Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2015-03-15 14:35:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: February 15 morning [Backdated]
WHERE: Greed and Zoe's Madison House
WHAT: Surprise Valentine's
WARNING: Sexiness
Note: The log reads backwards
"Mmm..." she pursed her lips and gave it some thought, "Well... no." she said slowly. Which was technically true. She was amused at how disappointed he was tho, she had been counting on it. "It has no fighting or swords or anything. And it is really thick. Lots of pages." she wrinkled her nose, "You might find it boring. Ah well, I'll show it to you later and you can decide if you wanna keep it or use it as a doorstop." and she kissed his cheek.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 2:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Another book?" He sounded disappointed. "Does it have me in it?" He was curious if she had found something with him as the starring role. Then he might be into it.
On Feb 28, 2015 12:12 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She snuggled into him, "Neither am I. You can have it later. Here, I'll tell you what it is and then you won't be so excited anymore to have it." she looked at him and said, "It's a book." with a face like ick, that's yucky. Yes, he was starting to enjoy The Princess Bride with her but she knew it hadn't made him a hardcore lover of books yet.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 9:10 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm burning up, the tile feels like the fucking hand of God. I'm not getting up...." he whined kicking his legs. She was being mean. Damnit.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 12:09 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She raised a brow at him and how worked up he was getting, "If you want it so badly, you can pick me up and be my legs." that was her offer, she didn't think he'd take it cause he was pretty tired too.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 9:07 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And I feel like someone just torched my skin, but fuck you are getting up and getting it!" He pointed in the air towards the living room. He didn't know what it was or where she'd hidden it, but she better get up. He was serious as fuck about his gifts.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 11:55 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She clung to him and whined like he so often did, "But it's colllllld! And you wore me out, I don't think I can stand. My legs don't work." it was dangerous to tease him but also so fun.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 8:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His brows creased in frustration. "That's not funny!" He wanted his gift! Taunting him was only making him want it more, he didn't care what it was now. He wanted it!! NOW! "Gimmie!"
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 11:02 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kissed his pout cause it was so kissable and chuckled, "It's not imaginary. Tho I could say it is and then you couldn't complain." she raised a hand palm up like she was holding something and gasped, "Here it is!" and started laughing again but she knew he'd get upset so said, "You might not want it you know. It might be boring to you."
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 7:58 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He poked his lips out in a pout when she didn't give it up. He poked her shoulder. "Do I get to have it or is it imaginary?" He looked at tge spot on her shoulder before giving her those puppy dog blue eyes.
On Feb 28, 2015 10:39 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm thinkin bout it....." she had gotten him something weeks back and wasn't sure if she was going to give it. It was hidden here in the house and she was still debating but leaning towards yes.
On Sat, Feb 28, 2015 at 7:23 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He mimicked her brow with his own. "Do I get a present?" Of course his mind directly zoomed in on gift, because gifts were good and fantastic.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 11:43 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squirmed and wrinkled her nose, "Well.. I was upset with you." she kissed his lips, "Won't be the first." she kissed them again, "Won't be the last time either. And you know, maybe, just maybe I didn't forget either." and she raised a brow.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 8:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't forget. I maybe made you think I did, it wasn't like you were all that talkative with me." He poked her in the side. She hadn't really spoken to him much since the Sloth incident.
On Feb 27, 2015 11:07 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned and rolled her eyes, it had been pretty dirty but he seemed proud of it. She kissed his frog tattoo gently after the bite and said, "I honestly thought you forgot it was valentine's or didn't care." since he hadn't the year before. The year before that she spent the day with him but as friends, and he'd written her that poem.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 8:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No, it was fucking fantastic." He smiled, a little noise breaking through the back of his throat at her nip. It burned but like everything else it felt good. It was worth the sting.
On Feb 27, 2015 10:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She chuckled, "You're never gonna ever let that go, are you?" and she nipped his earlobe lightly and then gave it a tug with her teeth.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 7:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I also ate out a fairy," he smirked repeating her words, which he was delighted to hear come out of her mouth. She was dirty when she wanted to be.
On Feb 27, 2015 10:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squirmed at his butt grab but grinned, she loved how he touched her so much more now. "Mmm alright, but you're washing the sheets then." cause that stuff got everrrrrywhere. She moved her head to look at him, clearly happy, "I still can't believe you did this. Baked a cake and donuts AND you skipped church... you must have really wanted to be out of the doghouse."
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 7:23 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His hand slid down her back, squeezing her butt. He wasn't exhausted but his skin was tender. Her kiss made him shiver. "I guess I'll just have to keep a bag of edible glitter handy..."
On Feb 27, 2015 10:08 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's cause it was edible, you cannot cover me with craft glitter." she kissed his neck, "Won't be as tasty." her own naked foot rubbed against his leg and slowly pushed down on his pant leg and boxers so he'd be as naked as she was.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 7:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I like you covered in glitter, it tasted good." He grinned, working at his ankle to get that pant leg down. He was trying to not jostle her too much.
On Feb 27, 2015 5:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was mostly on top of him, he was nice and warm even as he cooled down and she was happy in the attention he'd paid to her body. He'd started doing it more often since he fell back in love with her, it was something she noticed. He wasn't too concerned with it even when they were together after he got back but now everyhing felt.... she let out a sigh of bliss and nuzzled his neck.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 2:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The cold tile felt good against his back, like ice on sunburn. The floor wasn't an ideal location but Greed didn't have the patience to make it to the couch. The counter had also only been good for her, with all the food he'd be sad to have thrown it in the floor just to get up there with him.
He still had one pant leg hanging on to his ankle that he'd had no time to wait peeling it off, his boxers also pooled at that one point.
On Feb 27, 2015 4:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was ticklish but pleasurable as they soon discovered and after Greed had pretty much licked all the gold dust off her and they had sex to the point where even tho it was cold outside, they were both slick with sweat, they got to bask in the aftermath with Zoe cuddled into him for the first time in a few days.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 1:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Only one way to find out..." He teased before she overrided his speech to tackle his mouth. He curled her legs around his waist, completely overtaken by her.
On Feb 27, 2015 3:13 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed at his reaction and put her arms around his neck to bring him in closer, dust going in his hair and everything, "Really? I wonder if it'd tickle..." cause he had two day scruff on his face and she was kissing him without even realizing it, smooth and slow and sweet. She was half naked and he still had so many clothes on, but she was too distracted by his lips to do anything about it.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 12:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She made him laugh and growl at the same time. Had she just said that? "Maybe I did, or maybe I'm just getting revved up for another round." He was talking about her....and right now he could totally go down on her. She was covered in fucking glitter.
On Feb 27, 2015 2:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was easy to see she was turned on when he licked her fingers, her eyes following his mouth. She let out a small giggle when she saw his mouth tho, a gold tinted hand covering her smile for a moment and then she said, "You look like you ate out a fairy."
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 11:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed took the donut out of her hands softly, licking her fingers in the process. He now had a little gold dust on his mouth, but he also had a little all over his apron and the tops of his boots.
On Feb 27, 2015 11:58 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She'd forgotten about that donut till he brought it up again, there was only half left so she ripped it in two, popped one piece into her mouth and then her gold dusted fingers held the other piece up to his mouth.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 6:46 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It probably wasn't healthy for him to ingest an entire bowl of this stuff, but he'd ingest gold itself if he could---which was what she was to him. "Still want that donut?" he asked between those sugary, tongue-tangled kisses.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 9:31 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hand on his cheek when he started sucking and kissing that gold right off, leaving some gold dust on his scruffy cheek. How was it possible he tasted better than the donut? She kissed him with another type of hunger since she'd been upset with him for a couple of days and they hadn't been able to kiss like this.
On Fri, Feb 27, 2015 at 5:23 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
After she swallowed that bite he couldn't help himself. He licked that gold dust off her lips with a kiss. If she let him he was going to drop her in glitter and lick it all off, because it tasted fantastic. Fuck food, he had her.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 10:12 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She purred when he licked the gold off and put one arm around his neck, "You taste kinda fantastic.." and she took another quite bite of the donut, redusting her lips with it.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 7:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He wanted to devour her. He wanted to cover her in gold dust and devour her. He wiped the gold from her lower lip, licking it off. "Im fantastic..."
On Feb 26, 2015 8:57 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked like a hungry wolf that spotted a candy bar. Her eyes were a little wide as she said, "You okay there, Avaritia...?" cause as far as she knew she'd been half naked for the past few minutes and nothing had really changed.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 5:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He licked his lips because she hadn't yet, and all that gold dust would go to waste. She might think all the sexy was gone, but not in his head.
On Feb 26, 2015 8:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wasn't aware that it turned her mouth into an explosion of glitter as she chewed and swallowed, "Wow.." she said, "This is actually really tasty.." she was surprised, it didn't look like it'd taste nice. She looked at him and he had such a weird expression on his face, "Oh, sorry, I know, we're being sexy but I couldn't help it.. it looked so.." she trailed off and looked at him oddly.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 5:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She made his voice quiver in his throat as he watched part of that donut disappear and her mouth coated in gold. It made everything inaide shiver this time in a good way.
On Feb 26, 2015 8:43 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was like the time he painted her except he wasn't quite as much in his own head and this was all edible. Her skin quivered at his touch and before the donut was out of gold dust, she leaned in to pick it up and took a big bite, getting the dust all over her mouth.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 5:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He couldn't help himself, seeing that gold sheen sparkle off her skin---it was better than a glazed donut. He licked his finger again, dusting more of her. Her neck, her collarbone, breasts, tummy.
On Feb 26, 2015 8:34 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Normally he'd be giggling in church right now but here he was, in their kitchen... rubbing edible gold on her torso. She bit her bottom lip as he made the shiny streak. And her stomach made a gurgling noise. She hadn't eaten yet and all that food looked delicious.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 5:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He loved seeing her get turned on from every little touch. Even if she didn't say anything, her body spoke to him. It shivered or warmed against his hands, something that wildly thrilled him. He hadn't even kissed her yet. It was one of those good silent moments.
Instead of going for the jello shots Greed went for the edible glitter, licking his finger and padding it with gold dust to slide down between her breasts. He had enough glitter to cover her whole body.
On Feb 26, 2015 7:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She shivered a little but it wasn't from the chill, it was all from his light touch. His words thrilled her and she smiled, her blush deepening as she just looked at his chest through lowered lashes.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 4:36 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He watched her skin pimple against his hand as he continued tracing soft lines on her stomach and up. She'd taught him the fine art in the simplest of touches. "Neither would I."
On Feb 26, 2015 6:46 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She blushed since she wasn't wearing anything under her PJ's and he was exposing her. She fought the urge to hide and said, "Well they can.. I just wouldn't be happy about it if they did." her mind totally in the gutter since he was making her feel such sexual things and all he did was touch her stomach.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 3:39 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed flipped back her shirt to one side with his finger, tracing her skin down to her belly button. "And you do things to me no one else can..." he whispered back to her, slipping the shirt off her shoulders.
On Feb 26, 2015 4:21 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was using the L word on purpose because he had to hear it and understand it right now, in this moment. There was a strip of caramel skin showing now and when he looked in her eyes, she said in a gentle tone, "You were the one that taught me to look at the good with the bad. And you know, I have never and will never let any other guy do the things you do and it has everything to do with what's in here." and she poked his chest.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 1:15 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Every time she said the L-word he felt his body tremble from the inside. He undid the last button, looking up from it into her eyes. She was opening that door again, making things a little clearer.
On Feb 26, 2015 3:06 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't stop him, let him undress her as he wished. "As you undo the buttons of my PJ's... can I point something out?" no, she wasn't done with their earlier conversation. "It's scary to think I have the ability to hurt you cause you love me. BUT, this.. what you're doing right now and about to do.. that's also because you love me and I you." she wanted him to think about the perks of love more than the scary parts.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 12:00 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked down at her unopened shirt, starting with delicately slipping each button out of its hole. "Yeah that's right." If she let him they'd end up having more than jello shots and donuts for breakfast.
On Feb 26, 2015 10:30 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Is that right?" she said like that was news to her. But she didn't move to take off her clothes or anything, he was running this show.
On Thu, Feb 26, 2015 at 6:22 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"That means you need to be naked, or partially." Greed grinned happily. She was showering him with things he liked.
On Wednesday, February 25, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kept her arms loosely dangling around his neck as she lightly kicked her feet once he set her on the counter, "I don't know.. maybe I just imagined it." but she was just teasing. It was his fantasy, he should know!
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 6:57 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He sat her down on empty counter space, his eyes going over to his champagne jello shots. "I did didn't I?"
On Feb 25, 2015 8:57 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She licked her own lips after he did and then kissed him again, not even noticing they were moving, "Well... you did make all this food...." she nuzzled his nose, "And none of it has pizza sauce on it." since the only time they had sex with food was when they were fighting and she smeared the pizza on him. Not as sexy as perhaps a lopsided heart cake with frosting. Or gold dusted donuts. She leaned back just a little and looked at him quizzically, "And didn't you say something about jello shots off my...." she wiggled a finger up and down at herself indicating her body. He had made those too.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 5:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He licked her lips, hungry for more. "I did once..." he walked her towards the kitchen counter. What was she thinking?
On Feb 25, 2015 8:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her heart sped up and he tasted better than any cake could tho she was still tickled he baked for her. It was very sexy. He was making her brain turn to batter and only cause she got sight of the food on the table next to them did she say against his lips between kisses, "Didnt.. you.. used to have.. some sort of fantasy.. involving food?"
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 5:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was like he'd just eaten a slice of his red velvet cake. It was sweet, slid down like melted chocolate and he went for more.
It was the only thing that could bring all the warm fuzzies, make his brain stop kicking in to overdrive. The only place he felt safe, devouring her.
On Feb 25, 2015 6:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She had told him no more of this you come to me stuff and he'd been doing really good about just taking from her. She had a feeling it was punishment but also a way to feel in control if she came to him then she couldn't hurt him, she couldn't say no if she came to him. She wanted him to remember that she wasn't going to say no and he didn't have to play these games. The second his lips touched hers, she kissed him full and hard because they were in their house and they could, her arms having to tighten so she could hold on.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 3:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
She was toying with him! He nudged her again, but when she didn't give him what he wanted he dived in for it himself. She was higher than him and he just wanted her to melt right into him.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 5:16 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She quieted down since he had that look in his eye and he was rubbing up on her trying to tell her silently what he wanted. But she knew what he wanted. And she didn't give it to him. She just looked in his eyes and nuzzled his nose. If he wanted a kiss, he could take it.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 2:13 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His brows stayed upward as he listened to her explain, not feeling any more comfortable on the matter. He nudged her nose (tried to at least) so that she'd get the signal that he wanted something a little more intimate right now. He was a puppy begging for food after being told he'd had enough. He was just hoping for that little taste, something to tide him over.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 3:31 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote:
She held on around his neck, wrapping her legs around his waist when he lifted her up. He looked so vulnerable right now.. it meant she had to be the strong one and she wanted to do that for him even tho she was delicate herself right now. His arms were so strong but he didn't even seem to realize it and she said looking in his eyes, "You know how.. when lie down on me in bed... it feels nice? Your weight is like three times mine but when you lie down on me in bed, I don't suffocate or break bones or hurt.. it's because you're conscious enough somewhere in your mind to not crush me with your body even tho you can." did that help him understand things a bit better?
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 12:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He lifted her up without saying a word, making her look down into his eyes, and cross her feet at the ankles around his waist. "I don't want to crush you..." his voice a whimper, feeling the same heaviness.
On Feb 25, 2015 2:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled, "We should do trust exercises like they do in the movies..." she kissed his frog tattoo, "Tho if you fell backwards, I'd get squashed instead of catching you." she was trying to lighten the mood but she was still feeling heavy.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 9:50 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know." This was territory that could potentially hurt him. Trust was a big bad word that Greed wasn't used to. It felt like giving over part of his soul...if he could say he had one.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 11:51 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Me too..." she said in the same soft tone. He wasn't giving up and neither was she. She squeezed him and said, "How can I show you that I won't do to you what you did to me?" maybe in his lunatic brain he had something.
On Wed, Feb 25, 2015 at 8:07 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Whatever it takes," he said speedily afraid that if he held out any longer he wasn't going to be able to breathe anymore.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 10:42 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stroked the nape of his neck and said softly, "Are you willing to give it time and try to trust each other again..?" she tried not to use the word 'wait' or 'patience' to make it easier but they had to try to make a conscious effort on this and take their time or they won't ever get back together completely.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 7:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No...." Greed was on the verge of just busting out in tears. Losing anything was a hit and she was going to leave him alone in this big ass house with all the food he'd just made by himself. The horror.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 9:35 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a small sound of discomfort, he was definitely gonna end up bruising her but it was okay, it was the good hurt. She squeezed him, "I don't want this to be the end of our story... I don't want our story to ever end. What about you?"
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 6:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Making this the end of our story...." he squeezed her even tighter, hoping it glued him together before anything squeezed out. He could feel his throat close up, he was going to have a panic attack if she didn't secure his thoughts now.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 9:29 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "Bleed out...?" she was a little confused now but she still held on to him, "By saying what..?" she still needed him to get out of his head, he was too deep and he needed to focus on her to get out of it.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 6:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Don't let me bleed out by saying that...." he didn't want it to be over....it scared him beyond belief. Right now he was certain he was still going to fall out on the floor and she'd have no luck resuscitating him. He was in a dead zone, so he'd just be a bloody, golden glittered mess on the kitchen floor. God it was horrible.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 9:14 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her eyes widened as he grabbed her and made her hug him.. but he didn't have to force her cause she wanted to. She needed to feel how solid he was and he was warm even when she was feeling so cold inside. She held on to him tightly, closing her eyes and resting her head against his.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 6:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was squeezing his insides right out, as if a million holes had been poked and now nothing wanted to stay in. He was going to bleed from the inside out! He reacted quickly, shoving her to him and putting her arms around him. He needed something to keep everything inside or he just might die right on that floor.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 8:53 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It means.. either we take our time and see if we can build trust again or....." she trailed off, looking off to the side. There was gonna be nothing left for them if they couldn't do that. There would be no more them.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 5:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then what? What does that mean?" He suddenly felt everything inside break, and he was trying desperately to hold it together. It felt like if he didn't start wrapping something around him tightly it would all seep out and then he'd be a puddle on the floor.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 8:10 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at him softly, sadness in her eyes, "And you don't trust me anymore..." and like he wanted her to trust him, she wanted him to trust her. Maybe they were just both fools in a sinking ship.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 5:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Trust was something they were building, and apparently rattled the bridge a little bit. "You don't trust me anymore..." that was what all this was about wasn't it? His episode with Sloth---all of it was just to prove she couldn't trust him anymore...and that reflected back to him. Now they were stuck. He wanted her to trust him.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 8:00 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a sympathetic look, "That's... I guess that's correct. Love does give someone power over you but you trust them not to abuse it." it was something she'd said before to him, if they didn't have trust, they couldn't have a relationship and maybe this time he'd finally get why.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 4:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"When you say love like that its a weakness, you have ample opportunity to stab me for it---and yet that's what keeps you from doing it." He was trying to wade through this without drowning. He wasn't doing a very good job of it.
On Tue, Feb 24, 2015 at 12:40 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked worried again and resisted the urge to run and cling to him, she stayed put but again urged him desperately, "Talk to me..." he had to get out of that head and not try to figure this out in a spiral.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 9:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His heart nearly skipped from his chest to the floor and back up. She was suffocating him with those words, but that meant she was weak too? That meant she had everything to lose by admitting that. It didnt take away her fear, nor did it ease his.
On Feb 23, 2015 11:26 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She crossed her arms over her chest and tilted her head giving him a look like he was an idiot, "No you moron, I love you." she knew that he still sometimes wanted to hurt her, it was what him 'punishing' her was he was also re-learning this love thing.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 8:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He stopped to think a moment when she questioned him. "Shouldn't you want to?" She hadn't obviously ever knowingly hurt him and he knew it now.
On Feb 23, 2015 11:01 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wanted to comfort him, put her arms around him and tell him everything was going to be okay but Zoe didn't coddle him, he never learned that way. Besides, she'd tried to offer him an olive branch earlier, now he'd do it in his own time. "Yes, you did fuck up.. and you did bad shit.. and maybe I should string you up for it... but Greed, you and I have known each other for over two years now.. in all that time, have I ever tried to hurt you? Knowingly, maliciously hurt you?" Lust could wait centuries to exact revenge but Zoe was mortal, she didn't have time to waste on such things.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 7:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I've fucked up. I did some bad shit that you should have me strung up for." He was waiting for the massacre. She may not be his sister, but his sister had trained him that love was weak---and he was weak right now. She knew he was head over heels for her, and it could be a knife to stab him with while he was already bleeding.
On Feb 23, 2015 7:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"And you don't trust me not to, is that it? You don't trust me to do to you what you did to me. Dump you and leave. You don't trust me to not put you through the pain you put me through." she'd heard this before from him but about someone else. She looked at him, making sure he was seeing her eyes before she said firmly but gently, "I am not your sister..." Lust did those mind games, where she'd hurt him when he hurt her and purposely make him bleed but Zoe wasn't Lust, she loved Greed and she never tried to cause pain even tho it sometimes just happened.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 4:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't want you to wake up and wash your hands of me." Think thr chase wasn't worth it. Wake up to realize he brought too much pain.
On Feb 23, 2015 5:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He was scaring her and she looked at him desperately, pleading with him, "Talk to me....." he had to get out of his head before they both ended up broken hearted again.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 2:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's greatest fear was her own, losing something so precious and never being whole again. What was he supposed to do? This was all new to him again. He was jumping out in deep water.
On Feb 23, 2015 5:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face, "I tell you I see love in you, the good and the bad and you interpret that as I hate you?" she shook her head, "You're not listening to me, you're hearing what your fear wants you to hear. You only see distrust in me because you don't like that even a small part of me has a negative check mark next to your name." she wasn't perfect and she was feeling pressured to be.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 2:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So you really hate me?" Because all that sounded bitter. Like she was hanging onto all that instead of the little steps they'd made. She was the one washing her hands of him? Now that he'd just managed to fall for her all over again?
On Feb 23, 2015 5:08 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"No.. I'm not perfect. But when I look at you I don't just see distrust. I see passion and pain and love and fear and... I see so much more than what you see in me." her brow was furrowed, this was worse than not meaning a compliment.
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 2:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You think you're the only one that is distrusting? Or the only one hurt?" She'd been with Greed long enough that she could play the selfish card, but he was yanking it back for a bit.
On Feb 23, 2015 3:32 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked hurt at his words and not touching her. She dropped her hand and said, "Greed... I'm not gonna lie and say I trust you 100% but there is..." she paused and then shook her head, "If that's all you can see from me then this will never work." she was still healing and their relationship was slowly repairing and if he couldn't see that..
On Mon, Feb 23, 2015 at 12:18 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because all I can see from you is distrust and it effects me..." she couldn't put all the blame on him, that wouldn't be fair.
On Feb 22, 2015 6:54 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She furrowed her brow and because he'd made a gesture, she made one too. She held her hand out to him, "Try to think back..." they had to resolve this. Her hand was an olive branch, to mend this mess together. She hoped he'd take it.
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 3:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He had been scarred too. She wasn't alone in her distrust. Greed had been hurt too. Sometimes he got so tired being the energizer bunny, working overtime to win her back, only to have her uneasiness mirrored back in his face. It embedded itself in his confidence when hers was so shallow. "I don't know what I thought. I just wanted to show you and Digger off."
On Feb 22, 2015 1:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and gave him a look, "You asked me about it before and yes, I'm sorry, I wasn't super thrilled about it BUT I did say you should invite him over and I'd meet him again if you wanted me to. I want your family to like me just like you want them to. Did you really think I'd go back on my word?" she knew fear made him do crazy things but.. now she wondered if his trust in her was damaged like hers was in him.
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 10:39 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't think you'd say yes." Greed prided himself in being the favorite, if he could be at any given time. Slith had spent all his time up Envy's ass, Greed actually felt so ecstatic to show off his two humans that he'd just slipped the memo to Zoe.
On Feb 22, 2015 12:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at him cautiously... unsure if she believed him but the thing is, he did rarely lie to her. And when he did, it was sometimes because he actually believed what he said at the time. Sadly, this was making a lot of sense. She took a few moments to reflect on his words, really listening. Then she said, "How come you didn't tell me Sloth was coming over?" she had assumed it was because he didn't trust her to be presentable or maybe now she was wondering maybe he was afraid she'd have said no she changed her mind or something.
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 5:36 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm a superficial fucker. I see things at face value. What makes you think the rest of my family wouldn't be any different?" He'd been hanging on her words for days, and he was not accepting her accusations. "I only saw you at face value before you roped me in with your squishy Zoe-ness. So, I dunno that part of me thought that I had to present the same thing, polish you up so that they'd take notice. Not only are you Greed's, but you're fucking awesome."
On Feb 22, 2015 2:24 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stared at him for a few silent seconds and said, "I don't understand at all..." the gesture of baking her a heart cake and other goodies was incredibly sweet but how was that supposed to make her understand about his shame of her and her not being good enough for him?
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 11:22 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I did it so you'd understand I'm not ashamed of you." She probably thought that was a compliment. She was going to reject him so hard and he wasn't ready for that.
On Feb 22, 2015 1:17 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She immediately made a face when he said the first part but she seemed to soften at his second admission. She chewed on her bottom lip as those big brown eyes watched him, "So... is this a bribe or did you want to do something sweet for me?"
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 10:07 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Because you've been pulling the silent treatment for four fucking days." He counted on his fingers though he might be a little off because it all blended together so horribly. Ever since the whole Sloth episode she was ignoring him like the plague. "And...I wanted to make something....for you...." he added in a squeaky voice.
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 1:02 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a yelp of surprise and kicked her feet as she got turned upside down, "Are you-- put me down!" she smacked at his butt but he got her to the kitchen and she was a little woozy from the headrush but then blinked at the food.. the lopsided heart shaped cake.. the donuts.. the jello... she was kinda stunned because it looked like.. but that was yesterday. She was kinda speechless for a moment and then looked at him then back to the cake and then at him again, "Why?" she finally managed to blurt out.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 9:57 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"That's it!" he corralled her like a sheepdog herding sheep and picked her up to march her downstairs. He was done with this shit. "The cake is for you, princess." he said making his way down the stairs. He made it to the kitchen before ever setting her down.
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 12:53 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a hard look as he told her FU. "Fine, you made it. But it seems like an awful lot of trouble for a joke, you great big giant dick." and she threw the covers off and tried to shove past him off the bed.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 9:50 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Fuck you---I made it!" Now she just made him mad. How dare she think he bought this cake! It was glitterbombed in gold dust and bled red velvet. She should be flying out of bed. Yes, he had given up church this morning, and damnit she better take notice!
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 12:45 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She ugh'd as he made her bounce, "Why did you buy a cake?" she asked, completely confused, she took the covers off her head with a huff, hair all in her face, "Is it the priest's birthday and you're gonna smash his face in it?" Greed had given up church just a couple of times since she'd met him, she really didn't think he was gonna do it again now.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 9:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed joined Sammy and flopped on the bed, making her bounce. "I have cake downstairs so your ass better get up or I'll feed it to the squirrels." Seriously, a guy bakes, dressed in a way that pleased her and had a few days scruff. How the HELL could she ignore him now? He knew he was playing hardball.
On Sun, Feb 22, 2015 at 12:08 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe tried to shoo Sammy away and then got really confused when she heard Greed. She pulled the covers down just so he could see her bleary eyes with hair in her face, "No... just till you get back.. so..." the rest of her words were garbled as she squirmed around under the covers as she said them. She hated that he had scruff on his face, he knew she found him so sexy with it! Wait... why was he still home? Why hadn't he shaved yet?
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 9:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Greed waited a moment, listening for any sounds from upstairs but he was disappointed when she still didn't come down. He sent Sammy up first to go pounce on the bed. Meanwhile Greed peeled out if his apron, dressed in yellow pants and a black shirt which he'd managed to keep clean through his cooking spree. He marched upstairs and stood in the doorway. "You going to sleep the day away?"
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 11:21 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe felt like she was losing her mind, she could smell something baking but Greed was at church.. dear God she was having a stroke, she was sure of it. She pulled the covers over her head with a groan.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 8:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed was trying on red velvet cake this time, having more on his apron then in the actual cake pan. It was also supposed to be in the shape of a heart but it turned out more of a lopsided one with a few wobbly edges. There was gold glitter dust all over the counter as well, with his champagne jello shots, gold donuts. Greed let Samson lick some of the frosting off his spatula once he was done a few hours later. Zoe however still had not come down.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 10:50 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote:
Zoe didn't get up because she knew he was just gonna leave her to go to church and have fun there. She was going to sleep in, then have breakfast alone, then work on the kitchen some more. Samson in the meantime got up and padded downstairs as he still smelled his foster dad around and walked around Greed's heels in the kitchen sniffing like crazy.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 7:43 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Samson curled up to Zoe when Greed left to shower and change into something other than his boxers. He poked his head back into the doorway to see she hadn't even gotten up. They'd been in this weird silent game since the other day and he hated it. She didn't even get up to fix his tie (not that he was wearing one) but it bugged him. With a deep breath the Sin did something he hadn't done in while, because he always hated to. He skipped out on church. With her upstairs he tip-toed around the kitchen to set to work. Everything he cooked was made with glitter or sprinkles. The cake (lopsided as it was) looked like it had been dipped in glitter.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 10:09 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote:
Zoe didn't bring up the fight again and she let Greed sleep with her but he ended up spooning her more often than not instead of her cuddled into him. She refused to let him compliment her and just wanted to move on from the subject. When Friday rolled around, they packed up some more stuff to take to Madison, loaded Sammy in the car and headed out. Saturday was Valentine's day and Zoe didn't say a word about it, after last year, she was fine with never having a Valentine's day again especially since she felt really not beautiful or sexy or anything yet again. Greed didn't make mention of it either and she wasn't surprised, it wasn't his thing. Sunday morning, she got jostled awake when she felt Greed get up from the bed as he usually did to go to church. She turned and squirmed under the sheets, shuffling into the warm spot he left behind.