WHO: Zoe & Greed WHEN: February 11/12 [Backdated] WHERE: Greed and Zoe's apartment WHAT: After Sloth and Digger leave, Greed finds out he's in trouble WARNING: None Note: The log reads backwards
"Have fun in it." she said as it sounded like he was kicking her out so she got off the bed to head to the door. She wasn't going to break up with him or anything but she felt incredibly foolish for letting him turn her head. Then again, he was the literal master of the con, what did she expect.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 5:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe struck with one hot poker after another. Now he really didn't have anything to say because she had jumbled all his thoughts. He rolled off her with that pouty look on his face. "This is my room." He looked like a puppy that had been kicked.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 8:17 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Yes, you do." he wouldn't have tried to change her for Sloth if Lust's dismissal of her wasn't lodged in his head. Or hell, maybe he would have still. "I want you to get off me, go to work, and never feed me bullshit insincere lines again." the look on her face clearly said she was not going to believe him for awhile if he dared give her a compliment.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 5:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Lust finds anyone that isn't her trash, but I don't fucking care what she thinks." But he did and he did care what the other's thought. They were just going in circles. "So what do you want me to do?" She'd dug him in a hole he couldn't climb out of because she just kept throwing dirt down on his head, burying him in his own bullshit.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 7:57 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She just stared up at him, "Yeah Greed, I know. But this time, you didn't see me as worth having either." she gave up on trying to push him off and said, "For the record, I was dressed to the nines like a disco ball on New Years Eve and Lust still thought I was plain trash." she'd seen how the Sin had sneered at her, she hadn't been impressed at all.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 4:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: What could he say to all that, she'd ripped the words right out of his throat. And it made him angry. "Because no one in my fucking family sees anything of mine as something worth anything. Lust would kill you, Envy would turn you into an art project, Glutt isn't around and Pride is stuck up her own ass. Fuck me for wanting to make a good impression."
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 7:10 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "But you didn't trust me being myself to be enough to get him on your side. In your eyes I wasn't good enough as I am, I wasn't something that you were proud to call your girlfriend. I'm like some dirty secret that makes you look bad and if that's the case then why be with me? Why try to stuff all these lies down my throat?" she shoved at him again, not wanting to be near him, "And you can't even deny it because after I changed, after I was just me, you were SO shocked that Sloth was okay with it as if anybody would ever like me for me."
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 4:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She was nailing him to a cross with her anger. Honestly when she threw the truth Greed didn't know how to take it, he pouted like he usually did. "I just wanted him on my side." Greed wanted family to accept her, but all it was doing was looking as if Greed himself didn't accept her.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 6:33 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She understood it, she did, to a point... she'd never fully understand it but she hated how she became nothing when he was presented with his family. "Are you ashamed of me?" she'd asked him this before and he'd always said no but she wondered when he behaved like he did, "Do you think that they'll see that I'm not some fancy glittery doll and think you're slumming it? Cause Greed should only have the best?" because that's what it felt like he was doing last night.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 3:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He didn't remember that when he should. Greed was completely lost in his own head that he'd left her behind. He hadn't paid attention to the fact that Zoe could charm Sloth on his own, the way she charmed most everyone. She wasn't Greed's girlfriend for nothing. "no one in my family is on my side though." They were tightly woven, even Zoe wouldn't be able to completely pierce that.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 5:44 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I'm on your side!" she countered, it was like he didn't remember that, "You wanted to dress me up like a barbie because you were worried he wouldn't like ME as I am. And you didn't even tell me he was coming because you didn't trust me to be presentable on my own. It's not like I was wearing a garbage bag with food in my hair but the way you reacted I might as well have been." she felt like she was some charity fuck he was ashamed of.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 12:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No one is on my side Zoe! No one! I just wanted him to like you...." but he got it now. Yes, he'd totally fucked that one up.
On Feb 21, 2015 12:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at him with widened eyes, "You JUST admitted you lied! If you wanted me to BE perfect it means you don't think I AM perfect. And for your information, I have never cared about being perfect but I.." she had to pause to take a breath, she was tumbling over her feelings, "..I hate that I can't ever be good enough for you.." that's all she wanted, to matter to him, to have him love her and be beautiful and wonderful in his eyes and last night felt like she was seeing herself through his eyes for the first time and it was unpleasant.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 8:30 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I did not!" She was going for the gut with all the verbal hits. "I just wanted you to be perfect..." No one in his family gave him the okay except for maybe Wrath. After Satan and that bust, Greed was a little on edge. He'd gotten so hung up on making her perfect he just didn't let her shine on her own.
On Sat, Feb 21, 2015 at 2:52 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She shoved at him again, "You did lie! You don't really believe any of those things or last night wouldn't have happened the way it did. You told me last week that you didn't want me to change at all, I was perfect the way I am to you but apparently I'm not. You were worried I wouldn't be good enough to meet your brother as who I am and that says A LOT about what you think of me." she glared up at him but there was more hurt in her bambi eyes than anything else.
On Fri, Feb 20, 2015 at 11:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You are!" He hadn't made that up. She was all those things! "I didn't fucking lie!" She was crazy.
On Feb 21, 2015 2:38 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She couldn't move with his fat butt on her and she shoved at his chest with her hands, "You did!" she looked incredibly hurt now instead of angry, "Last week you were saying all these things about how I was beautiful.. and sexy.. and special.. and I almost believed you like an idiot."
On Fri, Feb 20, 2015 at 11:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed sat up, straddling her and letting her wrists go. He'd give her some leeway, but not much. When she threw her accusation, normally he'd be proud to admit he'd lied. But with her it sounded so dirty. "I did not!"
On Feb 21, 2015 2:15 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out another frustrated noise and then flopped back down on the bed, her wrists still in his hands, but she turned her head away because she didn't want to see him. She hated sometimes she had to explain everything to him because it made her feel mortified but she knew he was not going to let her go till she opened up so she finally said, "You lied."
On Fri, Feb 20, 2015 at 11:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No can do..." he was a child looking for an explanation. She had sat on that anger all night, now it was violent. He just needed to keep poking the stick until she let it out.
On Feb 21, 2015 1:11 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She yanked on her wrist the second he loosened it and tried to get out of his bed and away from him, "Ugh, just leave me alone, Greed." she really didn't want to actually hit him, she just didn't know how to bring up how humiliated she felt.
On Fri, Feb 20, 2015 at 10:10 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "That's off limits too if you're going to put on your boxing gloves." He loosened his grip on one of her wrists, testing her and seeing where she was headed before giving her thar kind of control. She needed to calm down first.
On Feb 21, 2015 1:04 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She glared at him, her hands curled into fists, "Trust me, I wouldn't hit your face. I'd hit a different part of you that you like equally as much." she wanted to punch him in the groin, she was that upset. But she wouldn't.. she was just hurt and she was getting more and more exasperated by him.
On Fri, Feb 20, 2015 at 10:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "If I let your hands go, you're not to hit my face." He raised his brows in a silent nod to the bargain she hadn't agreed to. She was fuming but there was no reason to destroy his face in the process.
On Feb 21, 2015 12:59 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She tried to grab the pillow again but then he had her wrists. She tugged on them and wriggled them in his grasp but his grip was as good as handcuffs, "No, I'm not done! Lemme go you big jerk!" she tried to kick him but just lost her balance on the soft bed.
On Fri, Feb 20, 2015 at 9:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed grabbed onto her pillow, trying to jerk it out of her hands. He succeeded, his fowhawk a poof in a million different directions. He was pretty sure she had smacked his nose right off his face. "Are you done?" Was that hair in his face? He grabbed her wrists, pretty sure she'd use them next and that would be a disaster.
On Feb 19, 2015 11:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out a frustrated noise and stood up so he couldn't hit her in the head or chest anymore and swung mercilessly down at him, pummeling him over and over with the pillow like it was a baseball bat. She kinda wished it was, she was mad and she didn't want to deal with his bitchiness and now she was getting some of her frustration out.
On Thu, Feb 19, 2015 at 8:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed returned the smack with another strike of his own pillow. He hit her in the head, then the chest and head again before she had a chance to hit him a second time.
On Feb 19, 2015 6:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out a, "Ow!" as the jerk actually hit her with a pillow! She sat up, grabbing her pillow and swinging it at his head.
On Thu, Feb 19, 2015 at 2:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He grabbed at air three more she wiggled out of reach. He sat up and swatted her with a pillow. The least she could do was talk to him. He was tired of the ignore me shit.
On Thursday, February 19, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He was freezing cold and it made her make grumpy noises and shuffle away from him to the other side of the bed. She was still upset and she was nice and warm without his ice cube butt.
On Thu, Feb 19, 2015 at 12:13 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was early morning before Greed stirred out of his slumber. The floor was not the most comfortable of places. He woke up cold, finally getting out of his shoes and slacks to curl up in bed with her. He was like ice.
On Feb 18, 2015 11:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: In the middle of the night, Zoe had to pee... she hadn't peed at all between locking herself in her room and then Greed's room and she'd had like two sodas with the pizza. When she opened Greed's door, she jumped in surprise when the big lug's body fell forward and collapsed into the room. ugh, the jerk. She went to the bathroom but when she came back, his body was blocking the door and he was sound asleep, she couldn't move him even if she tried. Ugh again. "Forget it.." she mummbled and climbed back into his bed, hugging his pillow again and going back to sleep.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 8:03 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Because not every girl has sprinkles and honey..." he wasn't making much sense, his words getting tumbled together from his annoyance and sleepyness. Being high didnt help. He just cuddled up on the floor.
On Feb 18, 2015 10:23 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "If I'm so difficult and not what you wanted then why don't you go find some other girl who fits the bill!" she smacked her hand on the door and said, "I''m going to sleep and I suggest you do the same." she jumped on his bed, miserable and not wanting to listen to him. She grabbed his pillow and cuddled it close to her.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 7:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Zoe!" Greed worked hard to open his own dor but she'd locked it. "Why are you being so difficult?" He was whining, she was blowing him off and now he was locked out of his own bed.
On Feb 18, 2015 9:07 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Away from you since you don't seem to get that I don't want to talk to you." she went down the hall, straight for his room. She opened the door, went in, and slammed it shut in his face, locking it from the inside. There was no fire escape to his window and she was still upset with him.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 6:02 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed bundled up following her like a waddling penguin. She was walking away?! How dare she? "Where are you going?"
On Feb 18, 2015 4:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She just watched him, a little concerned but mostly mad. Occasionally she'd pick up her book but she couldn't read it. When he was close to getting in, she picked up the comforter off her bed, "You're a lunatic." she said and dumped the comforter on his head and then slammed the window shut and locked it before walking over to her door to unlock it.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 1:12 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His fingers were already frozen as he fiddled with the window. It opened a hair then got stuck, so he was left working with it a good seven minutes before he got it up. By then he was already turning a little blue, just an ice block sliding in with a thud.
On Feb 18, 2015 3:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was unlocked cause she'd opened it earlier to let in some fresh air to battle the stink coming from the living room, "When a girl locks herself in her room, it means she doesn't want to talk to you, Greed!" ugh he was going to turn blue out there so she didn't help him with the window but she didn't stop him either.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 12:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Is it open?" He asked through the glass before trying to push it open. He was in a tshirt, slacks and fancy shoes. He wasnt going to last five minutes.
She stood at the window, arms crossed over her chest as she glared at him with her head tilted, "Are you crazy?" she asked him through the glass, it was something she'd said a thousand times before to him.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 10:41 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed just growled at her, muttering under his breath the whole time he cascaded his way through the snow and ice. He'd forgotten his shoes were going to be the death of him. Thats all he needed was death by falling down the fire escape. And he nearly did a number of times before reaching the window.
He should have brought a coat.
On Feb 18, 2015 12:40 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "That's all you'll be fucking.." she muttered under her breath and ignored all his banging as she stared at the pages of her book. When he finally stopped, she put the book down curiously and stared at the door. Was it a trick to get her to check to see if he was gone? Or.... she turned to look behind her at the window.
On Wed, Feb 18, 2015 at 9:38 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Fuck your dress..." Greed grumbled banging on the door a few more times. When it did nothing to make her get up he made a dash for the front door and to climb up the fire escape. He was still in his fancy shoes and pants.
On Feb 18, 2015 12:47 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "It's out getting polished." she yelled at the door, "And the ballgown is in the wash so go away." she was not letting him in, he also sounded kinda high or maybe just realllllllllllllllllly pouty. What reason did he have to pout about??
On Tue, Feb 17, 2015 at 9:46 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Well, fucking get the tiara..." he grumbled wiggling the handle again. She was being difficult now. Why was she being difficult?
On Feb 18, 2015 12:26 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She just gave the door the stink eye but didn't get up from her bed where she sat with Samson. When he started barking at her to open the door, she turned the page of her book and shot back, "Sorry, I'm not wearing my ballgown and tiara so am unfit to entertain any visitors to my room."
On Tue, Feb 17, 2015 at 9:22 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Once he was all by himself Greed thought the apartment is way too quiet. He headed to Zoe's room pounding on the door with his forehead. "There's more pizza!" He wiggled the doorknob only to find she'd locked it. "Zoe! Open the door!"
On Feb 17, 2015 11:50 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe had finished her two slices of pizza, taken off her flats, changed into plaid PJ bottoms and kept her cute t-shirt on. She was still annoyed and hurt by Greed and she made mimicking faces whenever the boys got rowdy and loud. And it's not like she could sleep, they would yell and cheer or throw insults and she could smell the reefer smoke coming from under the door. When the boys all left, she just thought she was NOT cleaning their mess up and Greed better not try to talk to her if he was wasted. She was liable to pop him one in the nose with how she was feeling.