Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2015-10-13 14:14:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: October 8
WHERE: Department Store
WHAT: Disguising the marshmallow
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
"She won't destroy me. I know you won't let her." she kissed him sweetly now that the lipstick and gunk was mostly off her face. She didn't question it, she just said, "Okay." very softly. She knew he wanted to go to their home, their bed, and be together as themselves. She couldn't think of anything else she wanted more right now.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 6:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He nodded with his own cheeks red, only because of his anxiety. "I want you but I don't want her to take you. So, if I disguise it a little she cant destroy my squishy seal." He hugged her again tightly. "Lets go to Madison."
On Oct 11, 2015 8:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hands on his cheeks, it was rare to see him scared so she nodded, "Okay... but maybe.. just think about it. Maybe I can have a little bit of me. A little bit more of me and less of.. Mary and Lust. Cause if you aren't attracted to me, I think she'll know."
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 5:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because...." He looked scared that she wanted to go as herself. "I want a failsafe. This is my failsafe. She won't understand Zoe. I know she wont. None of them do."
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 8:24 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She bounced on her heels and said, "Then why do it? Let's just let me be me and let her hate me and then we can move on with our lives. She isn't gonna kill me in a public place or cause a bloody scene. I can still wear the wig if it makes you feel better..."
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 5:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"For me to be okay with you dressed and acting like a Mary. I thought I was okay with it, but it kinda freaks me out." And it did. He needed to put on a face, which was obviously something he was good at. He just wasn't comfortable with loosing his baby seal yet.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 8:15 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squeaked in surprise but then snuggled into him as he held her so close, "Train yourself in what...?" she didn't get it was really disturbing for him to see her in that get up.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 5:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He followed her into the room, little shame of course in seeing her dress. Once she was back in Zoe clothes he actually felt more relaxed. "Looks like I need to train myself if I'm going to make it through this." With his squishy seal back he could grab her in his death grip of a hug.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 6:44 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She pulled the wig off and blushed making the makeup on her cheeks go brighter for a second. "In the changing room.." she wasn't gonna flash him out here in public. She took a tissue to scrub her face clean and she did flash him in the changing room so he could see her winking sailor moon underoos. She changed back into her normal clothes, jeans, t-shirt, leather jacket with a yellow scarf and on her feet were cute black flats that had little skulls on them.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 3:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yes, but I'll have to get you a better wig than that before we go home." Cheap was not going to cut it. She'd need one made out of real hair and shit. "Flash me the sailor moon before you cover up? Please?" Because the geeky girl was the side he mostly fell into attraction with. The one that appealed to his own geeky boy side.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 6:22 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She actually had a big smile on her face and threw her arms around him, hugging him tight. It was just what she wanted to hear, "Can I get out of this stuff now?" she asked.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 3:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed pondered a moment, his lips twitching to the side and then catching her eyes again. "No." He seemed very put out about the fact that she wasn't his squishy girl. It was the whole point, but it didn't mean he had to like it.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 11:58 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose, reaching for his hands, "Do you like it...?" and for once she hoped he said no. Blonde, slinky, sultry makeup.. Zoe wanted to be sexy sometimes but even this all was a bit too much for her.
On Sun, Oct 11, 2015 at 7:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's not bad, I'm just in shock." He realized in that minute how much he really did fall for that plush baby seal. He searched her eyes again trying to find her. As long as he still had a piece of her...
On Oct 11, 2015 12:36 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked startled and opened her mouth but closed it again since he asked for a minute. She fidgeted and after a minute said, "Is it good or bad??" she had to know what he thought, she didn't even feel like herself in this get up and she didn't know what would be worse.. if he was attracted to it or if he wasn't.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 9:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He'd never sought to really change her appearances. Not really, not so drastically. Now he wanted to to save her and he was still floored. "Let me soak it in for a minite!" His brain was already in overdrive.
On Oct 10, 2015 11:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's a wig! I saw it on this creepy mannequin and I thought since you normally used to like blondes that maybe it'd sell it better. What do you think?" she tugged at the wig, it was kinda itchy. And then she rubbed her nose with the back of her hand, the makeup getting wiped off and showing a streak of freckles underneath. She'd completely forgotten she was wearing foundation and concealer.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 8:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He opened up with his mouth falling to the floor. "What did you---" he reached out to touch the fake hair. She had completely transitioned into someone else. This might just work. Of course he'd need to get her a much softer blonde wig, but this was the transformation he'd been hoping fir. So much so that he'd been duped.
On Oct 10, 2015 11:05 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Okay, you wanna see a total disguise...?" she took her free hand and put it over his eyes, "Cover your eyes. No peeking!" she let his hand go and once she was sure they were covered she picked up a blonde wig from one of the fancy manequins and put it on her head, tucking her long bob into it so it looked like she had blonde hair. "Okay.. look!" aside from her eyes, she def didn't look like his baby seal anymore.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 8:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He hugged her fingers with his, quick to follow her as she drug him over. He was still staring at her, but he was careful. He couldn't cold feet for his own project!
She said, "I wish I could kiss you but it's gonna rub all this gunk all over your face." she took his hand and threaded her fingers with his, not liking how distant he seemed. "Come on, I wanna show you something.." she tugged on his hand and took him over to a section of fashionable looking mannequins with fancy clothes.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 1:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was still there in those eyes. When he got a glimpse of bambi in there he felt better. He relaxed not nearly as stiff as he'd been at first.
On Oct 10, 2015 2:35 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hands on his cheeks and tilted his head down so he looked right in her eyes, "Just focus on my eyes. Am I still there..?" her eyes themselves were still bambi and brown and filled with emotion for him.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 11:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It is. I'm just trying to convince myself its still you." He wasn't expecting such a believable transition.
On Oct 10, 2015 1:48 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked not pleased with that reaction and looked from the mirror to him, "That's what we're going for... right? Tho you also look like you don't want to go near me."
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 10:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You look so unsquishy...." without her sprinkles and her big brown eyes just as they were he was faced with a whole new person. He froze. That couldn't happen with Lust. He was making Zoe get used to acting and looking the part, now he had to get used to it. Maybe he needed the training!
On Oct 10, 2015 12:49 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She pursed her lips to the side and gave him a look, "Your girlfriend, you goob. At least... I think." she wrinkled her nose and looked in the mirror on the counter and felt uncomfortable with how much makeup was slathered on her.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 9:44 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was a different person with her makeup mask. He didnt recognize her at first, which was the point. She needed to fool him too if this was going to work. He stared at her for the longest time. "Who are you?"
On Saturday, October 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled and sighed as he was equally adorable, "Aww thats so sad..." but she wasnt sad about it at all. She kissed him sweetly back but they did move on to make up. She again made him wait while the woman did her makeup, not letting him peek at all. It took 15 minutes and then finally she tapped him on the shoulder so he could see. She had dark eyeshadow and cat eyes done with eyeliner, mascara that made her lashes longer and darker than usual, red lips like she'd done on halloween and her face was all one smooth tone.... all her freckles had been erased.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 12:01 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She knew her power. Damn it. Everything she did was cute. "Stop being adorable would you. Its completely ruining my training...." he nuzzled her nose with a sweet kiss.
On Saturday, October 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned at his reaction because she loved when she got him to curse and she could see he was melting. She teased, "What? Is it my eyes again? Okay here, how's this." she covered her eyes with her hands, one hand over each eye and said, "There. Think she'll notice something's up?" she was trying not to laugh.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 11:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Fuck Zoe...." he whined a little obviously liking all the little things she did. It was kinda what made her Zoe. But she couldn't do that! She couldn't do these adorable things! It just kind of reeeeealllly made him melt. It also made him horny sometimes. Lust would think he was as soft as butter and needed to be toughened up. Right now at least he'd enjoy the cutesy. No one else was looking.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 2:02 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She beamed when he listed off all the cute kissy cuddly things, a spot of pink blinking onto her cheeks when he mentioned her underthings but still grinning away like a fool. "No.. I didn't know thats what I do.. but I'm really happy to hear it." she tightened her arms around his neck and kissed the side of his mouth in the sweetest way that only she could.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Things like stand on my feet when you're feet can't touch the ground." His voice was less like he was scolding her now. Sometimes he really didn't mind being distracted, it was easy for him to do. "Wearing a lacy cute bra and sailor moon undies at the same time." Yesssss he'd noticed and seen it through the gorgeous number she had on. "Kissing my face and not once going for my lips and smiling at me with those fuckable doe eyes. You know what you do..." and she did it so well, he just had to give her that confidence in not doing all those things when in Lust's presence.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 1:52 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She moved her arms up and around his neck saying, "You told me to take what I want." she'd taken off the gold cinderella shoes so had to stand on her tip toe to rub her nose against his, "I want to know more about these kissy and cuddly things.. then I promise we can get back to 'training'." and she stuck her tongue out at him. She didn't want to be a mean girl.. she didn't even like pretending.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:49 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was playing this card well. She was juicing him for all she was worth before she had to act like a bitch. "This isn't helping your training process. I still have stuff to do to you." Plenty and this was distracting him. "You do know what kissy and cuddly things. The Eskimo kisses, the little touches and shit, you know exactly what things!"
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 1:41 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her grin grew as he seemed to be almost frustrated by the cute things, "No I dont know..... tell me.... what kissy things and cuddly things.." she closed her eyes for a moment and shook out her hair, "I have such a faulty memory and all." she sniffed.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:31 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You know...." Ugh she was doing that thing again where he just wanted to keep squeezing all the squish. Was she a damn marshmallow inside and out? If he didn't want to fuck her or squeeze her, he wanted to lick her. "All the kissy things and cuddly things." Lust didn't do cute and cuddly, that wasn't proper behavior. If she wasn't telling him what to do, she was lording over him like he was just her subordinate child to take care of.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 1:17 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned, "What kiiiiiiinda cute things?" she asked as she swished around from side to side in his arms. Yes, this was a very serious matter at hand but maybe that's why she was being a bit goofy, to try to take off some of the pressure (tho she was feeling a ton of it)
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:14 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I think a little makeup with cat eyes could help you look less like I want to fuck your face." Her eyes really did do a number on him. Every. Damn. Time. It was like she enchanted him. "Otherwise I'm going to cave and end up doing cute things that are sure to blow my cover." Zoe had unlocked the man and the human side of him that just wanted love and attention.
On Sat, Oct 10, 2015 at 1:08 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed in relief when he crushed her in his arms, the one place she felt safe. She held on and wiggled a bit to get him to loosen enough so she could look at him, "How's this?" and she didn't know what she was doing really but she tried lowering her lashes a bit to see if that helped. But she did love doing cute things to him with her eyes, she thought it was adorable he wanted to fuck them and how they turned him into mush. She was pretty sure if she didn't have these eyes he wouldn't be in love with her.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:05 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yes, you can have one now." He quickly encircled her in a bear crushing hug when she looked like the world sat on her shoulders with it's big fat self. He didn't like her looking so damn pouty, it was worse than a sad kitten. Damn her and her big fat fluffy eyes. When he had her in his squishy hug, he sat his chin on her head. "Okay so we have to work on the bambi eyes. Can't be doing these cute things on me..." it made him weak.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:58 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose at his instructions and his description of what Lust might do to her. When he denied her a hug, she pulled back and looked at him aghast, "Are you kidding me?" she practically whined and then did act like him as her shoulders sagged and she gave him an exaggerated pathetic look, "Can I have one NOW then?"
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 7:48 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Try and be me with tits, if you can imagine such a thing." Just not like Lust because she'd see it as competition, but she might be okay with someone she felt he'd play with. "Just a taste. I'm not talking about full on makeout. You might even be compelled to with or without her. She's gonna push your buttons and pull out a side of you that you didn't know was there." He knew how this worked. "Wait a hug now or then, because that's also a no."
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:45 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe's brows rose higher with every description he gave and finally her bambi eyes were big and round as she asked incredulously, "In front of her...?" she shook her head since of course it'd have to be in front of Lust and she kinda leaned into him, "Can I have a hug first..." this was exhausting.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 7:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know, that's why I like it." He grinned, "Sheer is good." He liked lace on her so much more, but he wanted her to rock the edge. "If you want a kiss you'll have to really go for it. Grab my face, give a little pretend tongue. Lick my lips, tug on them, anything that shows some aggression. She likes aggression." She might be okay with a woman that at least lusted for him as much as she was with him. A Mary would show some edge.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 10:15 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled when he kissed her nose and she put her hands on his arms as he held her in place, "A little better? I'm practically naked in this.." she looked down at the material again, she'd have to wear black undies. She nodded, she will pull this off. She hoped. She grinned again, "When I'm drunk all I want is to maul you. And I want to do that when I'm sober too I just don't cause then you'd explode into flames. Something tells me your sister will not approve."
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 7:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was a little see through! Greed hadn't seen that yet because he hadn't gotten past her legs! "That's looking a little better." He actually cupped her waist with his hands to kiss her sweet little nose. "The right makeup and maybe a little highlight, you might could pull this off." He held up a finger to rephrase that. "You will pull this off." She needed the confidence and he had to help by building her up. Her confidence was key. "Think about the tigress when you're drunk. Think about how you take what you want." Yes she was going to be a cutout of someone else, but he was also going to let her keep a little tiny bit of herself.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 9:37 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She covered her mouth to hide her laugh when he said she was squishy. She tried her best mean look but she had a feeling it wasn't really mean. It looked more.. peeved. "You're not even looking!" she said as he started to flip through clothes. She waved her hands in front of her, "Wait wait, I saw another dress, lemme try that one first okay? It might be.. more.. I dunno, lemme try it. I thought it was really nice." and she disappeared behind the curtain again. When she came out again, she was wearing a sexy flowy number that had slits that went up to almost her thighs, showing off her legs when the material swished around but she paused and went, "Ohmygod.. it's kinda see through." as she looked down and her sailor moon underoos could be seen a tiny bit through the black material of the dress.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 6:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You're still so squishy and you're smiling too much! Drop the smile and let me see." He stood up flicking a few racks to see if he found something that worked and looked more intimidating.
On Oct 9, 2015 8:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She pouted her lips and looked down at her outfit, "Wha? What's wrong with this one? It's all.. shiny and poofy.. is it too fancy? Not enough fancy?" she cocked her head to the side and looked at him, "Do I need to show more skin...?" at least he approved the shoes. They were like fairy tale shoes.
On Fri, Oct 9, 2015 at 5:28 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed was sitting in one of the lounge chairs when Zoe came out. She was gorgeous. She was always so gorgeous, but he still wanted to squish her. He'd been testing on how to say and do certain things. No hand holding. No sweet kisses on the cheek. He pondered a moment at her outfit and he still wasn't convinced. "The shoes I love. They get to stay." She was still wearing things as Zoe would. She needed to pick something she wouldn't normally go for.
On Oct 9, 2015 7:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
To get ready to meet Lust, there was a lot of stuff to do. Zoe could have a backbone and spine but she was a sensitive marshmallow too and they needed to kinda give her a disguise so she didn't look like one.. as much. They went to a big department store where they could shop and get her the right outfit. She wanted to try one on her own first and was changing behind the curtain. When she was done, she stepped out in a sparkly gold top with a big full black skirt to her, that was edgy.. it was black. "What you think?" she asked and lifted up the skirt to show off her gold cinderella shoes. That was the issue tho.. she looked like cinderella.. not her hot evil stepsister.