Excess counterparts, it would shake his very foundation. Not that he didn't run off to do his own thing, stand on his own, but Glutt and Lust were his blood.
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She patted his chest, "Yes. That is definitely a point for Digger.." since the guy wasn't trying to constantly sexually harass her. She looked at him, "And what if what?"
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 3:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"We were. Since the beginning." Seven sins but the three of them were set apart. "And what if---" he wanted Glutt to be onhis side. Not Lusts. He didn't want to share him and he didn't want Lust to sway him. Right now he didn'tknow where this was going to end up. Usually he thrived off the unknown, but this was different. "Digger doesn't alsoinsist on fucking you..."
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Your brother hasn't been in town that long and he hasn't gotten used to it yet. And you wanna know why people don't give Wrath as much hell about it anymore? Cause I really don't think she cares. She just always tells people to fuck off. And... I mean... she wasn't.." she took a breath, "Wrath sort of supports us, right? But the people you want approval from are your excess brother and sister but from what you've told me, it's been just the three of you. Seven sins but you three were your own little world. With your sister in charge. And she has such a.... cruel and different view of the world. I think your brother thinks that that way is 'normal' when it isn't. It's just one perspective. And maybe he needs time to see yours. I mean, when we first started dating, even YOU thought it was crazy."
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 3:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Glutt just...." He had wanted so bad to have someone in his side. It wasn't like he could expect a weclome party for his girlfriend, but Greed had invisioned such a detailed ideal, that he was heartbroken when it wasn't real. "I hate defending myself to him for what I want, what is mine and the Sin that I am." It was taxing, and Greed wanted the acceptance so badly. "I thought for sure he was going to be on my side. No one gives Wrath hell anymore." But Greed was stupid, crazy and lacking in credibility these days for wanting the same things his sister had. Why wasn't he allowed it too?
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked in his eyes and asked, "Then why do you want to Frankenstein Glutt and Digger? If you do, Glutt wouldn't be Glutt. And Digger wouldn't be Digger. You said I gave you love and friendship... but you didn't want those things from your sister. You didn't try to get that out of her. You kinda knew she wasn't capable of it.."
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 2:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because it wouldn't be Lust and you wouldn't be you. I didn't want a Lust with your body. I wanted you." Granted he'd struggled for a long time in even coming to terms with the fact that sleeping with other girls hadn't satisfied him like they once had.
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe kept tracing patterns on his skin and said, "How come you didn't want your sister to just give you the things I gave you?" which is kinda what he wanted right now, he wanted Glutt to be like Digger.
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 11:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"A little at first..." But there were things that he had grown to desire from Zoe that he was never gonna get from Lust. Ever. "But then I just wanted you." And he was doubting himself because of his siblings and furious because of what he wanted.
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She traced a pattern on his chest with her finger as she thought about what he was saying and asked, "Did you... ever.. want to frankenstein me and your sister together?" his issue right now was he wanted Glutt to provide everything Digger did. She never thought before that Greed had might wanted Lust to give him what Zoe did.
On Sat, Jun 25, 2016 at 9:12 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Maybe I want them to be spliced together like a god damned Frankenstein." He was upset about it, that was very clear. She managed to pick up on it and it made him unsettled. Was he really that easy to read, and did his siblings see straight through him as she did?
On Saturday, June 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know..." she said softly, her fingers scratching lightly, not being able to do more cause she was laying on him pretty much. "But.. Glutt isn't digger and Digs isn't Glutt.. and you're mad at both of them for not being some weird hybrid." it was like he wanted his brother to act like Digger did, get well... both worlds. It was Greed tho, it was natural for him to want everything.
On Fri, Jun 24, 2016 at 9:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked down at her hands, eyes still not meeting hers. "He's not who I thought he was." Greed had this image in his head that didn't match up. It was t even idol worship, but the Glutt he had fabricated with his mind fell flat in person. Greed wanted acceptance, someone that had his back that he didn't have to fight. "If I could drill his brain out of his head I would." Because the Glutt would be the Frankenstein monster Greed had created inside his imagination and not real life.
On Friday, June 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Maybe it doesn't." but she wasn't convinced, "But there's been a shift in your attitude ever since he came back.. I remember times when hanging out with Digger would make you so sad because you'd wish for nothing more than your brother to be here with you... and now that he is....." she trailed off because she didn't think Greed was as happy as he thought it would be because the reality didn't match up to what he had in his head.
On Fri, Jun 24, 2016 at 8:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why does this have to have anything to do with Glutt?" Because ever since the big guy popped up, Greed was reasoning in his head if he had demolished his credibility as a Sin. At the same time he thought he had every right to own his humans without having to defend them each time it was brought up. They were his. He owned them. Fuck off.
On Friday, June 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe leaned forward, folding her arms on his chest so her face was closer to his, her big brown eyes staring into his, "Are you sure?" she asked in a way that indicated she kinda knew it had a lot to do with his brother but Greed was struggling with admitting his dreams weren't living up to the reality.
On Fri, Jun 24, 2016 at 2:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His brother was at the root of this issue. His brother had thrown his world up topsy-turvy. Greed was acting off his brothers strong influence, his own pride and still trying to make sense of why the people in his life were not accepted or just toys for his siblings to demolish. Greed was stumbling over himself. "This has nothing to do with Glutt." But it had everything to do with him.
On Friday, June 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You can but then it ends up boiling over into a world of other stuff. Cause here's the thing, if you're feeling those feelings, they're coming from SOMEWHERE." she put her hands flat on his stomach and looked at him with concern, "You actually started to forgive him for the whole sloth thing until..... your brother came back to town." and then it was like Greed's forgiveness stopped and he started to abuse Digger.
On Fri, Jun 24, 2016 at 12:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Can't I just be mad and annoyed at him?" Why did it have to be something? Of course it was something though, because he had done t to Zoe too once, and he was on a path that would lead to a lot more hurt than anger if he kept it up.
On Thursday, June 23, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe gave him a look and pushed down on him a little, "He let you live with him till you got a new apartment and you know between our life together, your life on your own, your job, and family... it leaves little time as it is and Digger does make time for you. He's scared he's going to lose his job and he looks up to you somewhat. He sees you working hard, moving on up and he's been there longer than you have and now he's worried he's gonna lose his job. I think summer school is a great idea. And you've been mad at him for a while now... and I think it's not cause he doesn't have time for you. Cause he does." she was trying to coax at him to look deeper.
On Thu, Jun 23, 2016 at 7:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know, he's just annoying me." Greed wouldn't meet her eyes, which meant the wheels in his head were speeding too fast. Digger was his target, not who he really should throw the flame at. He had to have someone bare the punishment. "He's going to summer school. Fucking bastard." It was as good as Digger saying he was leaving Greed for something else. He would have no free time, and then Greed was in no mood to see Glutt any time soon after the fiasco that happened with his apartment. He either left the viper at home, or he locked her up in the basement when Greed came around. AND, the fucking bastard needed a leash to stay off his things and respect his space. Glutt wasn't who he remembered, or he just wasn't who he had built him up to be in all this time without him.
On Thu, Jun 23, 2016 at 2:43 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She leaned down and gave him a small kiss for his compliment and said, "I like the way you look too." pointing out that she wasn't thrilled with his extra crunches. But she had a feeling it was tied in to seeing his fat brother.. she massaged the joints where his shoulders met and said, "How?" cause had a strong suspicious Digger was getting undeserved abuse.
On Thu, Jun 23, 2016 at 11:39 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You have curves. I can't get rid of those." He smiled for a half second and then sighed heavily. "He's just getting on my nerves right now." Which he really wasn't, it wasn't all Digger's fault, but that was who Greed chose to punish.
On Thursday, June 23, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Can I point out that you're allowed to do crunches but if I lose an ounce, you freak out?" she kept her massage up, feeling him tense and said, "What's going on with you and him? Just saying his name right now and you turned to steel."
On Thu, Jun 23, 2016 at 10:20 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Am I? I've been doing crunches?" Did that have anything to do with it? As her fingers skimmed and kneaded his muscle he just laid there looking up at her through half-lidded eyes. He did tense at the mention of Digger. "What about Digger?"
On Thursday, June 23, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She'd massaged his scalp and his back before but there was so much tightness in his torso, she felt for him. She worked on his chest, on the expanse of flesh under his throat, grabbing and kneading and then using her thumbs to smooth, "You are sooooo tight. Is it cause of the new apartment... or is it cause of Digger...?" she asked very carefully.
On Thu, Jun 23, 2016 at 9:59 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I am," he nodded his head and then shook it in a 'no' response. She wasn't even doing anything sexual, but it was unexpected and his brain had turned off.
On Thursday, June 23, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She chuckled as her hands massaged his ribs, squeezing his sides and then sliding back, her poor boy had a lot of tension in his muscles, "Are you even listening...." he had that look on his face when he wanted her to shut up so he could enjoy something.
On Thu, Jun 23, 2016 at 9:42 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He lost sight of what she was actually saying. Her hands were being very adventurous and tender, and he zoned out a second time. "Good---" he said at first just kind of enjoying the massage. "I'm gonna keep saying it---" he had no idea what he was agreeing to. If anything.
On Wednesday, June 22, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I... really like it." she said slowly and then put her hands on his ribs and massaged his pecs with her thumbs and palms, putting some pressure there. "I didn't think I would. You tried calling me baby a couple of times before and I hated it but that's cause it wasn't special... that was... it was someone elses. This feels like just you and me."
On Wed, Jun 22, 2016 at 6:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He purred with a wiggle of his hips. There were times he let her grab the wheel, but only when he didn't find her trying to take complete control of him. "You don't like when I say it?"
On Wednesday, June 22, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She covered her mouth with her hands as she tried to stifle her laugh. Her hands dropped and she was smiling, "Dominant?" that was unexpected, "You call me babe...." she pointed out and eyed him with a grin. "You make it sound casual and sweet and possessive, like there is no other babe for you in the world. Like I'm the only one." which was why she'd had such a big problem when he'd started calling her baby a few years back, it was his name for Lust.
On Wed, Jun 22, 2016 at 6:18 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He played with the hem of her shirt where it sat on the edge of her thighs. "I kinda do. It's a very dominant word, and yet---" when she said it, there was a tinge of sweetness. Her position was a lot more frisky though, and he was still curious to what she was gonna do. "You make it sound so sweet." It made his skin prickle.
On Wednesday, June 22, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She blinked, she hadn't really thought about it... she smiled tho at that look on his face and wiggled her fingers on his chest hair, "Did you like it....?" since he could be touchy about those things and it was really what he'd started calling her.
On Wed, Jun 22, 2016 at 5:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You called me babe," he said with a shit-eating grin. He liked that feeling of being owned by her. Lust had laid claim on him from the time he was born, but this had a different feel. It wasn't like that of a caged bird, there was still a freedom. He looked at her with tha happy dazed expression, wondering just what she he in mind.
On Wednesday, June 22, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a tiny pushing motion against him when he didn't budge, he had the oddest look on his face. When he finally fell backwards, She straddled him and put her hands on his chest as if she was the one that knocked him down (when in reality she did no such thing). She forgot where she'd been going with this and asked him curiously instead, "Where did you go for a second there?"
On Wed, Jun 22, 2016 at 12:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Her urge to move him went unnoticed at first, he was still hanging onto the fact that she had called him babe. It made him feel exclusive to her. In some strange way, he may have owned her, but she owned him and for a second he was proud of the ownership. When he realized what she'd been asking, he had that dope look on his face. "Ohhhhhh---" he said with his quirky brows and fell back onto the mattress.
On Tue, Jun 21, 2016 at 8:17 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She rubbed her hands over his ribs and said, "Huh? Did you say something?" only half teasing cause look at all the hairy muscle, it was so delicious! She knew as much as he was playing, he was also serious cause he was a nut and she groaned as she grabbed onto his sides and used it to lift herself up in a sitting position. Her nose was touching his as she said, "We should. For science. Cause if Judas, Jesus, and Gengis Khan show up at our house, I need to know that you are the right jello shot body slurping choice." then she leaned into him and to the side but she wasn't big enough and whispered, "A little help, babe?" she was trying to get him on the mattress but she wouldn't be able to do it on her own.
On Tue, Jun 21, 2016 at 5:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Now you're just groping and admiring. I thought you were making a rational decision on Jell-O shot ability here. Do we need to test the theory?" They might have some jello in the fridge?.
On Tuesday, June 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She turned her lips in when heglared at her and when he took off his shirt, she looked like he just gave her ice cream. She reached up her hands and touched the hair on his chest, loving it and how manly he looked. She entirely forgot about jello and judas.
On Tue, Jun 21, 2016 at 4:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He sat upright on his haunches and looked at her with that of cold stone. "Excuse me?" He worked his Tshirt off, wrangling it like a horse until he had it up over his head. He cleared his throat, nose in the air. Was that a good enough sample for her, or had she just conviently forgotten what he looked like. He had started a few more crunches to his nightly refining, but Greed was not the stone statue he'd been when they first met. He had some soft spots, and some definition.
On Tuesday, June 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Judas might be hot, I don't know, I've never met him." she tried not to laugh, "I dunno! Maybe he has a great body designed for jello shots. I'd really have to see all the options...." hinting maybe she wanted his shirt off.
On Tue, Jun 21, 2016 at 11:14 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What if Judas is ugly?" He didn't know for sure, this was a fictional Judas anyway, not the real deal. He looked at her horrified. "Why does Judas get the Jell-O shots and not me? I'm disgusted now." And he had the look of horror and sadness on his face.
On Tuesday, June 21, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She went, "Ewwww... no!" her hands stilling and she wrinkled her nose, "Wasn't Judas there too? Don't I get the option to pick him? He might have the perfect jello shot slurping body for all I know."
On Mon, Jun 20, 2016 at 9:54 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Would you rather take Jell-O shots off him?" If at all possible, Greed would be jealous of God's human incarnation. "It's him or Ghenghis Khan."
On Monday, June 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe instantly blushed at that remark, wrinkling her nose as he nipped it. "I don't know how comfortable I am with Jesus getting to watch us... eat jello." She pinched him lightly again, "Is that your way of saying to keep doing it?" since he was such a perverted masochist.
On Mon, Jun 20, 2016 at 6:17 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're my jello tray." He grinned wide, twitching his body at her pinch. "You're going to bruise me if you keep that up, and he leaned down to nip the tip of her nose.
On Monday, June 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mouth dropped open and she gave him a pinch, "You and jesus doing jello shots off chicks and where am I in this scenario??" it wasn't really blaspheming cause she wasn't of that religion (she was sure her dad would kill her if she converted) and he was literally part of the religion.
On Mon, Jun 20, 2016 at 4:43 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Maybe I'll go for a round of margaritas to top it off. And I'd like to see Jesus take some Jell-O shots off some chicks stomach." He thought she might smack that belt against his ass, but then she was groping him under his shirt. "But what kind of jello. He'd totally be into strawberry I think." Not even thinking twice about how ridiculous his little vision had become. It was now just a twisted mess.
On Monday, June 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed, "Hey, at least I thought of you! I wasn't even invited to your imaginary dinner..." the belt made a fwiiiish sound as she pulled on it and it went out of belt loops and she put it next to them. "We can find out I'm sure... I'm gonna guess 100." both her hands wriggling up underneath his shirt now so her arms were lost under there uptil her elbows.
On Mon, Jun 20, 2016 at 3:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The stars were twinkling now, shining brighter as the fire started to dull down. "You're horrible. A bucket of chicken as if I'm an afterthought." He noticed her undoing his belt but he didn't say anything, just gave her another kiss. "I wonder how many marshmallows it would take to make a penis cake?"
On Monday, June 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her nails dug in for a moment when he kissed her before going back to lazily drawing circles on his lower back. She laughed at his menu for dinner cause he would think of booze and sweets. Her hand dipped and started undoing his belt just to make it more comfortable for both of them, it dug into her whenever he kissed her. "What's wrong with pita bread?" she said with a mock offended look, giving him a little pinch, "I'd have a full greek feast at my dinner, like in ancient times. Lots of seafood. On big platters. And grapes. Greek wine. Oh, and a little bucket of chicken for you." and she stuck her tongue out at him playfully.
On Mon, Jun 20, 2016 at 3:09 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed wiggled his butt side to side slowly once he felt her nails skim his back. "Mmmmm....well it definitely wouldn't be pita bread." He gave her a firey kiss while his brain contemplated the meal. "Wine. Lots of wine. I'd be sure Jesus showed me his party trick." He grinned with a snort, "A penis cake made of s'mores."
On Monday, June 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe grinned, "Aww we could go to the beach so much more.." and she leaned up and managed to kiss his chin. She tried to stifle her laughter as she said, "Jesus, Judas and Gengis Khan at a dinner with you.." the image was so... random and hilarious. "Okay..." she ran her hand up and down his arm and then down his chest and then it slithered under his shirt so she could touch the skin of his lower back since he was on top of her, "So what food is going to be served at the dinner party? Including beverages and dessert. And it can be any kind from anywhere. It's imaginary so..." he could go nuts.
On Sun, Jun 19, 2016 at 9:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's a fucking awesome party trick. But, if he could teach me to walk on water we'd be golden." He smiled with that big toothy grin. "Shit a third! L" he thought a moment and jutted his chin out proudly. "Ghenghis Khan. Legend." Most greedy people had a horrible history to follow and that was the most interesting part. It reminded Greed he was still a badass.
On Monday, June 20, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She burst out laughing at his answer, not expecting it. "You are nuts but not for that answer. Judas I understand but why Jesus? So you could try to get him to teach you that water into wine party trick?" she stroked his cheek, scratching the scruff that was already growing on his face lightly, "And you still have one seat left to fill for your imaginary dinner."
On Sun, Jun 19, 2016 at 9:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Am I nuts for wanting to meet Judas and Jesus? Just to get them in a room and say 'Judas you should have went for more silver'." That had been the ultimate greedy bribe that had gone down in their pantheon for eons to come. Greed was kinda proud of that moment. He'd also try to weasel in a few questions to see if Jesus could arrange him a meet with God and ask why he had to make hell such a long way down, and why Wrath was not on his hit list like the rest.
But after Zoes answer, Greed's wasn't with the sentiment she had, he was seriously considering what a fine dinner with those two would be like now. He DEFINITTELY would have changed the look of DaVinci's last supper for sure.
On Saturday, June 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a breath of relief and said without thinking about it, "You, my dad, and my mom." it wasn't the craziest of answers but really, the little brunch they had on the boat was one of her most cherished memories and if she had a chance to do it all over again, she would.
On Sat, Jun 18, 2016 at 8:00 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Holy shit Zoe what kind of question is that? So many choices!!" So while he mulled over it he took the seized the opportunity for her to answer it as well. "What about you?"
On Saturday, June 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked up at him and the stars and thought, "Hmmm... a nice what if. Like...." all she could think of was marriage and babies, things he was not ready for at all but she' already started talking and if she didn't say something he'd needle her till she spilled and it'd ruin the evening so she blurted out the first thing that came to mind, "If you could have a dinner party with any three people living or dead from any time period, who would you invite?"
On Sat, Jun 18, 2016 at 6:02 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He rolled her back onto their sheet tented mattress and into the pile of pillows he'd added for their own little bohemian camp. "What kind of what if then?"
On Saturday, June 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She still clung to him and shook her head, "I don't like that what if. Do a different what if..." him not being him had been one of the worst things they'd been through, she couldn't and didnt want to imagine going through it again.
On Sat, Jun 18, 2016 at 2:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's just a what if. I wasn't saying I had any plans to turn into a psychotic monkey." He held her reassuring her in that hug that he had no plans of going anywhere.
On Saturday, June 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, "Cause you always tend to hav something to do with it. And I wouldn't care or I'd wear a blindfold till I got used to it. We'd have to you know.. lead up to kissing and making love cause it'd be weird but it'd be YOU. And if you didn't do anything to cause it then okay but if you did, I'd be really mad cause just stop leaving meeeeee." and she hugged him around the neck tight.
On Sat, Jun 18, 2016 at 12:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Who says I have anything to do with it? What if I just woke up one morning and had my brothers face? What if they'd made the deal and you were stuck looking at Envy for the rest of your life?" Shit that sounded like a death sentence.
On Friday, June 17, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her nose wrinkled a little as she thought of glutt's greasy face and Envy's serial killer one, "Well.... as long as it was YOU inside.." she poked him in the chest where his heart was, "Then I'd still be with you. But I'd probably not be thrilled about it cause it would mean you tried some other deal and when you get a new face you tend to leave me to go play with it."
On Fri, Jun 17, 2016 at 2:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And what if I looked like one of my brothers?" He didn't even think about what if it was Lust or one do his sisters. But Glutt wasn't the pretty one, and Envy was like his fucked up twin brother. So he wondered if she could love ant face, or if it was just particular to this and other pretty faces.
On Thursday, June 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I would. It'd take some getting used to. He doesn't have your eyelashes..." she kissed the apple of his cheek, "But he'd be you on the inside and that's what counts the most. I think sometimes you need breaks and I'm starting to become okay with that. As long as you still come back to me. And it isn't too long." she pinched him lightly.
On Thu, Jun 16, 2016 at 8:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I think I would have. I learned my face isn't what keeps you. If I still had his face, you'd still be here..." Even if he was a brunette devil with chiseled features and pretty eyes. Zoe fell for what was inside him, all his marshmallow and chocolate insides and not just the graham cracker crust.
On Thursday, June 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nuzzled his nose for another kiss, "Yeah but he had liked me, I think you would have started to hate him for it eventually. I hope you would have come for me anyway." the body had been comforting cause it was familiar but everything else, what mattered, had been different. She had no idea that the demon deal might come back into play, she was under the impression that it had been totally broken.
On Thu, Jun 16, 2016 at 3:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I thought he'd have more sense than that and he disappointed me." He hoped that that demon deal didn't backfire and slip up again in some way. He'd been sure that while dying reversed things, it hadn't completely destroyed the deal he'd weaseled out of.
On Thursday, June 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled at his little kiss and looked at him with big eyes, "And you WANTED me with him." then she pouted, "And he didn't want me at all...." and she imitated the big fat lip pouted he always gave her.
On Thu, Jun 16, 2016 at 2:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know...I know...zombie me was kind of a buzzkill. He didn't even know how to use his own dick." He kissed Zoe's nose.
On Thursday, June 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a breath when he released her from that incredible kiss and it took her a second and she said, "No... I'm not scared of your psychotic ways. Other things, yes. But not the creeper psycho ways you have." she stroked his cheeks with her thumbs as her hands cupped the side of his head, "I've seen you without them, you kinda suck. You're just not.... you."
On Thu, Jun 16, 2016 at 11:55 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"My psychotic ways?" He gave her a hot and melty kiss, before giving her air to answer his question. She was his new squishy, tasty s'more.
On Thursday, June 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She scratched behind his ears and then used the pads of her fingers to massage at the base of his skull, "Of what?" she asked. She wasnt sure if he meant of him hurting her or what.
On Thu, Jun 16, 2016 at 11:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And you aren't afraid at all?" He purred, the ego being set in check now, his reassurance met. He knew what it meant, because she had been afraid of him before, she had seen what he was like without that psychotic side, and he had been a bore.
On Thursday, June 16, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She ran her nails up and scratched before sliding them around his head as she kissed the side of his mouth, "Yes. You are." she nuzzled his nose as she kept massaging his scalp as she whispered, "I love it." the psycho creep was part of his package and she had come to be very fond of it.
On Thu, Jun 16, 2016 at 7:21 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's creepy?" He felt her nails scale his neck and into his hair and it was the massage he went crazy for. His eyes closed and he shivered. "I'm not creepy." But he was. There was a reason girls not only stayed in his bed more than once, many had no idea how to deal with him.
On Wednesday, June 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She ran her hands up from his shoulders along the back of his neck and across the shorn sides of his head in the way he liked, "Well you are insane but it's kinda nice to have you totally obsessed with me, it's creepy and very loving.." she knew he meant his hair but she couldn't resist.
On Wed, Jun 15, 2016 at 5:36 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He felt his spine tingle with the thought of her hands scaling his neck, so that kiss just made him shiver. "What makes you like it like this?" The same way he loved her long wavy hair. And she'd probably told him, but it boosted his ego.
On Wednesday, June 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned and nuzzled him right back like they were cats loving on each other, "Yes, I do. I like it a lot. Especially now your hair is like this." and she gave him a small kiss.
On Wed, Jun 15, 2016 at 4:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You like that I was once a buzz cut porn star who now is ridiculously, crazy, fucking mad obsessed with you?" He nuzzled her nose with an Eskimo kiss.
On Wednesday, June 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nipped his nose, "Yes, you dork." she smothered his lips with big smacking kisses and then touched his cheek, "You know how when I asked you if you were embarrassed of me and you said no, it's the same thing. We're both really really different in some ways but... I kinda like that about you."
On Wed, Jun 15, 2016 at 3:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're positive?" He knew when she was lying. She wasn't, but his wounded ego needed reassurance.
On Wednesday, June 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She touched his cheek and gave him a big loving kiss so he could feel the sicnerity and after it broke she said, "You are not a joke. And you are not a joke to me. At all. I am so proud and so happy to be with you..."
On Wed, Jun 15, 2016 at 7:05 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't want to be a joke to you like I am to everyone else." They'd probably even had this conversation before, it felt familiar. Maybe before he'd died and come back. He seemed to repeat things in different ways now that he was learning how to be with her all over again.
On Wednesday, June 15, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "No, it doesn't. It's not... I mean, it's different. But it's part of your past. Who you were. I'd only care if you STILL did it. Then we'd have issues." she wanted him to talk more about it tho, still not getting why this was so important all of a sudden.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 9:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It still weirds you out." Because he liked that attention. Being a star and someone important. He hadn't felt shame for it not once, in fact he'd always been proud of it. Her poking at it though, it was like a joke even as lighthearted as she'd treated it. His family treated him like a joke, this object to make fun of. He could be a joke to them, because they'd never see how clever he could be. But, he wouldn't be a joke to her. Not even in the tiniest of ways.
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, disbelieving he was actually asking but said, "It's not something I tell people but I'm not embarrassed by it. It was something you did, past tense. Before me. You were the one who told me I couldn't be mad at you for something you did before you met me."
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 8:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You still never answered if you are embarrassed..." He looked into her eyes once he raised his thick lashes to see her. She'd only asked him why he thought that. He didn't know where this was going either or why it had hit him like a ton of bricks.
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nuzzled him again, saying softly, "You wanna talk about it..." the fire crackled in front of them and even tho the stars were out and bright, it was still pretty warm and cozy. She didn't know where all this was coming from.. but she wanted him to get it out.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 7:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I dunno." He did know deep down, it just hadn't surfaced yet why it hit so hard. She'd shown him a long time ago she didn't see him as a piece of meat, showing that women were also guilty of using him as much as he had them.
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stroked his cheek, "How does it sound like I'm embarrassed?" she wanted him to process this fully, see what his own emotions were that were making him think these things, cause something she said triggered something much deeper it seemed like.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 2:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I dunno. It just sounds like you're embarrassed by the fact I was a manwhore." They'd been together all this time and it was just now hitting him that she might have a problem.
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, a little confused, "Greed... I said it cause you were making orgasm noises. You know.. S'moregasm..? It's a play on words and I used your porn name cause it's a porn title..." she had said his porn name before but this really rubbed him wrong for some reason. She put an arm around him and leaned into him so she was cuddled on his lap, totally surprised by his next question, "Embarassed that... where is all this coming from?" she'd known for years he was a porn star before and NOW he thought it was an embarassment to her?
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 2:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I liked that name. You don't like it?" He was t sure himself why it had rubbed him wrong but it had. "You're embarrassed aren't you? That I was a porn star."
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was surprised that this was about his porn name. "That's what has you hurt? That I teased you about porn?" she nuzzled his nose to get him to look at her. She didn't think she'd said anything too hurtful but apparently something had rubbed him the wrong way.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 12:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You are." He pouted a bit more, his eyes giving away that tiny tinge of hurt, like a child who'd been told their best friend was moving away. He dropped his gaze a little, those big fat lashes touching his cheeks. "I thought I had picked an awesome porn name." And for once it made him wonder if he embarrassed her.
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She eyed him, for a moment she wasn't sure if he was really crushed or not. "Cause I'm a terrible person..." but she did give him a small soft kiss to show she still loved him even if he was a brat.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 12:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why are you being mean to me?" His voice was soft, and for a minute he looked genuinely crushed, but he was good at pretending. He was a little sore at her picking, but he also knew how to use it to get some sweeter attention.
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She started laughing as he lassoed her towards him and she ended up in his lap. She scrunched up her nose and narrowed her eyes, "Cause I'm a mean girlfriend..."
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 12:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You!" He pulled her towards him while she still had a hold of his hand. His appetite had gone from s'mores to her. "Why are you picking on me."
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe cleaned up the spot he pointed out with a literal flick of her tongue and then looked over her shoulder behind her as if she was looking for this mysterious 'her' he was referencing to. "Where?" she teased.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 12:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You missed a spot..." He pouted, pointing towards the little bit of chocolate down the side of his finger. And when she walloped him with that question, he put his hand on his hip with a huff. She should know the answer to that question. "I'm looking at her."
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She still held his hands with both of hers but she looked at him and raised her brows, "Emoting is healthy? And where pray tell did you learnthis?" for a guy who used to think emotions were yucky, this was amusing.
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 12:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not making a porno. I'm eating. I'm emoting how good it tastes." He motioned with his free hand, his fingers spreading outward as he pointed towards himself. "Emoting is healthy."
On Tuesday, June 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe wasn't doing it as a sexy seductive move, he just missed some white sweetness and she was removing it like a girlfriend cause if she wiped his fingers with a napkin, that'd be a mom thing to do and she was not his mother. She kissed the tip of his finger completely unaware he was staring, "You. You're always the one making the porno."
On Tue, Jun 14, 2016 at 12:11 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Who's making the porno?" He asked once he felt those pillow soft lips just oh so casually slip down his middle finger. He watched her almost as if he wasn't present, just watching her not be so shy. She never noticed when she did things like that, and it made his skin flush, and not at all from the fire.
On Monday, June 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She turned a little pink just hearing him, "You sound like you're in a porno. Mason Steele in S'Morsgasm." she said while waving her hand across the sky like she could see it. She grinned, "You're making a giant mess." but he was a cute mess. She took his hand as he licked himself and held it in both her hands (since she finished her s'more and there was a blob of marshmallow on the tip of his finger which she brought her lips right over.
On Mon, Jun 13, 2016 at 8:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Mmmmm" he made another groan of pleasure. He literally sounded like he was sitting in one of his pornos. "I just want more of it. It's so fucking good...." He licked one of his fingers clean, the rest still coated in that chocolate mess.
On Monday, June 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kept laughing cause he was acting like she invented s'mores or something. "You look like you're foaming at the mouth..." since he had cream and chocolate all over his lips. She kissed him to get some and said, "You don't want to even enjoy this one first??"
On Mon, Jun 13, 2016 at 8:12 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Zoe, holy shit...." He tried to say through a mouthful of creamy, chocolatey goo. "Another one!" He hadn't even finished the first one! Wht was this madness? It made pop tarts look like a stale cookie!
On Monday, June 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She loved that look on his face, part pride, part childish glee, part utter psycho. She started laughing when of course he had to sound like he was having sex with it. She knew he could do it on his own, like with everything, she always gave him the chance to at least try.