|Thomas Julian Kemp (asterismos) wrote in nevermore_logs,|
@ 2015-02-02 21:18:00
|Entry tags:||jameson kemp, thomas kemp|
WHO: Thomas and Jamie
WHAT: Thomas lamenting his drug-free lifestyle
WHEN: After his conversation with Dani
WHERE: Their house
WARNINGS: TBA but mentions of drug use.
Thomas hoped that his presence had been good for Dani. She seemed to be struggling with her addiction and considering his was so much newer, he could relate. They had eaten pizze and bitched about the world, before he had left her in the capable hands of her sister, Misha.
That left Thomas in an awkward position, however. Because now he was really awake how badly he wanted a fix, and there was no one with him to hold him accountable. It would be so easy to drive to Vicodin's house and ask for a few pills. Maybe even just one.
Oh god, just a half a one-
With shaking hands, Thomas flicked his speaker phone on and he listened to voicemail messages from Jamie and Lena the entire drive home. He gritted his teeth and drove a little recklessly, but with their voices in his ears he couldn't betray them.
The second he got home, Thomas dragged himself upstairs towards Jamie's room. Lena was out somewhere and Thomas couldn't be alone. Texting Vicodin was just as easy as driving to his house. He didn't even bother knocking on Jamie's door, which Thomas never did. Instead he walked right in, his eyes covered with his hand, and sank down to the floor. "Jamie," he muttered, "is it safe to look?"