WHO: Greed & Zoe WHEN: April 1/2 WHERE: Madison WHAT: Confession and Understanding WARNING: None Note: The log reads backwards
"Then can we play?" Except Greed had to learn sex and the like was a means to get out of things. He liked cuddling. He liked doing things for Zoe, he just had to learn to do them when it didn't only serve his purpose. He needed to do those things when she didn't ask and at times he didn't want to.
On Monday, March 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at him earnestly and silently nodded her head. He might have enjoyed that second with Rowen but no other girl would miss a chance for sexing with him but all Zoe really wanted right now was a cup of tea and to snuggle on the sofa with her naked boyfriend and just talk or not talk. Just be.
On Mon, Mar 28, 2016 at 11:04 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "That's all you want?" He seemed surprised. Then again Greed got into a bad habit of letting sex fix his mistakes. It was part of the bad things Lust had taught him him.
On Monday, March 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She knew he meant sex but she wanted him to remember that the way to keeping her was more than sex. She kept her chin on his chest and looked at him with her big brown eyes, "You could make me a cup of tea....?" the tea she'd made for them was now cold and he'd drank her cup.
On Mon, Mar 28, 2016 at 10:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Then what does deserve kisses? Or....I could do something for you? I don't have to kiss your mouth." He raised a devious brow. There was a lot he could do that she'd enjoy.
On Monday, March 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at him through narrowed slits, "That means all good stuff for you and no good stuff for me." she put her chin on his chest cause he was a dork and she hated him but loved him, "And you drank all my tea. I don't know if that deserves kisses."
On Mon, Mar 28, 2016 at 10:46 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "So be mad at me at me and angry, but keep kissing me." Because that would help them both. They needed to just let all that energy go.
On Monday, March 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a little noise against his lips because this was just sneaky. "This isn't fair..." she whined against his lips, her knees going weak. "I'm mad at you." but right now she was just ready to lie down.
On Mon, Mar 28, 2016 at 9:55 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I know." He smiled happily and while she was still spinning in her head, gave her a kiss to cloud what was left of her thoughts.
On Monday, March 28, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She literally swayed when he finally dropped her to her feet and when he spun her around to face him, she kinda fell into him because the room was still spinning. But she did mutter, "Jerk." as she grabbed onto his biceps.
On Mon, Mar 28, 2016 at 9:17 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He stopped spinning when he knew she couldn't stand. He dropped her feet to the floor and then spun her around to face him.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Greed!" she yelled and then whined some more, "This is not the teacups at Disney!" since they'd gone on that ride on their vacation with Digger and man oh man could those boys spin, Zoe was so dizzy. But it also meant that she'd need him or she'd fall to the floor. The crafty jerk.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 8:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: The more she wiggled, the more he held on and stated to spin in circles. She could be stubborn, but he was going to make her regret it. He spun and spun and spun until she couldn't take it anymore.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She squealed, not expecting that and then kicked her legs, "Greed! Put me down!" she whined as she squirmed. She wanted to cave to him but at the same time she wanted to be as stubborn as possible.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 7:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Zoe!" Greed reached out for her but she's already walked away. So he followed her. He wasn't spending this whole weekend with her as a roommate. The more she ignored him the more it ignited his frustration. He picked her up and spun her around.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't like him telling her to do that (tho part of her knew that wasn't what he was doing), she smacked his hand when he poked her and did get up, but she didn't get the tea, she just walked out of the kitchen. he was being a bigger five year old than usual and she wanted some love too and he wasn't gonna give it.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 7:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed groaned and rolled over onto his back, the table not as comfortable as it had been before when he was lounging on it. "Go get your tea." She was making this incredibly difficult. He just wanted some fun. He poked her when she didn't get up right away just to make sure she was going to get up.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 7:30 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Fine. You have me." butshe was a sulky unhappy Zoe. He couldn't have it both ways and he knew it. She sat back down with a huff and crossed her arms over her chest like she was a doll and he had to move her to do what he wanted her to.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 7:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Because I waaaannnnnnnttttt yoooooouuuu..." but it was fixing anything. He wasn't trying to prevent anything, he was trying to get what he wanted to make himself feel better, but it made Zoe feel worse and he knew it.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 6:18 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She raised her brows and said, "Nope. I can't drink you or dunk my cookie in you. And you offered to drink from the same cup knowing full well there wasn't anything in it left for me and you're preventing me from getting more." she gave him a look, he could fix this a variety of ways. Just his delicious self tho was not gonna be enough, he had to face the problem.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 6:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You get me though. Isn't that an even trade off?" He was evading the problem, which was what he did when trying to get past it. Skipping ahead to all the good parts, but he couldn't fast forward through everything as if her life was a a tv show and he was the remote control.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 6:12 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let him take her arm and then leaned forward to peek into the mug, "So you get the entire cup and I get.. half a teaspoon and some leftover tea leaves." she gave him a dull look, it was such a perfect example of their life at times.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 6:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're getting up...." he reached out his hand to grab her arm. "Come on. We can drink out of the same cup...." even though he'd finished off nearly all of it, just leaving her half a swallow.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 6:06 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: her mouth dropped open a little as he took her cup and she stood up and said, "Fine, I'll drink yours then. Jerk." sometimes she thought he liked poking her when she was irritated with him.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 6:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He took the cup from her to take a sip. "Mmmm, tasty." He hadn't ruined it, he was making it better, why couldn't she accept that?
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Can't you ruin your own tea?" she asked while she did finally look at him but it was with narrowed eyes. Honestly she was surprised he didn't try to stir her tea with his dick.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 5:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He turned on his side, propped his head up with his hand, elbow on the table. With his other hand he twirled her tea with his finger like a spoon. He was sprawled out like a cat, pawing at her for attention.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was hard to have her tea with him sprawled out like that. "Cookies are in the box on the counter. Help yourself." she dunked the cookie in her tea and tried to avoid looking at him cause he was seriously beautiful and it was a weakness of hers.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 5:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "A cookie would be nice?" He smirked but she didn't really respond with a smile. He sat on the table instead of a chair, and when she stil seemed standoffish, he spread across the table as if it were a bed.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I just spoke to you and I poured you a cup of tea. Do you want me to massage your feet or feed you grapes?" there was sarcasm in her tone because she was not ignoring him. She was miffed and she wasn't gonna be a happy smiling girlfriend about it. She picked up her cookie and went to sit at the kitchen table with her tea.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 5:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Are you just going to ignore me now?" He was standing there butt naked. Surely she could find something to talk about. He also pushed his charm and sexiness around when he thought it might get what he wanted. Right now he wanted to rid his ears of the silence, even if it was hearing her scream at him in one fashion or another.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She poured a cup of tea for him and one for herself as she still didn't look at him, "Good for you." was all she said and then rummaged in the box for what cookie she wanted. That was the problem with holding out, it reached a point where giving in kinda became not enough.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 3:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He hated this....but he hated the silence more. How could something so peaceful be so damn destructive? It felt like he'd rather tongue a Virtue than listen to this ghastly silence. So he broke it. "I get it alright!" He was a grumpy toddler about it, but he got what she meant. Could they talk now or at least do something to fill this void?
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 1:06 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She busied herself with the kettle and put two mugs out, she didn't look at him, just did what she was intent on doing and he could do what he liked. She didn't stop him or encourage him. He was a big boy who could make his own decision.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 1:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: When she turned away from him he felt his stomach hit the floor. He watched her fix the tea without saying another word. Her silence was so much worse and it burned him. He held out as long as he could, which was probably longer than she thought. He reached out like a child afraid that he'd be scolded.
On Sunday, March 27, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at him like a kicked puppy, she just wanted to feel like he wasn't going to trample her feelings and he was being so resistant. "Fine.." she said in a hushed voice and looked away from him, moving towards the stove for the tea. She wasn't going to shove him and beg him and force him into getting what she wanted, he either gave it to her or not.
On Sun, Mar 27, 2016 at 10:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You know that already." He was avoiding it like the plague. He didn't want to say it, but she knew he'd cave. She was waiting for it.
On Saturday, March 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She folded her arms across her chest, "I'm not baiting you.... I just want you to acknowledge how I felt and that I wasn't overreacting." she just wanted to know he understood her feelings. "I feel like you'll just play it off again otherwise.." she wanted him to understand so god forbid it happened again he wouldnt try to blow it off.
On Sat, Mar 26, 2016 at 6:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're baiting me...." He hated that she was making this so obvious. "Why do I have to say what you already know..." He was being a pertinent child about it.
On Saturday, March 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She held stone firm and then raised her brows at him, "Why do you think." she knew he knew why and she wanted him to admit it on his own.
On Sat, Mar 26, 2016 at 5:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was quick to grumble at her lack of compassion. He unhooked himself from her and tried to bend her arms around him but she held them out stiffly. "Why not?"
On Saturday, March 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe pursed her lips since he was being a big baby as usual. She groaned and stuck her arms straight out at his side, "uggggh I can't seem to hug you... it's as if my arms can't close for some reason." if he wanted her snuggly goodness then he was gonna have to suck it up.
On Sat, Mar 26, 2016 at 5:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He couldn't answer her because she'd done it again. Pointed out his horrible selfish nature and made him feel bad for it. Did he need to answer it when she knew it already?
On Saturday, March 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sighed and finally snuggled into him a little, cause his big arms were hard to resist but she asked, "Are you comforting me for what you did or comforting yourself."
On Sat, Mar 26, 2016 at 10:34 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: In his selfishness Greed thought she was there to comfort him, but really the pendulum swung both ways. He couldn't turn it off when she felt the same thing. He was begrudging her natural human emotions and thoughts and what he'd done had been far worse. In Greed's head they were on the same plane, and that was the thing Zoe sometimes had to remind him. Some things couldn't be condensed on the same level. He tried to squeeze her a little harder.
On Saturday, March 26, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a look and didn't reject him but she didn't embrace him until his arms were wrapped around her. She was trying to hold out... but it was so hard.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 6:38 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He pouted for a good two minutes before reaching out to hug her. He was t going to say she was right, but at least he'd accepted it.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She knew the harder he fought her, the more guilty he felt and he hated it. She sighed when he closed his eyes, the big baby. "Yeah, it does." she said softly, because she was the one who felt it too. She finally let his head go but still looked at him, he'd have to open his eyes and face her at some point. She knew rowen had done wrong but it didnt mean she had to like that greed liked it for a second.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 4:27 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He reluctantly looked at her feeling that guilt pressure him. Admitting she was right was admitting he was wrong with rowen, even though he'd never invited it. "Stop looking at me like that---" she had his head in her hands and no matter which way he looked he couldn't look away, so he just closed his eyes. "It feels crappy!" He stomped his bare foot on the tile floor.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She huffed a little when he kept trying to literally avoid her. So she put her hands on the side of his head and pursed her lips as she forcefully made him hold his head in front and then moved her head till her eyes locked on his and she raised her brows and repeated, "Maybe?"
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 3:54 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He tried to turn his head from her. She was boring a hole through him. He felt even more vulnerable than the fact that he stood there in front of her naked.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She turned her head and dipped it so his gaze would land on her and her eyes, "Maybe?" she asked. Since she was pretty sure he knew exactly now how crummy and painful it was.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 3:38 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Maybe...." He didn't want to look at her and admit she was right. He has downplayed it. He'd thought she had overreacted, but now he was stuck on something that she couldn't help but think. But what if she did again.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She tilted her head and tried to get him to look at her, "Do you understand now how I felt?" he' tried so hard to just downplay it and she had been really upset.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 3:25 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Like you just stomped on my chest." He shuffled his feet still kind of getting her distress from the whole Rowen incident.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept looking at him the same way, "How does it feel?" since he had tried to act like she was blowing things out of proportion. This was for something that happened years ago, his indiscretion was a hell of a lot more current.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 12:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He looked down pulling at the holes in her shirt. "Yeah...." He poked his bottom lip out. She was making him look at things from her perspective again and he hated having to admit she was right.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a look, "Oh, you mean how I didn't like it when that girl tongue wrestled you and you liked it for one second?" the fact she was standing there in front of him after they just had sex earlier should be a good indication that she had chosen to not escape him.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 11:03 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He looked pathetic, sad and instantly panicked. "I don't like that for even one second," he sounded just like she had when Rowen had tackled his mouth for his tongue, "you wanted to escape me."
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe said, "Yes.... I did because you broke my heart. And you didn't love me. You wanted to mount me on your wall like some sort of deer head trophy. And I loved you even back then even if it took me so long to say it. And I knew if I saw you again and again you'd wear me down until I'd want to forgive you. And you did. And I'm glad." she touched his arm.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 8:54 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "You wanted to hide from me." Even if he may have given her a headstart in heartbreak, it didn't mean he wanted to know that she run from him. Wasn't that the seed that turned into hate. The same seed that Josie had eventually used to run away from him?
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 8:47 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at him in disbelief, dropping her arms from around his waist, her brows raising, "Are you... are you mad at me for something I thought of years ago?" he was so going to punish her for this.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 8:42 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He still looked unconvinced, chewing on his bottom lip in thought. He didn't like the thoughts that even for a second she wanted to leave him and hide.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She cocked her head to the side and gave him a look, "I thought we were broken up forever and ever and I didn't think of it when we wound up again together." she practically pouted not liking the sound of that, "It wasn't a secret! I didn't remember it until you just said right now-- I mean if I remembered and didn't tell you, then it'd be a secret.." she frowned, "You know I can't keep secrets from you." even with the Digger thing, if he'd been paying attention he would have figured it out in a day and gotten her to spill.
On Fri, Mar 25, 2016 at 8:16 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She had her own little hoard and he better damn well be at the top. He wasn't sure he believed her though. "You never told me. You kept a secret from me." It wasn't like the Digger secret, but it still stung.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 10:50 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She shook her head, "No.." she chewed her bottom lip in thought and said, "It was different then. Now I have Sammy.. and my Dad.. and this house.. and.. I have you." she looked at him. "Back then I had nothing. And you didn't love me then. You wanted a shiny toaster that could give you a boyfriend label." and she could feel it so it doubly hurt that she wasn't important to him aside from being a thing to collect.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 10:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Whenever she couldn't look at him it struck a nerve. "And that hasn't crossed your mind since?" She had ample opportunity when he'd fucked up time and time again.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at his chest instead of his eyes and after a few moments said "The first time you really broke my heart." she looked to the side, "I... haven't thought about it in years." she shook her head, "When you asked me to be your girlfriend.. and it freaked me out but you were so persistent and I said yes. Because I wanted it. I wanted to be yours and I told you I couldn't if you slept with other girls.. and you agreed. Then ten days later you told me what you did 25 minutes after you said you wouldn't." she let out a breath, "I was devastated." all she had wanted to do was run as far as she could.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 10:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "When?" He looked confused that even now she held that in. She'd had her own secret that he never knew. The Greed then had his teeth in her like a vampire, and the Greed now was practically sucking her dry. Her story, whether she'd done it or not, she's planned it. He was confused and he wanted to ask more, but his tongue was a heavy weight in his mouth.
On Friday, March 25, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She scoffed a short laugh and lowered her gaze, "I almost did..." she said really quietly. She'd never told him this before and raised her gaze to meet his as she confessed for the first time, "There was a really brief time where I thought of how I could do it. Because you were... I mean we were broken up but you weren't very accepting of it. I was so heartbroken and wanted to get over you and I couldn't with you there so I thought of a plan that if I sold everything, I could move to Rome. And that the city was so big, it'd take you forever to find me and even if you did, you could only be there two weeks before you'd get yanked back to New York... and that would give me time...." she trailed off but the implication would be she'd run again if he found her.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 9:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was the determination that he wanted to see. He wiped his thumbs across her cheeks, shaking his head. "You could have ended this for good a long time ago." She could have ran (not that he wouldn't have chased her down), but she could have tried to escape.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 8:54 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: There was fear swimming in her eyes but also determination, "I know." she said softly and held him tighter. She just wanted to know he wouldn't put her in unecessary danger like that. That he'd take care of her because one bullet and she wouldn't be coming back.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 8:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed cupped her face in his hands. "It's always going to be scary." She didn't have to be here. She could have severed her tie to him a long time ago and he could have had another fallout like he had when Josie made that choice. He would be back in Lust's arms and nothing would have been any different. She might have thought he rocked the ground under her feet, but she had latched on just as tightly. He had to know she wasn't going to break. He couldn't have her break.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 8:06 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She put her arms around his middle, "Like at the club when that fight broke out.." she was quiet and said, "It's really scary." tho she didn't clarify if she meant when he went dark or the resulting chaos.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 7:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No. When I'm in a room with one of them (his siblings), things get intense, whether it's good or bad." He'd hoped that bringing the two together wouldn't end up in chaos, but it was inevitable. With Lust she'd been treated like a dog, and then with Glutt, things just got way out of hand. "It just kind rolls off of me." Some might think the Sins were just these facets of humanity, but really they were intense emotions involved with those shades of humanity that were in everyone.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 7:52 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She lowered her lashes and said quietly, "I know.." cause she wasn't gonna deny it. "Did you.. I dont know.. did you mean to?" she looked at him questioningly, "Did you think I might be put in danger?"
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 7:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I made that happen..." he swallowed, tilting his head to the side to look at her a little more clearly, his hand brushing her cheek. She could have sworn he saved her, but it wouldn't have happened at all if he hadn't let his senses get engulfed by his anger and his brother's cheap thrills.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 6:33 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Well I did learn from the master...." she stood on her tiptoes to nuzzle his nose and steal another kiss. She looked at him softly and said, "Thank you for rescuing me at dinner..." meaning the crazed gunman that was really the fault of his brother and him.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 6:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He watched her with those same starry eyes before he'd collapsed on the bed. "I think you're as much a thief as me..." He'd turned her into one. She'd stolen his heart.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Moi? Steal anything from Greed?" she grinned, "I didn't think you'd let that happen." her mother had commented on it too, Zoe wasn't the timid little thing she used to be, Greed had pushed her, sometimes bad... but a lot of good too.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 6:10 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Mmmmm," he licked off that chocolate once he had some air. "I think you stole the air out of my lungs." He didn't care what Glutt said, there was a fire in Zoe's eyes that Greed had lit up, and every time she breathed it back to him, it was volcanic.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She just stared and then pulled the rest of the cookie inside her mouth then suddenly jumped up on her tippy toes, throwing her arms around his neck and giving him a kiss that would steal all his air. When it broke, she had a thin streak of chocolate on her upper lip.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 5:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He broke off a piece, getting some chocolate from the chips inside on his finger. He licked it off. He course tease too.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She felt butterflies in her stomach, he could be so sexy sometimes it kinda made her swoon. She moved her lips so the cookie in her mouth wiggled teasingly.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 5:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I want a bite..." He hummed against her cheek. Of course he could easily snack on her over a cookie any day. Less crumbs and more sex.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She jumped a little and then grinned as he made a big show of rubbing against her to get the box of cookies. Shelooked over her shoulder, the cookie still sticking out of her mouth and said something but it was really muffled but probably had to do with his dick pressed against her undie clad butt (since the thing she threw on top barely covered it.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 4:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed woke with the sheet stuck to his face. He stumbled into the bathroom, smelling her coconut trail. He followed it all the way downstairs after he showered all that sticky swear away. He watched her struggle with the cabinets and reached above her (making sure to rub himself all against her in he process) to get down what she was reaching for.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe took the time that Greed was zonked out to have a nice relaxing bath in the lovely tub in their house, it was bigger than the one in her apartment and she loved it. She still wasn't over the whole having a gun to her head thing and the chaos of that night. The bruise on her arm had faded and Greed was planning on using the destroyed dress for some craft project she was sure. She put on a soft bra and a fresh pair of undies (completely having forgotten the ones she left in Greed's car) and then put on a little number that would give her some modesty but had enough lacey holes for Greed to enjoy. By the time Greed woke up and found her, she was in the kitchen, a kettle on the stove for tea and she was rooting in the cupboards for some snacks, a cookie half sticking out of her mouth.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 3:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He hummed with a thin lipped grin, asleep as quickly as she thought he would be. He was out for a little longer than usual, everything hitting him pretty hard. He probably had a puddle of drool under his cheek.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She grinned, "This is like reverse sleeping beauty." since she knew he was gonna fall asleep so soon after this kiss. But he couldn't even get up and he was on his side so she awkwardly bent down, twisting her body to the side to give him a big kiss that even made a muah sound.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 2:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He puffed his lips out for a kiss, not having the strength to tell her verbally. Those baby blues peeked out from behind his fat lashes.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe wrinkled her nose at the sweat stained shirt but the smell was kinda nice and musky. It smelled like Greed. She tossed that on the floor too. They'd put together a bag of laundry to take back with them on Sunday. She looked down at him and smiled when she caught him struggling to keep his eyes open. "Whatcha need?" she asked him since he hadn't passed out yet.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 1:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He'd already sweated right through the material, the necklace he had on the only thing left as he curled up on his side. He opened his eyes momentarily to watch her, fading pretty fast and finding it hard to keep his eyes open---but he strained because he wanted to look at his beautiful golden jewel.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was tired too, it'd been an exhausting and traumatic week and brief sex was still intense. But she took off Greed's shoes and then his socks, tossing it to the ground. Then she pulled off his pants and his boxers. Also flinging them to the floor. Then she put a knee on the bed and tried to help him out of his shirt.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 1:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Every nerve was tingling and burning red hot. He managed to get up the stairs and then fell back onto the bed the moment he reached it. He was still awake, feeling like he'd just been drugged as he tried to wiggle out of his shirt.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She hopped off him, cleaning her legs with her underwear real quick before dropping the undies on the floor of the backseat. She'd pick it up later. She helped him out of the car and put an arm around his waist, "Okay, stay conscious for just like another 60 seconds..." she just had to get him through the door and up the stairs. The couch was closer but she thought he deserved a proper rest.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 1:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He nodded back in response. He had just spent what energy he had in those few minutes. His head was spinning, but he knew he was a few short moments of collapsing. He waited for her to get off him so he could pull his pants back up.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled as he still was like damn. She closed her eyes at his kiss, kissing him back and some more and only stopping the kiss when they'd both need to breathe. She didn't O, she never did with quickies but she still loved the feel of him and his pleasure was so lovely to see. "You want help inside?" she asked in a whisper. She knew he was gonna pass out soon, might as well do it in their comfy bed.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 12:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He pounded his hand into the seat in front. "Shit---" he was still breathing really hard, the sweat bleeding through his shirt. When he finally could say more than that, all he did was kiss her.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: On top wasn't her favorite but at least he wasn't lying down, when she was put on display like that, her nerves kicked in. And right now he was so into it and her and she was still mainly dressed that she didn't mind at all (even tho they were outside!) She ran her nails across his scalp as he cursed up a storm and as quickly as he'd started, he was finished. She gave his frog a kiss and let him catch his breath.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 12:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It wasn't a position she was fond of, but Greed was really into it. He kept cursing in between grunts and other noises he was never able to hold back. It was over about as quickly as it started.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It probably looked lewd.. the legs and butt and noises.. but they were at their home where they didn't have neighbors so it was okay. She gripped his shoulder cause this part would be hard, fast, and even more messy but she was pretty thrilled, she liked seeing Greed needy for her, she loved him cussing as they had sex in the backseat of a car.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 11:51 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was messy, it was always messy because he was just so needy. But good god it felt so good. One hand gripped the headpiece of the seat in front of him, getting her situated just right before he released a breathy "fuck me."
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was understanding that this is what he wanted, he NEEDED it right now. So it wasn't sexy or seductive or romantic. But she loved him so she didn't mind at all. It was kinda sweet seeing him so bumbling in sex. She kissed him back and once he had his belt undone, she undid his button and zipper, she pulled his pants and boxers down enough so he could do what he needed to do.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 11:28 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: It wasn't what it was in movies, and some girls might find this a tad disappointing. She knew he would pull through for her later, he always made sure to make up for it, and remind her quite regularly how good in the sack he really was. This right now was just a quick fueled release and almost necessary. He quickly tried to undo his belt, still hanging on to her dress and occupy his mouth. Greed in this state was rarely coordinated and almost always clumsy.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She raised her brows even higher as there was a snake in her mouth. Oh okay, looks like they were doing this in the car. Well it was why she wore a dress for sure on Friday's, not even pencil skirts even tho he loved her butt in them. But Dresses (and skirts) was just a flip up and a pull down and he was in. He was normally fast (sex barely lasted a couple of minutes) but this aggressiveness was at optimal levels. Luckily she liked it.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 10:16 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His tongue should have enough of an answer. He squeezed her closer, his big arms barricaded her to him. There was a lot of aggressive energy still making its way through his system.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a noise when his hands grabbed her rear and she blinked as she felt him. Felt him down there. Normally he was pretty sexually pent up by the time they got to Madison but after such an emotional moment, she was a little taken by surprise. She raised her brows as if to silently ask right here? In the car? Tho hadn't he said he always wanted to do it in the backseat and they never had been able to do more than makeout.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 9:48 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: That little tingly feeling he got on his lips every time she kissed him was worth it. That ache, the burn, all of that just made him desire her more and more and MORE. His hands grabbed her butt, burning her mouth with his own kiss. Tongue was definitely acceptable here.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kissed the side of his head a few times then his cheek a couple of times, the stubble on his upper lip and then finally his mouth. She loved him no matter what anyone said, not her family or his.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 9:15 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: The more others told him he couldn't have Zoe, the more he fought to say he would have her. He grabbed onto the back of her dress, his knuckles turning white he had the fabric so tight. Why couldn't he have both worlds? Why could he have her and his brother too? Why did everyone want to destroy everything he had?
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Then I think you have your answer.." she pressed herself into him so he could feel her body, her warmth, how she was here with him. And she didn't kiss him right away, she just hugged him like she didn't want to let him go. Thing was, the fact his body rejected all this and tried to kill him over it should have been a clear indicator this wasn't right but to the lovebirds, it was just an obstacle. Just cause the way the universe was set up was designed for them to not have this didn't mean their hearts and minds were listening to the rules.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 8:54 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "It feels so good sometimes, how could it not be right for me to want it?" He was so in tune to how he felt, what he could grasp in his hands. She made him turn into molton lava. He was going to gravitate to it even if it killed him.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She put her arms around his neck and her heart broke for him. His family... they really knew how to get inside his head. She touched her nose to his so her big brown honest eyes were looking right into his blues, "You are crazy. But not for wanting this. Not for having it. Having me. Us. A home. A life together. You tell me, does this feel okay?" because wanted him to stay in touch with his emotions. How he felt versus what hsi brother was trying to make him feel.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 8:42 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He needed a little closeness, to feel her there and not so far away. She still felt so far away. "Tell me I'm not crazy?---" he said with hazy eyes and out of breath. "Tell me I can still have this? That it's ok?" Of course Glutt struck a nerve, making Greed think he shouldn't want such things. He was Greed, he wanted everything.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe reached a hand out to his head. She was going to ask if he was okay, physically, mentally, emotionally and she thought he was moving back there to talk so she was taken by surprise and managed just a muffled oomph! as he kissed her and pulled at her. Her stomach flipped at that kiss and she might not have been ready for it, but oh she did love it.
On Thu, Mar 24, 2016 at 4:30 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He got situated in the seat, bumping his head on the roof of the car before he finally settled down. The seat he'd been in flapped back up when he pressed the lever, giving them even more room in the back.He wasted no time gunning for her mouth, whether or not she was ready for it, pulling her right into his lap.
On Wed, Mar 23, 2016 at 10:46 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: The angle for the kiss was kinda strange, she got a lot more chin and hee got a lot more face than they were used to. It wasn't romantic as much as awkward and she grabed onto his arm to help him move into the backseat. Tho he really could have just gotten out of the car and gotten in back with her but that was Greed for you.
On Wed, Mar 23, 2016 at 10:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He didn't understand that yet, it was still too fresh. He closed his eyes and focused on her kisses. But it was weird. Maybe that shit only worked for Spider-Man. That definitely didn't feel like how it looked on the movie screen. Instead he just crawled out of his seat and towards the back, making the horn go off a few times with his big butt.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled lovingly down at him when he moved his chair back and she stroked his prickly face because she liked hair on him. She wanted Greed's brother to understand but at the same time,.. Greed would have to be okay with just having her with zero understanding from others possbily. She leaned down and gave him their first upside down kiss.
On Wed, Mar 23, 2016 at 10:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed had been so sure ,Glutt would without question understood, but h hadn't Greed's mental picture had failed him. Just like when someone met their idol that was nothing like their fantasy, Greed had been let down. He lowered his seat and laid back, still taking my deep, defeated breaths as he looked up at her from his upside down angle.
Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her eyes caught his in the mirror, those eyes that Gluttony absolutely refused to look into. She didn't even know the effect her eyes could have on a person. Glutt saw what they'd done to his brother, he refused to be the next victim. But right now Zoe was thinking how rugged Greed looked with some stubble and how nice it was to be at home. No Glutt, no gunman, just them.
On Wed, Mar 23, 2016 at 10:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He had a little stubble that had started to grow on his chin. Whenever he got into one of his moods, it made an appearance. He watched her through the rear view mirror, but still kept that eerie silence.
On Thursday, March 24, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe didn't say much either and she only rubbed Greed's thigh once they parked. Maybe he needed a moment. She got out of the car to open the back door and let Sammy bound out and go running to his favorite tree to sniff it and pee on it. She looked concerned as she looked at Greed so stony faced in the drivers seat and climbed into the backseat so she could be closer to him (and there wouldn't be a gearshift in the way)
On Wed, Mar 23, 2016 at 10:17 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: There was a lot for Greed to sift through in his mind since their outing with Glutt. It had completely turned upside down and rather violent quite quickly. It kind of set Greed's system into overdrive. He hadn't said much the whole ride, just trying to chill out and keep himself calm, but there was no escaping the fact that he was depressed his brother had failed to join his side. It didn't mean it hadn't at least sunk something into Glutt's thick head, but patience wasn't a trait Greed was good at, he still had a hard time getting a handle on waiting for things.
Sammy started to bark the closer they got to the house, and when he was in the driveway, the dog started to whimper and whine, but Greed just turned the car off, not even making an effort to get out of the car.
On Wed, Mar 23, 2016 at 10:10 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe had so been looking forward to going home. And by home, she meant Madison. The ordeal with the gunman and Greed's brother was just a nightmare and she still had a splotchy bruise on her arm from where the guy had grabbed her. She shuddered just thinking about it. But now they would get some time at their home, their little fixer upper where they were safe and could relax. Zoe had made sure to wear a dress (easy access for Greed) and was rubbing his thigh as they pulled up to their house, Sammy ready to go outside.