Adrian groaned and nodded. "I know. I can't- I haven't had a relationship. I can't, the idea of one terrifies me. I'm probably lucky in that missionaries don't get hit on that much, but it does happen occasionally and I just clam up. I hate it."
Adrian shifted a little before saying, "I hate that this happened to you too, but...I've never talked to anyone about this before. It's...like a weight is being lifted."